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official partyy time!

2008-12-14T21:29:00.008+08:00

whooo yayy exams are FINALLY over!well life has been rather happening!chunkfest,max brenners(!),nic's birthday,oschool recital,impromptu og outing,advanced celebration by clubyawns,impromptu sakae buffet,aikido seminar,meetup with zxandfang and the really surprising birthday surprise by og!thankyouu all for such a wonderful week! <33 okayy fb doesnt allow me to upload photos so its gonna be quite a few here to summarise everything!

BOLT with yc!haha and we got free starbucks yayyy! ((:
chunkfest!
max brenners with emb comm yayy i miss you guys loads!
chocolate souffle which was absolutely heavenlyyy!

marshmallow crepe with cute gummy bears!belgian waffles (:and there was our not-so-surprising celebration for nicole!thankyou all for being there!hahaha the wishball which turned into a bitching ball!but yayy may all our wishes come true!whooo jumpshot in smu!HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!
haha our birthday surprise for her was so well thought out but none of us expected her to get out of her house boooo but yayy she was well erm kinda surprised too heh (:(and smu had this rarrr auntie who was just so annoyinggg!ouchh my eyes?!)

oschool recital! (not many photos cos my camera died!boooo!)the advance celebration by club yawns (yayy i love this cool name haha!) and sorry i spoiled the surprise tooo!thankyouuuu!a really different experience spent at istana park!thanks alot for the really sweet celebration and the ultimately cute presents!the retards' first anniversaryyy!aikido seminar!
it was a different experience i must say and i was like ultimately noob since it was my first session after 2 months!so after that i was aching like hell but yayy the ntu ppl are nice!birthday surprise by og!haha okayy the photos are pathetic cos my stupid camera died AGAIN!anywayy it seriously came as a shock but thankyou jy yh stvn and bzg!anywayy it was a brilliant plan (stupid manager with the aircon leaking and jy omgg!)haha okayy that pretty much sums up the post exam activities haha and yayy i cant wait to see my brother! ((:

anywayy here's such a pretty photo from chunkfest! <3

post-emb

2008-12-01T22:18:00.005+08:00

waves of nostalgia swept past me today as i was walking down the slope from my house to the bus stop. rather empty bag with empty hands, not carrying big plastic bags out of the house seems so weird for a moment. the burden is gone but it made me feel so empty. i miss our event, i miss the rushing and the bonds we've forged, with the students, the facils and within the comm.

ive really learnt alot from this event, especially the pre-event days, the planning the organising and everything. embRACE seems to have pass by wayy too fast for me. it hasnt had time to sink in yet and now its over already. seeing how the kids change, from being absolutely racist to so much more interaction and the big hug after treasure hunt really warms my heart. its so much more satisfying than ive ever thought it to be. not knowing the extent of their racism to understanding them and breaking the ice between them, its really a fulfilling experience. it was really touching especially when everyone cheered their hearts out at the very end, and the whole canteen echoed with their voices and screams.haha ahh i miss jasper the super duper cute kid and of course safaras who's always giving me the despising look!(stupid r for telling him im stupid and crazyy!)and shaun for giving me his popcorn, reuben the haolian vballer etc.im missing them alr!

thankyou facils for being so supportive and having so much initiative. you guys really made a difference and helped us ALOT in the execution. i hope what you've gained is much more than just cip hours. thought some of the facils were really superb, having their own way with kids and having so much initiative. thankyou ss and kw especially for being so helpful!from the plug to getting groceries and walking back cos i forgot to tell you guys to get the oil, and mopping the floor constantly, thanks alot!and all the groupA facils who're like experts at suanning!

and of course thankyou comm members!nuaworm!thankyou for being such a responsible apd and for slogging so hard!thanks for listening to all my bitching sessions and chionging out all the last min stuffs.well done nuaaa!and for the comm, thankyou for tolerating all my nonsense and attitude.and of course for being so adaptive and everything,making things work for our whole event. thankyou for putting in your best efforts and trying to make this event successful!i just hope that it has been a fulfilling experience for you guys as much as it had been for me.it had been a really great journey thus far, with our common ground of dmr etc hahah yayy celebratory dinner soooon!MAX BRENNERS whoooo! (:

and of course, a BIG thankyou to all those who came down to support!dear mummy and ly,sharon,steven and friend,bzg and daniel, yanqin yuhsiu and agnes and fy for bringing your whole cca down!thankyouu!

alright sth random but i find it appalling that some people can give the heck care attitude even when its sth that concerns themselves!and when its just so useless trying to knock some sense into them cos thats their upbringing and everything.its just so difficult to work with this kinda ppl.its not about protecting yourself but more of being selfish.at least thats what i feel.its just so pointless to carry on when your attitude is just so suckkyy and you dont even feel remorseful.

okayy yayy photos!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAYY DINGYI!!

facils + comm!

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pinkies!

WHOOO!

hahha okayy im too lazy to post up the rest of the photos cos there are like 300 over!okayy yayy anyway Mark E. Ting is overrr!hohoho shall go off to chiong om later hoho.

last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUUUU!missing you loads and loadss! <33

debiting and crediting

2008-11-24T17:27:00.007+08:00

haha alright shall open up this place again haha minus the not-so-nice parts anymore!haha november was just so hectic, physically and emotionally.haha i cant believe first sem is nearly over,just like that!

haha anywayy yayy embRACE is tmr! (: haha excited yet hesitant. i just hope things will work out fine!and bleh accounting finals is seriously the worst thing ever!whatever you practice simply makes you feel more demoralised than everrr!haha and it doesnt help with the bell curve cos everyone is so damn pro at acc.ohwell,shall just take things as it comes.haha anywayy yayy photos! ((:

camwhoring at costume shop with nicole!

<33
the best dessert everrrr! yumyumm!
its vanilla ice cream on top of red bean paste with warm tangyuan at the sides sprinkled with grounded peanut!absolutely heavenlyyy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIQI!HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEN!okayy that basically sums up november for now.haha more coming up with embRACE whoooo! ((: its gonna be soo exciting so come for our funfair, 29th November, NanHua Primary(its at clementi), 10am to 5pm!

anywayy i realise i shall stop blogging and get back to studyingg!someone save me from the monster in acc!!booo debiting and crediting and formatting.i seriously hate accountingg!HAHA self-entertainment. anywayy ppl please stop stressing me out by telling me how much you know!i dont need that right noww!booo ultimately demoralised by the stupid accounting.i cant believe i still have to survive 2 more compulsory modules of acc )): ahhh save mee!alrights shall go back to facing the monster again!

meanwhile, jiayou emb! ><

and and omg i cant wait to fly over and see youuu sooooonn!! ((:

breaking point.

2008-10-27T00:56:00.004+08:00

have you ever had the feeling of being taken granted for all the time? its like everyone expects you to do something but there's no sign of gratitude, appreciation or anything. to top it off, they show you negative response and all. im so sick of it all. its like arghh nobody ever understands. im not obliged to do anything for you. i've had enough!

on a happier note, week10 is over and so is majority of my deadlines!a mad rush week indeed which made me grew alot!many sleepless nights and all but im really glad i survived it all. monday was a really traumatic experience whereby my family got into a car accident. the sudden thought of possibly losing the closest ones in my life made me really terrified. the thought of losing them really jolted me awake. im glad that at least they're not in any life-threatening situation now and i should really count my blessings. i definitely wouldnt know what to do without them in my life. it made me realise that im really fortunate and never ever to take them for granted again!its a rare second chance i got and im definitely gonna cherish it.

so monday was an awakening experience for me. spending the night in the hospital with my sister, made me realise how fragile life is and how important my family is to me. grades, friends, assignments and all simply do not matter anymore. my brother was right about how family should always be our top priority because they're the ones who stand by you no matter what. seeing how my dad being strong and all for the sake of the family really touched me greatly. first time i saw the soft side of my dad, that expression made me teared. and my mum who told me that i have to be strong because im the pillar of support for them. it really made me alot stronger and knowing that i played an important role in the family. it really seems as though ive grown so much within such a short time. but in short, i love my family (:

yupyup then the mad rush of completing acc presentation, dsc term report, cv, mkt assignment and mno video. i was surprised by the amount of energy i had in completing all these. consecutive sleepless nights and all. i just hope the results will show. but i guess after being through so much more, all these doesnt matter anymore.

hmmm okay then the long overdue photos from yc's birthday celebration! (: HAPPY 19th DEAR YEECHIAN! thankyou for everything my dear friend. <33

our special private cabin just for you! (:

the unplanned traffic light! how adorable! (:

GAHHH!

inside flyer with the birthday girl!may your dreams soar up high with the flyer!
yup okayy its 4 weeks to embRACE, 2 weeks to facils training and so many things undone. someone please save me from all this never-ending work.

it wasnt all that easy.

2008-10-17T08:05:00.002+08:00

haha i realise i sound so angsty over the last few posts heh. anyway yayy i got my new laptop! (: teeheee thanks loads my dear daddy and mummy!love you many many!haha ohwell i guess its been really overwhelming these days, having to cope with so many deadlines and all. but yayy its gonna be over soon. the killer week 10 is coming hahaha sounds like killer whale heh. hmmm but what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger so im sure i'll be able to get round those 5 deadlines for next week!gahhh dsc haha better start reading already!and though acc was quite a flop, im sure gonna start mugging for it alr after the killer whale swims past!haha i sound so optimistic suddenly but gahh im soo tired haha. the only thing that makes me satisfied about myself is my driving hoho im getting much much better at it though i get anal instructors somtimes like lpk!haha chionging driving 5 days a week is no joke okayyy!and my tuesdays are like packed with driving how enthu i am right haha!okayy yayy hopefully i wont hit curbs again haha!at this point in time, im really thankful i have my organiser to keep all my appointments on track. otherwise i think i'll just die!haha okayy random post but yayy im feeling so much more optimistic now! (: jiayou sg!hahaha and though you might not see this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUAA! hahah my favourite nuaworm in the world,you totally rock! (:

maybe its just me.

2008-10-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

maybe i'm just expecting too much, of others and myself. getting frustrated because everyone's just so wishy washy and like no one can perform up to my expectations. maybe i'm just a perfectionist, an idealist. i probably cant expect everyone to do things the same way as me. commitment, responsibility, enthusiasm. i have a feeling that i cant cope with this anymore. its like no one else knows what to do when im away and stuff like that.it gets frustrating because this responsibility doesnt just lie with me. it's supposed to be everyone's effort but why dont i see it at all?maybe im just too tired from this long journey. we have come thus far and i hope our efforts will pay off. is that too much to ask for?

and does anyone know it gets tiring to always be the initiator but everyone's response is like ): i hate people who are wishy washy. it gets on my nerves because why cant they just be abit more decisive and make things much easier!does anyone know that its not easy at all?and its seriously exhausting. pfftt!

rarr and because of you, plans have to be changed to accommodate you when you dont even try to make sure everyone can turn up for the ones you organise. rarr im so irritated. its like they're just so not appreciative at all! i just cant stand this taken-for-granted feeling. maybe im comparing them with my good old friends. it just feels different. like in the past, there was all the genuine concern and bonding.but now, i feel that its just a way to pass time.few similar interests, topics etc. maybe we're friends because we have similar timetable.crowded but alone.im feeling the apathy now. grrrr.this sucks.or maybe my attitude has changed ever since i came uni. i need more time to myself and i dont feel like socialising that much alr. arghh okayy i feel like a lousy friend because im always not there for others.

but i guess after going through so much, you finally realise who are the ones who will stick through thick and thin. they are the ones who'll be there for you through your roller-coaster ride of emotions. they are the ones who can tolerate your nonsense without bearing grudges. they are the ones who are willing to sacrifice their everything for you. they are the ones who care for you genuinely. they are the ones who make sure your life isnt as screwed up as it seems. they are the guardian angels, they are my dear family.

and this makes me feel even more guilty because i have always taken them for granted, neglecting them and all. thank you for standing by me no matter what.

i have my share of shitty days but you made me smile (:

no matter what, we'll always be there for you.

2008-09-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

take care my dearest brother. i'll definitely miss you loads!

I LOVE YOU!

this is not goodbye.

2008-09-23T01:22:00.004+08:00

yayy new skin!i think its so pretty and im getting better at editing html codes haha.or maybe im just trying to entertain myself from the boring books.argh lagging behind again and recess week isnt exactly a break at all.one week just isnt enough when you've got to complete term papers, study for term test and so many other projects.i shall attempt not to be so easily distracted!hmmm shall try to ban myself from msn this week!sg be more disciplined!haha

all this is just too overwhelming for me to take. time is passing way too fast for me to catch up. bro leaving in less than 24 hours' time ): dear bro, im so gonna miss you. your whinings, your shoe fetish, your vain-ness, your foodhunting skills, our shopping trips, our camwhorish selves, and the list goes on. take lots of care, i love you!

my ten-year-old friend! (:
okayy and this was from last week i think.heh i love my og for going to all the weird places with me (:i find this sooo pretty!the jewellery pieces there are so exquisite and intricate, i wanna be a peranakan too!okayy random mish-mash of photos which i havent uploaded since forever. haha i wanna go toys museum and russian ballet concert!can i have like 48hours a day plus energizer battery life to last me through?

sick and tired, literally. hahaha okayy i feel like going back to those days when we can skip school and just produce an mc/letter.haha anyway emb is like ((: haha looking at the response just makes me feel happy!jiayou emb comm!

pull and push

2008-09-18T00:53:00.002+08:00

argh save me from the never-ending pile of work!acc is driving me nuts and i realise i have alot of catching up to do!grr and it doesnt help to have the spider demon's class on friday ): can time pass any slower?trying to read up and prove sd wrong and be more intellectual in class but the race against time is simply futile.

and did i mention that its really annoying to have a super irritating fly buzzing around, talking incessantly about her life and nothing else and everything is just so nonsensical!gahh its just so irritating listening to her blabbering on and on and im just so speechless rarr. stop trying to exclude the rest just because you're like being the 'forgotten group member' all the time. i really detest your ways of trying to gain others' sympathy and whatnots. friendship isnt based on sympathy at all. i cant stand your insensitivity, your aa-ness, your nonsensical conversations and basically everything about you.grrrr hate it!

gahh okayy random ranting but yeahh i love my bitching partners in the fellow hate club haha you guys keep me sane (: ohoh anyway im beginning to love trainings lots and lots hahhaha i love my witty coach who's super cute!and yayy cos i can do my rolls properly now!hehh felt damn proud that day when he walked towards us, watched how we performed the whole stance and said 'good!' before walking off hahaha!yayy yeech my best blueberry jam partner! (: hahha and together we'll make blueberry rolls haha okayy getting cranky.haha and thankyou dy for your lameness-to-the-max jokes!hahha sweegeok the singa construction worker hahaha what kinda rubbish is that!okayy enough resting gahh shall go back to my books again!

emo nemo no more!

2008-09-06T18:13:00.002+08:00

one of the few times ive experienced the friday greys thanks to the super intimidating mkt tutorials rarr.its just an indescribable feeling, with the tutor rolling her eyes and using sarcasm as her first language. but yeahh thankyou jiayi for listening to my complaints and grumbles after lesson and of course yeechian!for volunteering to let me vent my anger on you during training and being late cos of me!love you loads dear!how i wish i can use katate-dori attack on her!but yeahh i love training cos it takes my mind off all the emo stuffs and of course the bitching part after training hahahha!thankyouu yeech! (:

haha and happy birthday black rabbit though you wont be reading this anyway.i still think the card was damn nice thanks to my ultimate tracing skills and rarr steven sucks for writing in the card that i was the one who suggested the cake smashing.haha anyway i love my og cos they're damn on!thankyou all for going to the museum with me(haha the expression was priceless when i first suggested it!) even though some of you werent exactly interested but yeahh it comes with a full gossip package haha!and they're just super funny with all the lame-ness, weird-ness and gossipy-ness!was voted for queen of spades for some reason and the massive-suanning-sg-session was just rarrrr!hahah but yayy im looking forward to museum outing! ((:

anywayy bahhhbahhblacksheep school's getting more and more hectic and i cant seem to catch up no matter what! ): grrr totally sucks.and it doesnt help when emb seems to be stagnanted rarr.stop trying to argue with me cos i know what im doing and i know you're just trying to find excuses for yourself.please be more responsible and be accountable for your own actions instead of trying to push the blame onto someone else all the time.thats the last warning and this is it.sighhh.help me combat the friday greys!i really hate even weeks. ):

bow lower to go higher

2008-09-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

whee yayy i finally got my fifth mod after like 3 weeks!it has indeed been a very long struggle and the dean's office has been my place to go during breaks and all(so much so that the indian guy recognised me and gave me the black face!)but yeahh im so thankful that i finally got it after going through so much!even though its like five cores, its still much better than being short of one!and thankyou ms ng for trying to fit in my tutorials such that i wont miss the first one that starts next week, resulting in much changes to my other lectures and tutorial slots!and now ive been 'levelled up'! (:

haha okayy and its been so much busier with tutorials now and lots of readings to do!gahh whoever said uni is slack must have been drunk/mentally disordered hence voidable contract hahaha okayy too much of bizlaw.its really funny how the tutors kept stressing on the 10% class participation marks in order to entice us to start being active in class and all.its so ironic how the school has to resort to the points system to encourage ppl to speak up.so does it mean that if there're no points awarded, there'll be no questions asked?isnt this worse instead, trying to encourage a society thats so materialistic and practical.

anywayy there was ibiza on sat and well the sun was really good!haha but guess we went too early so it was rather boring and it was more of a tanning and catching up session.then went amk hub to see them making mooncake and it was hahaha quite funny especially with the gossip session with wj, with our plans to set up the gossipgang hahaha!but yeah its amazing how we actually face the exact same problems within our own comm and with xxxx.hence we went all high gossipping nonstop! (:

haha and appreciation dinner at csc was like damn ulu. we reached at 730 and was considered early when the thing started at like 6?haha yeahh but it was quite fun with the half a piece of card thing(i won a chocolate bar with some other person whee!) ohh and while the band was performing, one of the boards on the stage dropped off and we were like hahahahha!and the lucky draw top prize was damn hilarious!it went sth like 'okayy now the top prize, vouchers from xiangqi/qixiang/jiangxi' and i was like asking fang what on earth was that and then the person called out the number then silence.fang stared at my number and i looked at it and was like OHH!hahha and it turned out to be like $100 voucher from that random restaurant hahaha!
hmmm but i still prefer last year's dinner which was definitely alot better!

i realise i should stop procrastinating and start finishing my tutorials!gahhh save me from the never-ending workkk!okayy back to work ):

when you keep seeing C-O-R-S, myEmail and I-V-L-E

2008-08-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

its such a nice feeling to meet up with a friend whom you havent seen for ten long years and yet feel so comfortable talking to each other just like how it was like last time.its just so amazing how we could talk for hours, updating each other and all. thankyou for everything! (:

ohh and last sun!haha went to the luge with scfriends!its seriously a super duper exhilarating experience!haha especially when we had our own racing game and you just zoom past one another!haha and of course there's monkey frisbee, ultimate frisbee and the slapping game which made us really high and cranky!haha then there's the ultra fun camwhoring part hahaha and agnes who kept saying i look like the mario mushroom with my red helmet!tsktsk!but yayy it was definitely much fun! (:

haha and i think im becoming an aikido addict hahahha im so looking forward to trainings!its a really really fun sport and the ppl there are really nice too!haha hopefully i can put my skills to use someday yayy!but yeahh thankyou yeech for introducing this to me!haha and i realise our clique are mostly joining combat sports!muay thai, judo and aikido!haha and kendo isnt korean(i think!) hahhaha sq is just super hilarious!

gahh and i feel damn cheated!nus admin keeps procrastinating and making empty promises!rarr
its like 2 weeks already and i havent gotten my module yet!and its like they just keep referring me to other depts/say that the results will be out on another day!and even when its the very last day,nothing has been done at all!pfffft!yes sq i totally agree with you!gahh okayy this is all so suckkyy ): i really really really hate the system!i just hope things will get better.

haha oh and did i mention that im getting more hardworking nowadays?haha im getting my tutorials done 2-3days BEFOREHAND whooo! ((: haha and im just so amazed by the ops tutorial which was just so rarr hahha its just about promoting their subject i think they should join marketing instead!haha but i love the business law lecturer she's just awesome!her examples are just so hilarious, like how her friends mistook sheep for a poodle?!and how a student from xxx didnt know she was the author of the law book they were using and was flaunting law knowledge in front of her but turned out to be wrong in her concepts hahhaha!her lectures are seriously the only ones that i can pay full attention to for a full 2hour man.hahha but arghh tutorials start tmr! ):

finders keepers losers weepers...not! (:

2008-08-16T22:54:00.002+08:00

this marks the end of the first official week of school, with lectures and all.it feels weird to get back to the schooling and nerding mode, like struggling to keep awake in lectures and copying notes furiously.but ohwell i feel that my brains have been put to good use after all this 6months of slacking around!haha but it feels so different going to school without your uniform and when carrying backpack means uberly nerd(okayy so what if im uberly nerd?) haha and it sucks to take on sth so foreign and when so many terminologies just doesnt make sense to you.it takes some time i guess.

hmmm but besides the intensive 2h lectures, there's always the fun part of having your og seated together, lazing around and gossip like nobody's business hahhaha!staying there till we felt like leaving and discussing so many great plans haha and of course my dearest retard and athena who never fail to keep me company! (: (buybackasia sales was a horrible experience and i felt so lucky i found back my wallet just as i was lodging a police report!) and there's always oyster and jy who are the prime targets for our suaning hehh its just so hilarious! (:

haha okayy and yayy i think aikido is so fun hahaha though the instructor was kinda sadistic as i saw that smirk on his face after he demonstrated the stances on me!its seriously so painful that i could feel heat rushing up to my face and yc was saying my whole face turned red!okayy but its still so fun and i think its so cool to teach us several moves on the welcome tea itself when i'd expected a series of long boring talks!hahha yayyy good choice yc! (:

oh and there was scone farewell for jo&steph last sat.ahh no more pw ice cream and dessert dates!bahhh but anywayy take lots of care! (:

and tap todayy hmmm time really flies!it seemed not too long ago that we were all helping out for tap, sgrock and all those events.and this year's is really quite different from the last one but yeahh great job nw!so proud of you!must jiayou for prelims k! (: haha and thankyou fangus for the nice shopping trip today hhaha oops sorrry i made you walk damn alot!hahha but i feel so happy cos i finally bought a proper pencil case yayyy! ((:

RARRRRRR!

2008-08-11T20:32:00.002+08:00

omg the suckyy system seriously is horrible!there are like sooo many problems with my modules and all.and the latest email i got really made me wanna murder someone!GRRRR i could have just kept my lpp mod and just miss out on the core like wth and isnt this like abit late to inform me when it is already like round3 in bidding?!!and the demand for german is perpetually sky-high that no matter how i try to showhand my points it just doesnt work!ARGHHH okayy im just so irritated!and its like the admin offices are seriously so not helpful!thanks to the stupid _____ who landed me up in this state!im gonna hate you as long as i can rmb this!arghhh its really damnnn suckyyyy!

talk about appealing and all that might seem easy but it'll just turn out to be like useless shit that wont get me my mods at all.and to add on to all this,my internet transfer for bbdc didnt work and they're still asking me to wait RARR!okayy but at least the person apologised incessantly otherwise i'll be like RARRRR!okayy really sucky day i really hope things will get better.

ohweek shing shing shing!

2008-08-08T22:18:00.003+08:00

bizad ohweek! (: heh it had been much fun getting to meet new people and experience the whole nus culture.hahha okayy first few days were hmmm rather boring with like long waits and talks and rock-hard rice balls!haha and like alot of ppl just cant pronounce my name and all sorts of weird combinations came out hahaha!and like the clan head took forever to remember my name la!haha but sentosa day was really fun! (: we totally thrashed our opponents in all the games!yayy!and our clan shirt was totally blinding with like neon orange singlets (resulting in weirdd tanlines!) hahaha but it made us all recognise all clan and go shing shing shing!hahah cat was super funny cos she went sing sing sing all the time!hahha yayy and there were durians! (: hahaha okayy and we played like dunkman instead of hangman and walao i cant believe i got dunked when i set the question okayy!when the rules of the game stated that the one who kena the last stroke will be dunked!thanks to steven's casual suggestion huhh.haha yeahh and we had like self-dunk too but cat missed the timing for the camera so it only showed us preparing to dunk ourselves!

hmmm then og dinner after that was the best!lots of gossips and funny stuffs hahaha!oyster's super gay side surfaced HAHAHA and lots of hypothetical questions like what if your partner has bad breath/beer belly/the 160cm (gasps!) wuzun/bo/ultra big sized/rsaf etc hahhaha it was just so stomach-splitting man.hahha its just so entertaining!cant wait for the next og outing! (:

hahha ohh and besides the fun,there was also the really stressful bidding periods which was just so annoying cos of the really screwed up nus admin system!RARR was super pissed off but thankyou all those who helped/listened to me grumble and whine about it!oh and esp the really nice yr3 guy who helped me bid and gave me lots of advice!but still damn pissed that i had to go back to school everyday to settle those stupid modules and all the wrong instructions given by the fass side which landed me up in all this trouble RARR!okayy really hope this gets settled soooon!arghh ohman and i cant believe school's starting next weeeek!so not looking forward to it esp with my screwed up timetable rarr ):

ohh and there was flag day which was rather grr!this super memorable one which went like this: i was standing under the really hot sun and then this group of sec school students came along and this guy came right in front of me,took a bite of his oldchangkee currypuff, and went 'whoa!very hot leh!' grr like thanks ah like i know its really hot there already!grrr kids nowadays tsktskk!then there were the ones who donated cos they pitied me rarr like they went 'oh actually i donated alr but you look so poor thing standing down here so im donating again!' hahah okayy like you didnt have to say that at all right?okayy lots of weirdd ppl there gahhh but yayy we won the shield! (:

hahah okayy but anyway yayy photos! (:

the very successful jumpshot wheee! pre-self-dunking
shing!
(:

the promises we once made

2008-08-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

aahhh seriously i think uni is out to make us feel so helpless and stressed over the littlest things!bidding is like )): im so confused and i have no idea of whats going on at all.then there's the shopping for school necessities like formal wear,casual school clothes,stationery,school bag ohman its all so troublesome.and its very irritating especially when the good stuffs just dont appear when you are looking for them and they just pop out of nowhere when you arent even thinking/looking for it. gahhh okayy enough of me grumbling anyway oweek soon!hopefully it'll be fun! (:

hahha yayy went back ace today and it was much fun seeing the little kids and catching up with some colleagues!haha hoying's hug upon first sight was simply heartwarming!and dear brandon was being very happy today hehh. okayy and apparently my class' attitude deteriorated and like more of them misbehaving!gahh and it was really disappointing to see the kid, whom ive put in so much effort teaching her during the hols, deteriorating so much that she claimed that she didnt even know some basic work okayy rarr i was just so angry ): but yeahh as i looked at them doing their work, i just felt so nostalgic. back to those days of teaching, playing and even scolding them.i really miss my class lots!drilling them nonstop and seeing their results improving bit by bit,it was definitely worthwhile.and of course all the other kids there who never failed to make me smile (:

hmmm then gossiping was like ultimate hahhaha and we all realised that the job made us all speak very loudly instinctively hehh.the whole of swensens was like filled with our voices i think.hahaha but good catching up session oh and i saw jl and we were both so shocked haha!

haha okayy saw this bumper sticker thats so meaningful! (:
everything happens for a reason. people change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe in lies so that someday you'll learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.

send service

2008-07-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

haha okayy had a very interesting driving lesson today hmmm.very funny and interactive instructor who was very gossipy and kept laughing at himself for being fat HAHA. and rarr he said my face is CHUBBY!grr annoying just cos i laughed at him for being like a lobster!okayy but yeahh driving wasnt as smooth cos of my gear shifting and all ohman its just so troublesome!okayy seriously hope i can pass man.anywayy somehow bbdc has this service that i can drive all the way to my doorstep and the instructor will drive the car back for me.i was like shocked and doubtful when he asked me to get off the car right in front of my place so i refused to get off hahahaha and my mum was shocked to see me home so fast!

sat:
shopping with nw!hahah was definitely a fruitful trip yayy thanks for helping my in my tough and stressful decision-making!hahaha yayy i cant wait for next week! (:

friday:
nus matric day hahaha okayy was super blur when i reached and joined the first queue that i saw which ended me up at the international students queue for student pass!hahah was super embarrassing when the person told me otherwise gahh.okayy then og lunch at biz canteen hmmm the canteen looked rather rundown actually and we waited there for like FORTY-FIVE mins before the rest came!hahaha hmmm the ppl are like hahahhaa okayy i shant say anything more but im really glad to have met jean!haha my new friend there hoho met each other through recognition of the osa bag okayy i think its useful for once!yayy cant wait for oweek and all!hope it'll be fun! (:

yayy then mahjong with retards and wanyi!was definitely much fun!wanted to use chips as substitute for the chips (HAHA my brilliant idea!) but yeahh all of us ended up finishing our own packets of chips after a few rounds!hehh we should meet up more often for mahjong sessions!though i got like backaches hahaha!and yayy i cant wait to meetup with yeech in school!my fellow cca mate+good food scouter+gossips during lunch buddy! (:

gahh anyway,pau and karen are back in aussieland! ): booo no more random breakfasts (with sweegeok!hehh) and just hanging out.anywayy take lotsa care alright!december, quick come!

the perfect number combination of one,zero and nine!

2008-07-24T21:00:00.004+08:00

haha busy busy day ytd!there was breakfast in the morning with pau,karen and fang at btmarket. nice morning out just talking (: then there was driving hahaha yayy my first 'road trip' hehh was indeed very very fun!had a really nice instructor who let me go out to the road on my third lesson yayy!was really apprehensive at first cos of my lousy skills but he was like 'so you wanna drive round and round for 100mins?' and i was like 'nooo!' hahhaha okayy very exciting! sorta beat my first red light today hahaha and i really dislike jaywalkers rarrr.the zebra crossing is simply like less than a metre away yet they chose to cross right in front of the zebra crossing and i was like whattt!grrr stop being road hazards and stick to road safety please!

hahaha then the exciting ICECREAM BUFFET with our wonderful pw group!congrats to kareen with the unbeatable record of 21scoops!whooo really peifu you man!then its me with 12!we should go on more buffets! (: had a super long talk there and it was rather embarrassing with steph's super loud laughter!hahaha but really,i cant wait for our 10th year reunion!it was a really nice feeling just relaxing and talking about all kinds of things and lots of gossips hehh.

the waffles that can soak up our leftover coffee&tea and got them all addicted doing it! ROUND 2 (yumyummm)
ROUND 3 (hmmm abit full alr)
ROUND 4 (almost there!) yayy the prettiest combination!
INTERVAL - fries! (:

ROUND 5 (two of my top 3 best flavours there!)
ROUND 6 (okayy i cant take it anymore...but it still tastes good!)
yayy AC109!

okayy it made me feel so full at the end of the day cos i still had to eat dinner when i reached home! gahh but happy happy day with my first time on the road and delicious (stomach-exploding) icecream buffet! (: hmmm and i need to cut my hair and go shopping for more clothes! (hahahaa sorry nw im like tempting you!)

vroom vroom!

2008-07-17T22:14:00.002+08:00

yayy first driving lesson today!it was super fun except for the rather cold instructor i got.hehh nevertheless,i think he's a good instructor cos he kept training my legs(like 50+ times just depressing the clutch!) they were like dying after that haha.anyway,i was like waaaa! when the car first moved forward.haha okayy was really amazed when i could like manoeveur the car abit at the start yayy!haha and i didnt even know when the car stalled until he told me to turn the key to start the engine hahaha!okayy but yeahh i really love the feeling of being behind the wheel,having control of the car and all, especially when you're about to move off from the stationary position.hahah its damnn fun! (: i cant wait for the next lesson but booo the slots are really horrible. gahh okayy im so excited now wheee! (:
anywayy, its 2hours to trinette's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRINETTE PPK! <33

dreams of reality

2008-07-16T21:28:00.004+08:00

lately,ive been enjoying my dreams alot.for some reason, they all seem to be so peaceful and enjoyable (: the most memorable one was about my future and another one on my primary school best friend. talking about my primary school best friend,she was definitely the one i treasured the most in my primary school days.always spotted together in school,holding hands wherever we go and talking on the phone non-stop even though we just saw each other in school a few hours ago.and even after we were in different schools after p2,we still wrote letters to each other till we were sec2 i think.was packing my house earlier and unearthed those letters and that feeling of nostalgia just gushed back altogether.how we used to eat together at the icecream stall,the horfun,the super ultra long calls daily etc.woww i think its really amazing how our friendship lasted for so long.and so i woke up and lay on my bed,counting the number of years we havent seen each other and omg it was like T-E-N!okayy this is like so unbelievable but i think my dream was somehow a sign for us to meet up!and so i shamelessly emailed her asking to meet up haha i really hope she replies!otherwise i think i'll be rather disappointed.

gahh anywayy,went back to ac today and it was such a nice feeling seeing so many people who came back coincidentally!dear dear kareen!hahah it was such a pleasant surprise seeing you and jiayou for this sunday's marathon dear!then there was mandyw&athena!hahaha okayy then the teachers-mr tan,mdmling and mstcc! hahah ms tan was soo cute!she was like 'ohh this is not the usual tcc class right?' hahaha reminds me of how she used to say herself as tcc as in the coffee connoiseur!okayy but she was really encouraging and all why didnt i used to realise that at all tsktskk.ohh then mdmling seemed so excited(i think) when she saw us!haha okayy but she had to rush off to meeting so didnt have the chance to talk to her ): anyway,felt so touched during that period of time when all of them were so helpful and all.felt quite guilty for not doing as well as i should have but ohwell i shant slack in uni anymoree! (:

haha then there were jumpshots!hahah it was so funny cos we just kept jumping and jumping aimlessly as we werent familiar with the blinker hehh.and went shoe-shopping with karen!now i know what im gonna get alr heee.thankyou for keeping me company dear!how i wish you dont have to leave so soon!boo i'll definitely miss you and pau loads!outings without you two are really different you know!

the yummylicious eggplant my mum taught me how to cook!yumyumm!
everyone at the concourse! (:jumpshots at bleachers!this is the most successful one i took on my camera (:
(yayy karen and me the pro ones!we were trained during the alevel days!)
anywayy nice background right!looks as though we were photoshopped in!far east lift with the weird guy who kept talking nonstop!

you never fail to make me smile

2008-07-15T14:09:00.004+08:00

argh i realise i should stop procrastinating my updates cos they're all accumulating tsktskk. anyway yayy finally went cycling with yeechian,yanqin and wanyi last last sunday!haha nice tanning session yayy!haha we cycled for less than half an hour and decided to slack at this rock table for like half an hour!lots of catching up done and experienced this really cool korean drama scene (thats what yeech calls it) where leaves and all were flying everywhere due to the sudden strong wind!so we were like cycling with our eyes closed and worst of all, we were against the wind omg so it was really tiring!then on our way back,it started raining rather heavily!so we chiong-ed our way back and the rain hitting against our body was really painful!but still, there was really strong sun before so yayy to tanning!haha and i cant wait to go for the mahjong session wheee! (:

check out the nice landscape while it was still bright and sunny!
yayy then there was ftt and yayy both of us passed and finally applied for pdl omg it was such a horrifying experience!the lady was soooo fierce!like how would i know you're not allowed to pay using cash right!grrr oops and i gave her the wrong answer for the eyesight test then she was like whattt!hmm the service there is really horrible and we're paying so much to get scolded!rarr!but yayy to pdl! (though we could have gotten it 2months ago!)hmm okayy then fast forward to sleepover+sentosa!yayy okayy finally went back to sc with karen!but there was like no one around and the stalls were closed too! ): haha but it was just such a nice feeling going back,taking photos,talking and slacking around (: then went town to eat mogu-mogu!hahah super cool concept they have there.but the person dressed up as some manga character was just abit redundant as the machines were like self-explanatory. the food there was good though and i love the cute layout of the place! (: hmmm went to karen's place and played with the swing!wheee!havent played that since primary 2!haha it feels damn good to be up there high and feeling the cool breeze! (: then there was mahjong!wheee!hahaha i miss it so much la!haha and all the weird camwhoring ballet poses which are just too embarrassing! watched ps.i love you and omg it was such a trashy movie!it was so not touching and everything just doesnt link at all!there wasnt any proper introduction of the characters and all unless you've already read the book. i really wonder how ppl can cry at this movie man.okayy lots of criticisms from me on that movie but gahh it was just so horrid and waste of my time!anyway,then there was class outing!great time catching up and just meeting everyone again (: thankyou all those who turned up yayy!
haha oh and i went back to my workplace ytd!it was definitely much fun!going back there and seeing everyone again was such a nice feeling.thankyou job for asking me to go back and HAPPY BIRTHDAYY DEARR!was really touched when you invited me back for your celebration!love you lots xgg! <3 haha and its funny how they still come and look for me when they have any questions regarding schoolwork and all and how my class will still give me their work to check.i really miss those days and im so touched that they still regard me as their teacher no matter what.

and the p6s!even though i dont teach them at all, they were still so happy to see me!thankyou rayner for wanting to go home and bring samy for me to see!that really meant alot to me!hahaha and louis' one was the ultimate! (stop acting shy!) then listened to enid gossipping to me about ___ haha omg really cant stand her la!rarr on behalf of them!hung around till it was time for closing and saw my dearest ahpo and gabriel!am so proud of gabriel for wanting to behave even when everyone else denies him the benefit of doubt.jiayou and dont give up k! (:
the birthday boy! <3
yayy mirror shots! ((:

pau's face fits in perfectly!hee!
why are there people who are so un-appreciative seriously i cant stand it anymore!go do it yourself if you think its so easy and that you can do it much better!stop coming to tell me it a failed whatever at least we made the effort to think of a plan b okay!not like you put in any effort anyway!ppl like wj are like happy enough it took place so why are you grumbling so much!stop taking everything for granted rarrr!pissed!

living the life of a slacker

2008-07-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

woww ive stopped work for a week already!hahaha it definitely felt as though sth was amiss for the first few days (ie not checking bags,not giving hw, not scolding kids, not counselling them) haha the days after were really shiok!met up with pau&karen when they came back that day (yayy i missed you guys loads!).haha we were being total freeloaders at gap, resting at their sofa (pretending ahem hahah!) okayy it was just super hilarious. then met up with fang&pau (happy belated birthday fang!) hahha the 19 layers were super funny hehh i hope you enjoyed your last year of teenage-hood dear! (:

then spent 2 days out with my dear mummy!haha great shopping trips and relaxing days (:

yayy then finally meeting today!okayyy it was rather productive with lots of funny ideas heh my agenda is like damn good! (: okayy not bad like everyone was rather enthusiastic!i really think this is gonna be really successful!looking forward to emb too yayy!

hahha and yayy finally got to know someone decent in my course haha but too bad ahpek you'll be my junior! ):

anyway,rarr stop boasting to me about how good everything is. it really sucks to know that you might be in that now but you're not so stop reminding me you irritating one!i dont need you to tell me how good it is and what you're having and all. just get out of my life!stop making me waver cos im determined to do well in this right now.

picture perfect

2008-06-30T21:10:00.004+08:00

last day of work was just a blast!i cant believe six months has just whizzed past just like that. i miss teaching them, i miss playing with them, i miss their random comments while im busy scolding them, i miss all their funny questions and most importantly, i miss them. ): i've had my share of ups and downs while working there and it has definitely been an unforgettable experience. i feel so glad that i had chosen to work in this line instead of others. those kids can really make my day, cheering me up just when im feeling so moody and all. im already starting to miss them loads!

almost cried while saying goodbye to nic as i was sending him to school. i really really love him man. when i reached there in the morning, he came up to me and was like 'ruiyu-jiejie, im very sad today and i'll be even more sad tmr ):' then as we went to the bus stop, we were both hoping that the school bus never arrives. and he was telling me that he was telling others earlier saying 'i love ruiyu-jiejie' and thought to himself, hoping that i can return soon. and he was like saying that he'll really cherish my gifts and polish all of them and keep them safely in his drawer.awww...anyway we seized the chance to take tons of photos!all his act cute and really really cute photos ahhh. then the dreaded moment came as his schoolbus arrived. he boarded the bus, ran to his seat and started waving to me nonstop with lots of flying kisses. that really sad face of his, as i stayed through to the very last moment till his bus made a turn into the main road and i could see his face no more, really broke my heart. take care little one!i'll definitely miss you lots and lots!

my handsome little boy who said this is the michael jackson pose hahaha!
YAYY!
my dear dear class!
yo goodlooking weizhe! failed attempt at acting like a robber!
HAHAHA okayy this never fails to crack me up!

lovely dearies <3the uberly cute class of P1s and P2s!
doesnt he just look like some macho man!
my dear dear ahpo!
the presents i received! thankyou viv,galvin,yunting and huiyu!
so pretty right! (:

all their effort. i was really touched!thankyou my dear class for trying to make everything a surprise for me, by hiding the baskets under my table and all, pretending that it was from some other people. and caiqi for a very pretty drawing of me (i will definitely keep it forever!) ahhh all these are just making me so nostalgic!to my dear dear class, though you all wont be seeing this anyway, just wanted to tell you guys to keep up the good work and to work hard k! i may not be teaching you all anymore but i really do hope you guys wont slacken down alright! i know every single one of you has the potential to do well and i really do believe in all your abilities! work hard and dont disappoint me! jiayou dears!i love you all!

tick tock tick tock

2008-06-26T21:09:00.002+08:00

wanted to update for ages but im just too lazy to do so. anywayy, i think my kids are uberly cute! (: i think i'll be damn sad when i leave them on monday. they're really like superr sweeet! told them that i'll be leaving on monday (cos stupid w kept coming to my class and kept telling them,gloating etc rarr) so job was like 'huhhh but im celebrating my birthday here on 14th july!nevermind i'll go home and ask my mum if i can change the celebration to this week or by monday!' like awww...and then his mum called me up to invite me to go back for his birthday party.she was like 'sure ah!okayy promise ah,dont bluff k' hahaha okayy im just so touched,thankyou dear!

ohh and thankyou my dear class for wanting to make something for me before i leave. thankyou all for trying to make it a surprise for me (: then my class was like asking me if i would go back and teach them after uni and i was like hahaha!and of course, dear nic who was like 'huhh you're leaving on monday?ohno then i'll not go to school on monday and i'll bring you home so i can bring you back here on tuesday!' like awwww...thankyou dear!i was just really touched by what he said that i didnt know how to reply him.

i love how those kids are so innocent and cute. thankyou all for making everything worthwhile. thanks for being so hardworking this term so i dont have to keep scolding you all/give you all pep talks all the while. i love you all,my dear lil kids! <33

somehow,they're so much better than adults.i hate xxxxx rarr!stop coming to my class and vent your anger on them after you've just scolded your kids!and stop comparing me with _____ cos i see no point in scaring kids just to show off how much authority you have. your ultimate aim is for them to improve and not to scare them into doing well!so that means once the 'scare' is gone,they'll just lose motivation cos they hated studying thanks to your frightening antics!rarrr stop gloating and all though i know you cant wait for me to leave!i hate you rarr!get out of my class and stop scaring my kids!

ahhh okayy i cant believe how fast time whizzes past! six months of teaching/scolding/playing/lecturing/reasoning with them has indeed been a memorable experience. i just hope monday doesnt come so soon. ):

a crazy week has passed!

2008-06-17T20:40:00.003+08:00

haha okayy i realised i'm always posting overdue stuffs haha but i'm always too tired at the end of the day. shall try to rmb everything in sequence.

friday:
last friday was excursion day!it was definitely much fun!my first time to escape theme park and i was like playing all sorts of lame stuffs like shoot the hole/aim the ball to make the horse trot/choo choo train(which was moving at snail's speed) etc. hahah and of course there was the very exciting viking and inverter that made me scream till i had no voice. hahah thanks to the wonderful p6s who made me sit on the viking twice and we were like comparing our screams and brought me onto the scaryyy inverter that was turning round and inverting 360degrees at the same time!

playing with the uberly cute p1s was super entertaining hahaha!went to the yakult ride with nic (its this thing where you lie onto this cushion thing and it goes up and turns round and round) yeahh and nic was like "ruiyu-jiejie you dont be scared okay!if you're scared just hold on to my hand. i'll save you!" hahaha and i burst out laughing at that!then when we were up there, he was like "look!we're superman and superwoman!vrooomm!" haha! (:

i realised that boys arent that brave after all!brought some of them to the haunted house and the guys were the ones who were like super scared and louis didnt want to continue walking while jr was like pushing him hahahha!all of us totally had a good laugh after that!anyway the haunted house was sooo not scary la!it was just so foggy and i couldnt even see a thing and it was all the plastic figurines inside thats like hahhahaa!but yeahh good tanning place and i even had a sunburnt nose!

sat:
met up with trinette, leakhena and liao and ate the super dry pasta that made us so ): but that boney cake at nydc cheered us up! (:

then met zx to spring a surprise attack on lily dear but turned out to be a flop gahh.wanted to go to her house but she was just about to leave so we had to travel all the way to seng poh lane and we took like damn alot of wrong buses and walked ultra far cos we either missed the stop/alight too early.hahha but im so glad we went to meet her!our emo/sad mood was always ruined by some random things like cats and oncoming cars haha what an eventful night!dear lily, please do take lots of care, i'll miss you lots!

sun:
happy fathers' day!got woken up by yq's call and omg im soo sorry dear!totally forgot about it and made you guys travel all the way to ecp!i'm so so so sorry k!but must definitely meet up again soon!

then went shopping with dad&mum and thankyou for buying me my long-awaited...for more information:
http://www.hardwarezone.com/news/view.php?id=9149

hahaha okayy i've been feeling very happy these days as i get to enjoy my journeys with music yayy! (long time deprivation after my ipod died rarr) hahha yayy and its like touchscreen! ((: hahah anyway got new soft lenses as well (yayy no more painful hard lenses!) wheee!

today:
hahha okayy was a rather slack day at work cos i've just finished clearing almost all of booklet yayy and i've decided to let them play cos they've been suffering for so long. hahha and my kids laughed at my noob-ness at cooking mama 2 rarr.they were saying i dont know how to cook booo so not true la.haha anyway cooking mama is like sooo addictive!hahha okayy shall continue playing tmr yayy i shall beat them all! (:

simple pleasures that keep me sane (:

2008-06-11T20:21:00.002+08:00

yayy okayy random presents from my kids!hahah okayy thankyou viv for this really cute mismatched earrings!i love you lots! ((: combined effort of wx and queena (wx drew the first 2 and q drew the bigger ones hehh they were claiming their 'territories' when telling me hahaha!
the nice xmas trees + random tree draw by queena (:
and her xmas card!

awww okayy its really super sweeet i love them loads!thankyou lil kids for making my day and for cheering me up all the time!i bet i'll miss them so much when i finally end work!
and im just so disappointed in everyone.friendship and all, everything's just a facade im so tired of it. give me a break seriously.i hate this whole thing about bitching and backstabbing.get out of my life!

fruit of labour

2008-06-10T21:56:00.003+08:00

haha long overdue post with regard to our venture to haji lane! (:

the first photo we took!after seeing a mirror,we just had to pose with our coolio shades! (: the nice shop where we got our nice rings!(i love the background!)

this is a really unique shop where the door is a symmetrial 3 (on the right hand side) and opens automatically!and best of all,there's a reflective surface! ((: the unique container which made me think of jiayou!hahha so nua,add oil for As! (:
check out the sign behind!its sooo sweeeet! (and we took this photo while walking down the stairs!
haha okayy the shops there are really unique but damn alot of stairs!hahaha the goods sold there are really super cute and i bought like 2 rings there yayy!and it started pouring damn heavily halfway i realise it always happens with nua around!hahha but it was definitely worth the trip there! (:

yayy then met up with liyi on fri and it was just so good catching up on so much things!like bitter yj and gossipy cliques.i wonder how we used to survive through all those.hahha and we sat there contemplating life and stuff hahaha okayy such a nice relaxing night! (:

hmmm and my kids really cheered me up ytd!thankyou viv.gan for your really pretty earrings!haah they know that i like mismatched earrings and so she bought this pair of really cute mismatched earrings for me on her trip to msia!hahah and thankyou queena and wx for drawing such cute stuffs for me!photos of those up soon cos im too lazy now hahhah!haha and i left a lovenote for them telling them the hw to be done and they were like 'but its not lovenote!its homework note!' so i went to draw lots of hearts around my name and they were like 'yeahh thats more like it!' hahha okayy they really make me smile at the sillliest things ever hahhah! (:

then met up with lily fang zx and mindy today and it was a great gathering with lots of camwhoring!it was super embarrassing as we went up and down the wisma escalator,taking photos of our reflections in the mirrors i think we attracted lots of stares hahhaha!but yeahh again,im too lazy to upload photos so check out the next post or go fb! (:

watched narnia with them and it was good!considering the fact that i didnt watch the first one and was abit lost until zx kept updating me with details from the first movie.hahaha both brothers are goodlooking la!hahha and it was rather sad but nvm i shan't spoil the story for those who haven't watched!thought that it was really meaningful as it showed how faith can change everything. (:

yayy and the highlight of the day. we finally got host school for our event! ((: i was like super stunned when i got the email and read it like thrice to make sure before i told nua and we were like wheeee!hahha okayy its prob the best thing that has happened since we embarked on our proj and it shows that our proj is substantial enough that a school is willing to endorse it!yayyy i cant believe this is true!hahha okayy thankyou my very effective comm!i love you all! (:

everlasting love

2008-06-04T20:36:00.004+08:00

okayy long overdue post but yayy!finally got to meet up with sc ppl!yayy shuqin wanyi nic and yanqin!went ochacha which was a rather nice place (: loved the matcha blended cos it was so rich in green tea!gahhh perfect drink anytime!hahha the 'delicious cakes and desserts', as advertised on the magazine, was just average.

yayy us trying to take the perfect shot while they went to place orders (:
OCHACHA! (see the big O behind!)
and then at al-ameen yayy!hahah felt so contented cos we had all the wonderfully delicious food hahha!and we went abit crazy after a tired day at work!
the black forest cake at ochacha which had red beans between the layers.
this was really good!matcha cake that had a really rich taste of green tea and its not too sweet too! (:
hmmm this was good but the centre of it was like totally filled with whipped cream. the sides were like green tea sponge cake which was good though! (:haha okayy ahh and haji lane with jiayun which was totally rewarding hahha okayy im so tired i shall update about that some other day with photos hee! (:

and grrr work today was totally horrid.have never been so pissed before but they really drive me crazy walao stop being so lazy and trying to squirm your way out of everythingg grrr!okayy there's A,B and C. A and B are temp and C is perm experienced teacher. so its lunch time and j wasnt around so yeahh all their lazy selves surfaced. A said 'oh i ate sth at home alr,i dont think im eating.' B said 'where're you going to buy from?' right away when we said we wanted to have lunch.so is it like our responsibility to buy for you? C said 'oh so you go and buy lor' RARR damn pissed alr but thats not the end!when i came back, they were like waiting for me to SERVE them GRRRR!like after awhile,C came and join me and then i started eating(and threw theirs aside!) and i was like no way am i gonna serve them okayy!pissed off alr!then C had to ask one of the students to bring the food over to them grr who do you think you are?so i was like daoing them and giving the black face im so irritated!okayy first time ive ever used the f word in public places grr and before that,i was talking to my class and A&B were standing outside my class and talking at the top of their voices that i couldnt even hear what my class was saying when they were obviously very quiet alr so i was like 'EHH!can all of you keep quiet!?!its so noisy i cant hear anyone of you!' seems like im scolding my class but it was definitely directed to them!then the both of them finally shut up and walked off like FINALLY!rarr they seriously have no self-discipline.just because j's not around doesnt mean you can do whatever you want.just like how you shouldnt do the right thing only when ppl are looking.grrr

but my kids really made my day!they were like super obedient!like when i was out(like rarr!) and came back,the class was in complete silence and when i asked why they were so quiet,they said its because i was not there hahaha!okayy that made me abit happier after the moment i exploded. but its so ironic how kids like them can exercise self discipline but adults like them cant!rarr im still damn pissed with them RARR!

haha anywayy happy one year anniversary pinkies!hahaha okayy though like there're so many conflicts cos of emb now but ohwell i miss those days!spending 4d3n tgt with total strangers and coming out with such valuable friendship.i'll never forget my fave bickering partner/fellow nua/best shopping partner and like our creative members hahahaha but still, happy one year anniversary! ((:

earth-shaking moments

2008-05-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

haha okayy the last day of school for them meant a chaotic day for me!thankyou lil kids for making my day nevertheless. and to jt gahhh you're just so annoyinggg!sucks la why cant you just help out rarr. hahah anyway small nic was soo cute la!he's like so witty for his age and never fails to make me smile even when i was feeling damn pissed and all.
me: between cq and ct, who's the prettier one?

him: cq

me: how about everyone here and me?

him: ruiyu-jiejie! (with the very cute smile)

awwww...hahah that just made my day la.and then he said he was tired so he just laid on my lap and acted like superman hahha!and we went around kissing everyone else and each other with cj7 hahaha and he'll have the sound effects haha he just melts my heart (:

watching the charity show earlier really touched me greatly. i rmb this story that was told that really made me tear. it was about this rescue job that came to discover this body of a lady. they found that she was in an awkward position face-down. the rescuers were puzzled but came to realise that she was cradling a 3-month-old baby, protecting the baby from the collapse of the building. the baby managed to escape unscathed and was still sleeping peacefully when found but the mum was dead. and they found a phone on her that had the words typed: "baobao, if you manage to survive, please do remember that i love you." (translated into english) awww..it was really noble of her, to use her life to protect her baby. and the moment you told me you didnt want me to leave, you wanted me by your side, i was trying hard to fight back those tears. kinship.its really an indescribable thing that's able to make you unleash your inner self and fight hard to protect your loved ones. thankyou my dear family for everything.

haha okayy anyway on a lighter note, its gss and i need to shop badly!i feel so deprived ever since i started work haha and yayy met up with shuqin wanyi nic and yanqin for dinner on friday!whee hahaha its so nice to meet up with them after so long!discussing all our uncertainties and plans and all. haha and we saw vincent ng how cool is that!haha he's like much better looknig in person!gahh okayy stupid we were being misunderstood for ogling at him cos we havent made up our mind and were walking to and fro, near to where he was sitting. haha but we only realised him when we passed by the last time!but still ahhh!haha

okayy and i really miss those days (:

hahha such a wonderful shot ((:

it seemed not so long ago that we were so excited about the trip and all. haha but ohwell im so glad it came true! ((:

white out balance

2008-05-21T21:53:00.003+08:00

i just watched this show that said this thing about relationships that i find really interesting. the economic theory of love - the more relationships you've had, the higher chances of getting divorced later in the course of marriage as you'll start comparing the previous relationships you've had and be dissatisfied with what you have now. so the more relationships you've had, the higher opportunity cost you incur. therefore the best is to have only one relationship and get married so you wont incur any opportunity cost.

haha i was like rather amused after i heard it and i happened to be thinking about the course i should take and it suddenly seems so coincidental hahaha.

i dont really feel like taking it up even though i know you need help right now and the place is good and all. i really feel like taking a break cos everything is so taxing but i just dunno how to tell you. hmmm i hope i can be abit braver to tell you what i really feel.

somehow i think its very important not to regret whatever has been done. joey was just talking to me today, saying that we must take pride in our own decisions and leave no room for regrets. dont listen to others' advice and end up regretting and blaming yourself afterwards for the wrong choice you've made or the usual would-have-been. haha that was just random but i thought it was an important lesson learnt today just from casual talking.especially so when ive experienced it myself and i find that things really happen for a reason (:

haha and yayy meeting with nh went really great!she was like suppper receptive and friendly!i feel so welcomed haha.and the security guard was rather funny with her bian4 lian3 techniques. but she was super nice to actually walk me to the general office and invited me to sit down on the comfy sofa hahaha and i totally felt so happy after the meeting ((:

haha okayy please let me be a bit braver to actually reject it.

embrace (puny like a pony)

2008-05-18T17:40:00.002+08:00

haha work on sat was much fun! hahah i love it when it's just so relaxing and i dont have to teach so much. and my cutest girl was there hahahha!hoying was suuuppper cute omg she's like so small sized and very very adorable!when i first reached, she came up to me and hugged me!haha and subsequently,she kept asking me to carry her around and she'll come up to me and say 'laoshi,baobao!' hahah sooo cute la!then i'll carry her around and she'll just cling on to me tightly!and when im reading my magazine,she'll just come and stand beside me and give me a hug!soo uberly cute!haha and when i said im going off to the toilet,she said she needed the toilet too and rushed to put down the phone so that she can go with me!hahha that cute little one!hahha and i was falling asleep while teaching b grr haha so i let him play xbox after he finished his schoolwork so i can take a break as well haha.i bet he was like damn happy cos he can finally play hahaha.

and friday!night out with lily fang and zhixin!teehee fang and i took the same bus but we didnt know until the both of us alighted and she saw me at the traffic light!haha and we ate at some asian restaurant and ended up with all the tsechar stuff hehh.and there were all the bones and all haha but ohwell the food was not bad! (: and yayy and phish food is so wonderfully delicious!haha super sinful but i loved it! (: hahaha and i realised fang and i live rather close to each other!connected by the really ulu&bumpy bus called 173 hahaha. and cheers to our next sleepover hope it'll be real soon! ((:

yayy this week has been great!schools are responding and they all seem receptive!haha i hope the upcoming meeting is productive and successful!haha if only they care about it half as much, that would be the best gift ever. but im glad to see improvement (: yayy!

that was quite a show

2008-05-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

haha my kids went cranky today and there were like all sorts of dances!hahah they really do crack me up nonstop today hahahaha!there was cq with her jellyfish and chicken dance, hy with her liangpopo dance, m.soh with his hiphop,rach and ct dancing to the tune of the penguin etc etc. hahha i think they were seriously too stressed during the exam period that resulted in their crankiness hehh. they're just suuupeer cute la!and of course there's the qian nian lao yao!hahah we kept comparing our height and length of our fingers etc and we kept wanting to be the shorter one. so while i stand, she'll bend down a little and then i'll bend down somemore and in the end both of us ended up on the floor ahahhaha!and she's super cute la!when she was about to go home,she'll come and stand by me and tell me she's going home instead of telling ahemm hahha!and she calls me wan nian lao yao rarr hahha!but yeahh today i was simply laughing at all their silliness and funny jokes/dances hahaha and when i told them what to do for tmr, they were like huhhh where are you going tmr!then i was like hahah ohh im going dancing tmr haha!and one of them actually believed me and asked if i like dancing HAHAH!omg okayy i was quite lame hehh but yeahh today was such a funnn dayy! ((: those kids can really make my day so wonderful i'll seriously miss them so much la!

haha okayy its really amazing how so many wonderful things can happen on a single day!got a shock when i received it but yeahh it came as a pleasant surprise (: yayy number 1: emb emails settled. number 2: wonderful day at work(and this means alot to me!) number 3: offers. will the next number appear tmr?hahha hopefully! ((:

haha and im going cranky too thanks to my kids!hahha like ermm some stopping piracy and pleasereject(hahha wonderful ideas of mine teeheee!)haha and creating miraclez and finding miraclez hahha there're like so many puns hahhaha!okayy hahaha yayy i love this week! ((:

gahh and sharon's leaving so soon!too soon for me to find it acceptable!booo sighh i'll definitely miss those sessions but do take care!

and thanks jy for the REALLY crappy session hahaha i couldnt stop laughing all the while ((:

take a bow

2008-05-11T00:13:00.002+08:00

hahaha hmmm its been a really productive day today teeeheee! ((: okayy meeting was real fun and we managed to settle lots of things!my agenda is like how good can haha!yeahh okayy the old ones were like gahhhh making me speechless and grrr.haha but im so glad for all the ppl we have now.at least they're all contributing as much as us which makes me very happy heee.it was like lots of fun plus productivity!and i cant wait for the arabstreet+chinatown one hahaha!and i wanna visit the shop i saw my bangle at,i hope it hasnt been sold out yet!and of course ji4 de2 chi1!haha yummmm yam paste ahhh!

im super duper happy that my ipod got fixed already hahahahaha!and it was no longer under warranty but the lady was nice enough not to charge me for it haha ((: and i met sharon at the wheelock underpass hahahaha!she's super funny and well she was busking for care corner hahah what fond memories with the hail/worm/curfews hahaha.but yeahh must meet up soon dear! ((:

and since its past twelve now, happy mother's day to my dearest mummy!thankyou for everything that you've done, bearing with all my erratic tempers,having to pack up after me all the time,all those hth talks and all. you're really the pillar of my life dear mummy!it seems as though there's nothing you wont know and its really amazing how you can put up with all my tempers and indecisiveness.thanks for always being there for me,listening to me and my grumbles.i know you always dread me asking you to go shopping with me when you've got tons of work to do but you still go along anyway just to make me happy.i just wanna say a big thankyou and i really dont know what i'd do without you! i love you lots and lots mum! ((:

its finger lickin' good! ((:

2008-05-09T22:37:00.003+08:00

hahha okayy yayy finally btt today yayy one thing off my mind at last!hahha then had a craving for macs and suddenly i saw the whole place under renovation bahhh its so not fated.

hmmm okayy i really hope emb goes well, as in according to our plans. i hate the red tape and everything. why cant they be abit more flexible grrr that'll mean alot better for us!hahha okayy and well need to set things straight, esp after the bomb that just dropped on us so unsuspectingly hehh.

and yayy last day of chionging for exams with them!haha i feel so much more relaxed now!hahha and i woke up earlier to come up with mindmaps for them how nice of me hohoho!felt so proud of myself cos i havent been doing mindmaps since forever hahahha! ((: yayy and next week means more relaxed yayy!though im totally dreading the results plus parents part. haha and job was soo cute today la hahah he was desperately trying to persuade me to let him draw in class cos he had already finished his exams.hahah i would definitely love to but sad to say, i have to be fair bahh. ahh but he's so cute now hee and he loves sitting right in front of me cos he says its better hahahha!and he's so chubby and cute la!my new love ((: haha and cy's super cute la haha she gave me a massage yayy! ((:

gahh and i hope it will be fine!im getting rather nervous haha but nvm at least its another step closer! (: jiayou!and get lost you insensitive pigg rarr can you please think of others rarr hate you!

yayy ben&jerrys tmr teeheee! (: and i cant wait for arab street whee! ((:

thankful and all

2008-05-08T00:17:00.002+08:00

haha okayy im supposed to be settling all the designs and everything but bahh shall slack for awhile first.gahh its definitely not a smooth-sailing route but im sure we'll get through this. as days go by and the clock keeps ticking, it gets more tensed up. bahhh i guess we can only rely on ourselves!some of you might care but at this point in time,its really hard to get you to help. im really really hoping for the best!jiayouu we can do this! ((:

haha and my kids are reallly cranky!its really amazing how im like scolding grr angrily and then the rest of them come up with all sorts of weird conversation that really make me burst out laughing while scolding. haha sometimes its really super hard to control myself from laughing while scolding hhahhaa!and i realised its very hard to keep scolding!like i'd be stumped for words halfway while scolding and ended up repeating myself again hahaahha!hahha and i feel that im sooo naggy now like repeating instructions/reminders over and over again before they go for their exams.haha but ohwell at least i know its worth it for them minus ahem and grrr.its really heartening to see them improve after my 'reminders' hehh.yayy jiayou kids!

everything is so rushed right now i wish i could stop time!which reminds me i havent finished watching heroes after like soo long!should get a break man. (:

strange ones

2008-05-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

haha yayy to the labour day holidays! (: haha okayy actually well sorry for the past few emo/angsty posts. for those who've been asking, thanks loads for your concern! (: hahaha i guess the past week was just frustrating after having like so many changes packed into a few days. hahha but things are wayy better now! (:

haha hmmm i've been bumping into really strange ppl on buses ever since i moved house!hahha seems like there are lots of weirdooos in bb area.hmmm the no.1 weirdo and the one who never fails to terrorize me!this suuuuper weird uncle who'll always be talking to himself. and he curses damn alot like f-ing a__h___/b____ then im like huhh.and whats worse, he likes to play with lighters on the bus!and the first time i met him, i got a shock cos he was sitting behind me, muttering and stuff and suddenly i hear tick-tick!and i turned 45degrees looking at the window reflection and saw him playing with the flame like wth!then when he was about to alight,he came from behind me and flashed the lighter in front of me and grinned at me and i was like WHATT!super scarrry and the worst thing is somehow he always happens to take the same bus as me and sometimes at the same bus stop!like really really scarrryy person ive met so far!

and then today, while on my way to tpy for meeting, hahha this half-blind man came right in front of me and wanted to sit on my leg and i like like SHOCKED!luckily i was fast enough to like escape before he rested his butt on me!like whattt!grrrr and so i had to stand for more than half the journey from bb to tpy which is like uberly farrr!okayy but as he was half-blind,i wasnt as pissed hahah.

and there were damn alot of weirddd dreams too!like i dreamt that cc came for emb and was teaching us stilts hahahha!and he was wearing a red shirt heee! (((: and then there was the most hilarious dream ever!bushy had rebonded his hair hahhaa that was like hahahhahaha!my really weird week hehh.

then meeting today was better than what we had expected but it made us really jittery. i really really hope things will work out fine!please dont waste our effort ahhhh!received rejection letter from hws and i was like really shocked when esther showed me the reply slip!gahhhh what on earth!ouchhh but hahah nvm keep pressing on nuaaa!jiayou jiayou we can do this alrightt! (:

durian fiestas!

2008-05-03T21:58:00.007+08:00

yayy an absolutely durian-y post! ((:

hahah funn day it was, with lots of durians and wonderful time spent with my dear nuaworm hehh. anywayy yayy so we finally went for the durian fiesta!it was yummilicious!we both felt so good taking the first bite! (imagine the fireworks as shown in ratatoiulle!) hahha and yeahh and we were so blur in there hahahha.

here we were!

yumyum the legendary durian mousse cake and durian oreo cake!irressistably good!
and of course, the little tarts!
top: crunchy hazelnut tartlet(i think), bottom left: brownie durian chocolate cup and bottom right: durian crumble. hmmm the hazelnut tartlet was really special, but thought that the crumble wasnt crumble enough and the choc didnt go well with the durian hehh.overall still satisfactory though! (: ohman the durian oreo cake!
yeahh and my perfect self-taking(aka camwhoring) skills.

close-up!yumyum!halfway through!and we were already struggling!

and then we watched harold&kumar!hahha congrats jy for your successful attempt!the stupid person at lido who was so irritating!luckily we met nice ppl at cathay!haha and this is my very first m18 movie!super funny and well abit vulgar though!and us in the theatre! (:

after the movie, hahha decided to go spotlight to shop/camwhore hahahha lots of unglam photos and ermm well funny ones hehh.and we got cranky due to sugar overload!

hahah spot the similarities!mirrors! (: hahha yeah we're getting better at this hahahaha!and when i reached home,omg i realised my dad bought more durians hahahaha omg!and being as gluttony as always,i continued eating hahaha!and now i smell durian all the time!haha but im indulging in this feeling haha.

durians overdose! ((:

yayy super fun day out with nuaworm hahahah looking forward to the arab street one! ((: bahh but it can only be after event ): im like so excited about it alr hahahha!cant wait to get the supr pretty bangles i didnt buy the other time rarr.

yayy anyway im so happy that we're seeing improvements!jiayou jiayou!thanks for everything!more updates and initiative from everyone alr yay! (:

LIFE - DREAMS = JOB

2008-04-29T22:18:00.002+08:00

there's nothing i can say i guess. just take it as whatever you claim to be. im sick and tired of explaining myself when nobody even listens. you just dont understand how important this is to me. its not something that you can use something else to threaten me 'cos i'll make sure i'll do anything it takes. stop this all. im just so drained. there's nothing i say that can make you understand its significance. you claim to understand, but do you know what i truly want?

accusations and all. there's nothing i can do either. think what you like as long as i know i didnt do anything against my conscience. if you want to have sth against me, there's nothing i can do since there'll be hundred and one reasons that you can come up with. i guess im just really sick of all this politics. its bound to happen anyway so why waste my time on this, avoiding the inevitable.

i just feel like taking a break from my life, its so tiring and taxing that i dont know how long i can hold on to this anymore. there're so many issues and they just keep coming. there's something new everyday. when will all this end? its been a truly difficult time for me all this while. trying to be sensible and all but i just cant seem to get rid of that prejudice.

you just dont understand.

losing bearings

2008-04-25T23:21:00.004+08:00

ohwell this has been a really hectic week for me.having to pack lots of things bahh and im not even halfway through yet shit. and liaison stuffs and rarr work. work has been super tiring and taxing that i havent been able to last for long after reaching home. sucks and im always in this auto pilot mode. their exams are coming and i have to rush through alot of things and give them individual talks etc in order to make sure they're working hard for exams. lots of scolding and stuff and ohwell i see at least one of my students crying everyday after getting scolded by me. bahh hate this man.

and its simply ouch when i hear news of it. having to give up sth that ive been pursuing for so long. and i really regret not taking a shot at it. ive condemned myself even before anything else. and watching hh has reminded me of my longtime passion, of what ive been after for so long. it really hurts to give up sth you've worked for so long, sth that has been your passion for so long. i really really regret it but there's nothing i can do now. there's always this side of me saying that i have hope but then the rational part of me would oppose it. i really miss those simple days of being able to pursue your interest. ive kinda given up on all things now i guess. there isnt this drive in me anymore. i just hope im doing the right thing.

ohwell and work this week is like rarr!stupid xxxxxxx and his parents were like driving me crazy!all those stupid excuses like i cant scold other kids cos i'll scare their darling little boy. rarr stupid i dont see how this works at all when their parents are not even complaining about it. okayy i really hope its settled and not like all the previous episodes. and this sucks i feel so grumpy cos ive been scolding them so often when i dont even feel like doing so!and my voice is like arghh going to die soon. bahh!

hahah anyway i have been meeting 2 weirddd ppl that are like seriously annoyinnggg. they are like super rude and ohwell i really dunno what to say about them!
incident 1: was helping out nic leong cos the both of them were only looking after wj (hello like 2 to 1?). then they decided to come and interfere and one of them made nic cry and he ended up doing his work slower than usual. so i helped him cut out the shapes and everything. then the both of them realised that they should help out instead of posing there so one decided to take a pair of scissors. then the weirdness begins. i put down my pair of scissors to write down the grouping of the shapes and ALMOST IMMEDIATELY after i put down the scissors, another one of the pair QUICKLY SNATCHED it away together with the piece of paper i was cutting and PRETENDED she was doing sth. like seriously WOW!so i threw her that irritated/huh/what-on-earth-are-you-doing/dirty look and she was still unrepentant!rarrr qi si wo le!
incident 2: was reading the cover page of newspaper and the one of them walked past and started talking to me.but i was still looking down at the newspaper cos i couldnt be bothered with what she's saying cos its most probably gonna be repeated again for like more than 5 times anyway. SO she decided to read newspaper too and STRANGELY ENOUGH,she took away the one that im reading!!like hello wth!?!?!so again,i threw her the dirty/pissed/highly annoyed/irritated look but rarr another weirdly unrepentant one!
i seriously dont understand how the minds of these ppl work. how can they ever be so insensitive and inconsiderate rarrr!pissed!this has indeed been my super pissed off week!

hahah but ohwell madl really touched me ytd. her first time going home by herself and right before going home, she came and told me she's really very scared. so i decided to go to the bus stop with her and wait for the bus with her as well. and she was almost close to tears. and then she came to me today in her very shy way, saying thankyou to me. simple act but it really touched me. and she said sth that really got me thinking. "if only ppl in this world have their character written on their forehead such that the good ones will have the word good, while the bad guys will bear the word bad on their forehead.that would make things much simpler." at such a tender age and they actually know the hidden evil in the world outside. i realised that ive been living in a very sheltered life. not knowing all these till i stepped into the working world and having to tolerate so much nonsense now. its really a very different childhood they all have now. and i really miss mine...

how i wish there's a second chance. and if possible, a second life too. i want to relive everything again and make all these life-changing decisions all over again.

on a lighter note, hahha thankyou jy for your entertainment!all the AM/DMR/NZ hahhahahah and of course not forgetting vblah hahahahaha!i think its so fun catching up on all these!thankyou for everything you've done and of course for listening to my naggy self. (: and we've managed to settle lots of things this week so yayy and a big pat on our own shoulders!(not theirs okayyy!) hahahhha okayy jy you never fail to make me laugh about all of them HAHA and yayy congrats fangus!im so proud of you! (:

ouch, my purse says

2008-04-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

hmmm i dunno why but im getting really grumpy nowadays rarr.anyway i just thought of making a tinkerbell ring haha!the thought of it alone makes me excited wheee! (: but im too nua to get movingg hahaha

meeting on sat.thankyou fang and nicole for helping out in our very wonderful comm!haha i can finally see hope and more enthusiasm (: but its really sad how they are contributing so much more compared to our original members. i really owe it to you guys man!and of course my dear nuaworm hahaha i love you for being so sacrifical unlike xxxx!what kinda reason is that man!i can only see creativity in them,always thinking of excuses to entertain us.ohwell im getting sick of all those rejections so too bad im no longer talking to them politely. just like what joey always says, dont take things for granted. its been way too long and there've been too many chances given to them. since they dont appreciate, fine!their attitude is really horrendous!why are the non-hfers slogging so much harder than you guys?perhaps they joined for friendship but it was a sense of responsibility that carried them through and got things done. im pissed by how you guys are unable to complete things on time yet no one informs me anything beforehand, how you guys think of so many ways to skip meetings, how you guys dont bother about meetings, how you guys simply dont care. its really irritating and i guess it was a bad idea, thinking that we could all do this together just because we survived 4days+3nights together. looks are deceiving, this explains it all.

no matter what, im really thankful for having the new ones, who are equally committed. though you all always laugh at my ideas,i still love you! (: and of course jy!thankyou for being there all the time to hear me grumble/complain/explode etc but most of all, for being my bjzj friend!i love you nuaworm! ((:

and this sucks my shopping impulses burnt a hole in my pocket rarr.bt nvm at least its nice (: and i want a strawbag with red trimmings boooo.cant seem to find it anywhere!haaha but im soo happy cos i found the bottle i was looking for ages ago!wheee!

hahha and yumyumm i have alot of cravings now!durian fiesta yayy and the chocolate bar! ((:

when expectations seem to fail

2008-04-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

no longer knowing what to expect, i guess the only thing to do is to take things as it comes.

arghh i feel like taking a break from everything. i hate this feeling. having to handle so many more things as you grow older. ignorance is indeed pure bliss. i miss those days when your future simply lies in the hands of my parents. you know that you dont have to worry about the many decisions and you just have to go ahead with it. it seemed so restrained back then but at this point of time, i really miss those days. sick of work, sick of people, sick of all those responsibilities. i really feel like putting everything down and slacking at home with all my dvds. everyday has been a hustle bustle thing that i really miss the peace. it sucks to know that you've tried your best to set things straight but its still like that. i feel so drained now. bahh okayy nvm a few more months and i'll really be taking a break from everything!

we really need to talk 'cos there's no way i can do everything for you. this sucks.

stop bombarding me with all those questions and problems. just give me a break from all these, will you?

arghh okayy i just feel so crappy. not that its anyone's fault though. i guess when things are viewed from different perspectives, there's no clear cut right or wrong answer. so who do we decide to be the wrong party? why cant you just put yourself in his shoes.i guess you'll probably behave in the same way then, or worse.

pride. its a really powerful word.

anyway, hahha my kids are like hahha speechlessly cute. they were doing standing broad jump (hahah fond memories of napfa) and asked me to join them. then i was too lazy to jump and wz came over and pulled my hands, teaching me how to jump hahahhaha!thats quite funny. and ct goes tic-toc-tic-toc when she comes down the stairs heh. and hy who's always trying to bargain with me with that really sweet smile that makes me give in all the time.hahha okayy and i shan't mention those black bahhhhbahhhhs.

durian fiesta with jiayun soon yayy! ((:

DCJ

2008-04-09T23:38:00.003+08:00

hahha havent updated for long!well many happy things this week hee! (: i guess when it hits rock bottom, all else just gets better.anyway well work was like quite fun just that i have some atrocious kids but anyway i was so touched that day. we were waiting for her parents to come then i was about to leave then they were like one of them follow me or sth like that and then my laoahpo came over and cling on to me tightly and i felt so touched when i felt that tug awww so sweet!hahaha so cute unlike my atrocious kids who said i was wasting their time rarr.annoyingg ones.anywayy ohya and viv and yx were so sweet to draw me sth with my name all over and had stickers too!hahha though it wasnt a very nice drawing but still its sweet! (:

ohwell it was a really busy week with dinners meetings and lessons hahaha i feel so proud of myself for passing the basic theory practice yayy!jiayou fanggg!we'll pass it together okayy! (: haha dinner with nic wanyi retards and ramona was nice!hahah just talked about random things heh.when pigs fly at nydc was soo cute!and yayy i love the gelato shop outside lido!the choc truffle was really fantastic omg!it as soo rich in chocolate and had just the right taste, not too bitter not too sweet, yummy! it was simply one of the best choc icecream ever!yumyumm so we went off feeling very happy! (:

look at the nice glowing background!

then work on sat was like hahaha rather busy booo ): stupid rarrr came down and left me with no time to mark all my compositions blehh it sucks so i'll prob have to bring them home?omg i hope not cos i'll seriously die man!stupid i hate you!but lunch made me really happy cos subway has students meal and it comes with 2 cookies yayy so it made up for the horrible day!anywayy went out with lily dear after work!it was much much fun!hahha bead shopping with you is seriously the best dear!and you introduced me to the DCJ which made me think about it whole day long you horrible one!i even had a dream about it hahahaha!and then we snacked ALOT like seriously!the apple crumble at pluck was really gooood!look at those swirls of cookies with cream and the crumbly pie!my gosh it was damn good!
then went to bugis street for the first time in my life and it felt like a world out of singapore!its like hk all over again!hahha but didnt manage to get anything cos my mind was full of DCJ hahahah!and we had the spicy chicken thing and golden fried mushroom!very sinful but really good! (: hahaha and well i wanna go chinatown for beadshopping next time!photos photos!

i thought of karen immediately hahhahaha!

hahah then meeting was like well really great!cos everyone turned up for ONCE omg!i was liek kinda shocked but really pleased with everyone.its good to know that everyone made the effort to turn up at least(though like only half of the whole comm is left when our meeting wasnt over yet) but ohwell at least we managed to work out quite alot of things and it wsa super funny cos we all needed to chong1 shi2 ourselves!hahahha like erm lion dance isnt long2 wu3 cos thats ermm dragon dance?and like the xiaolong thing hahahha!it wsa like ultra funny and the massage thing in circles was damn cool!hahhaha and our confusion over wayang and wayang kulit hahahhaa okayy oops i should seriously read up more!anyway thankyou dy for bringing up that.it really brought me thinking about the whole thing and stuff and i guess you're right but ohwells i feel quite bad cos i havent been delegating well im sorry ): but nvm it'll all get better!hahah just like how we keep getting praises now yayy!and omg budget is FINALLY approved hahahhah i was like AHHHHH when i saw that email hahahah!ultra happy! (: yayy jiayou everyone!

and yayy sunday with family!my cutest niece ever!hahah she's like super interested in all my jewellery and stuff and wanted me to teach her how to make bracelets and earrings super cute!and she was so interested in how i sell them and stuff teeheee! (: love her loads! my cute nephew!

and class dinner last night was simply great!farewell for the army guys hahaha ate at thai express omg it was like horrendous!ordered this Special Thai Express Noodles that said it has Zesty Lime Sauce (sounds so appetizing right!) and it came with like tons of CHILLI PADI omg!i got a shock when i first tried it!booo so my nose was like running while eating it and it totally numbed my taste buds.luckily we went to frolicks and got yogurt there!it was really yumyumm!peach yogurt with blackberries!the blackberries were so goood la!and the cold yogurt soothed my tongue yayy!besides food,it was really a very nice gathering, talking and suaning and camwhoring hahahha!i guess thats what our class ppl do best hahaha!and i dont act natural okayyy boooo!hahah anyway thankyou fang lily feli andrea zx jiawei and jonan for turning up!yayy fun night out! (: ohwell photos with the greatest camwhore lily!hhhahaha!

anyway saw this random message on a pencil case and i was like HAHHAHA when i saw it!

and i was just checking my camera and realised i havent uploaded the sleepover photos from last year!miss you all greatly!lets have another sleepover soon okayy! ((:

im feeling very happy now and everything seems to go well! ((:

awakening the five senses

2008-03-30T22:56:00.008+08:00

yayy funorama! (: it was a fun day indeed!meeting up with friends and reliving those days back then (: met up with fang first before we went together.it was supposed to be a breakfast but turned out to be lunch cos both of us were late!haha!then went to school,met trinette and walked around first before going to help out(yes helpful me!)wanted to go haunted house so went scone cafe to look for mindy and jialing to go together but ended up stuck at the cafe, helping out the juniors cos it was simply too busy and too few ppl there!oops sorry trinette i ended up abandoning you and athena!but hope you had a great time there! (: hahah anyway scone cafe was so busy and shorthanded!i was supposed to be at the drinks area helping mindy but ended up at the ice cream place while getting the thing for the milkshake!heh and my arms ached from scooping icecream!its no joke k!i really respect all those icecream scoopers!those drama ppl selling icecream all the time etc.the ice cream were like as hard as rocks la!luckily zhixin came soon after to help out too!hahha and the brownies were so good la! (: and i realised i got a bruise at the area between my thumb and forefinger from scooping!hahah yayy then weijian and some junior came and take over towards the end and we went off trying to spend our money!but pity we couldnt go haunted house cos the queue was insanely long!thankyou ianhwee for for tickets hehh and my dear bro for helping my carry all my stuffs home! (: yayy photos photos! ((:

FANGUS! (:
trinette and athena! (:
xinyi!i keep bumping into you somehow! (:

and then we went crazy in the classroom!
the bigger-than-thigh papaya!
jialing's prized possession! (:

and we went to the scone cafe to kope free food (: the cold-dogs were really great contrary to popular belief!we totally enjoyed it so much that we had it all on our table hehh loves (:

then had class dinner at coffee club! (: though less than half the class turned up actually.we were all so bloated cos of all the junk food and improper meals our stomachs felt so weirddd.then there was the camwhoring session which never fails to make everyone so high and alert esp vanessa and jialing!hahha it was soo funny!and vanessa was so proud that she found a new way to take photos and they all turned out quite good!but my lousy cam went out of camera so fang upload it quick!then it was getting late so we decided not to wait for the rest anymore and left coffee club soon after.the manager was like trying to chase us away by opening the doors when we walked down the stairs after going to the toilet.hehh and anywayy thankyou weijian for waiting with me and walking round hollandv! (: but it was getting late so i went vivo to look for my brother instead and on the mrt i met munching!omg i got a shock when i saw her cos she looked so different and i totally didnt expect to meet her after like so loong!hahha but she looks so pretty with her newly cut hair!and talked alot until she reminded me where to get off hahah!meetup soon okayy!omg it felt so great catching up with old friends (: okayy anywayy photos!this is like only like the tip of the iceberg cos they were such camwhores omg!

we tried the self-timer thing hehh while the manager was waiting for us before he put the food down!
smell no evil,see no evil,hear no evil, speak no evil! (look at fang's bimbo action hahhaha!)

yayy a normal smiley shot with no tinge of weirdness! (:

omg such a tiring day it made my arms ache when i woke up this morning!then went for zouk flea market with my bro(it was such a wrong decision omg!) it was like uberly crowded and we could hardly walk!or rather we were simply being pushed around!then went shopping in town while my bro went gyming, hunting down my red nike bottle but it was nowhere in sight!booo how sad but ohwell i bought 2 vintage tees yayy im so happy! ((: okayy and i want this really cool bag i saw in marina(hope they still have it!) its this hard thing with holes and seems like its joined together using rattan/sticks/whatever you call that but its so nice and unique! (: shopping next week before meeting hahahha!and after walking for so long while waiting for my dear bro,my feet was like dying omg i dont wanna move my legs at all now!

haha anyway dinner was fantastic!headed down to al-ameen and it was really super shiok!we were all bursting after eating man!had this maggie goreng thing(i bet lily would love it cos its soooo spicy!) and shared the chicken murtabak with my bro.it was like freaking huuuugeee!and must try the chicken tika masala there!its reallly ultra nice! ((: yumyum i satisfied my craving and feel so happy now!hahha and bro you better thank me for helping you carbo-load after gyming!hehh be grateful okayy! ((:

yayy and emb is well going on well i guess!except for the budget part,everything else is settled yayy! ((: thankyou bh for the appraisal and for helping us with the budget thing!and of course jy for everything!great work!im sure we'll get through man! ((:

hahha okayy this is like a super long post!and im craving for sth to eat again omg im a piggg!bahh im so not looking forward to tmr!work plus btp!omg have to finish mugging everything before the lesson tmr booo ):

be brave, little one

2008-03-26T21:21:00.002+08:00

i still cant erase the image of my cute little ahpo, trying to fight back those tears..it seemed to be etched in my memory and thats the only thing ive been thinking about since then. it was really a very sad scene, of her trying to hide and pretend that nothing has happened.but when no one else was around, and i asked her what happened, she totally couldnt control it anymore and started crying.ouch felt so sad for her ): though i wasnt the one who made her cry, i still felt so terrible cos i was the one who witnessed her first drop of tear and how hard she was trying to fight back.well sometimes i really think she's too harsh on her students.i think we should all be strict but there shouldnt be biasedness.its way too obvious that even i cant stand it.

and for the record, i just made this student of mine cry today.but seriously,i wasnt scolding her at all!i was just reasoning things out with her but probably i sounded too stern ): but anyway, i was so traumatised when she cried!bahhh and i thought that making this other student on the verge of tears yesterday was bad enough.but really, i guess its not the scolding that made them cry, but more of knowing their mistake and feeling guilty about it.shit but still it makes me feel so bad.okayy i shall be nice and not scold them so often now.hahha and lesser homework probably? (:

haha and something this parent said today really made my day! (:
parent: so are you still leaving?
me: yeahh im leaving after june
parent: ohno, she'll miss you so much!
hahah okayy its really parents and students like these that make all your effort worthwhile. (: that simple gesture of appreciation and trust, knowing that their kids will be in safe hands and come out even better in fact!its just so different! (:

and stupid ______!she was trying to peep at my testimonial and kept asking me why i needed one and how i got it!how annoying!noseyparker just go and mind your own business!

craves

2008-03-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

hahaha im so happy now cos i managed to satisfy my long term craving today yayy!yumyum java chip!hahha made me so wide awake straight after drinking it!it was so heavenly and i havent felt this awake for sooo long!haha soo happy! ((: yayy!which is why i decided to do my uni applications tonight!but omg it was sooo troublesome!arghh the nus website had this timeout thing after i finished typing my 2000 words thing and now everything is gone!rarr!i was like omg wth!grrr how annoying!and i spent so much time thinking about it, trying to perfect it and now everything's gone! ): ahhhh rarrr grrrr bahhhh!anyway being the very efficient me,i wanted to get sth done tonight so i went to the ntu website and applied hoho.spent like very long thinking of what to write but luckily it has no time limit!so yayy ive settled my ntu application and now i need to get appraisals haha okayy shall go approach teachers soon.but yayy im so proud of myself for having completed one application!and having to write like 2 essays-kinda thing.woww havent used my brains for quite some time, there's this sense of satisfaction hehh ((: omg i feel like ive been slacking for all these months!haha okayy shall perservere on with my application again(hopefully) and back to watching my drama hoho!i really hate the time limit boooo help!someone stop the time!hahah and ive got work tmr omg and im like still so high hahahha!

ZAP!

2008-03-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

haha okayy ive been told that my blog is too angsty lately haha anyway im so happy im out of my dilemma!haha thanks alot to my dear family! (:

haha and march holidays are gone and its back to normal school days ): my kids love zapping me for no reason and stupid vl for splashing me whenever there's a puddle!hmmm its so tiring nowadays i dunno why heh im feeling very nua.anywayy stupid xxxxxxx im so pissed rarr.the kid alone is troublesome enough and the parents keep complaining every single day.if you all are really that worried putting your stupid kid here then bring him home and teach him yourself!im so damn pissed!so using higher authority to threaten us!so what if you keep calling and get your way?dont you feel like you're imposing on us at all?if you're that worried about what i teach him and have so many comments,bring your darling little boy home and teach him then!that'll be so much better for all of us!damn pissed.some parents are just so annoying!they think that since they paid for it, they have the right to ask for anything they want!we're not your slaves stupid!

and ________ too!trying to act so angmoh all the time.she wanted to call somebody today and since i was beside the phone list,being the nice me,i looked up and recited to her the number in chinese since we were conversing in chinese seconds earlier and she said 'i dont understand (numbers in) chinese!' (cant rmb if she said the numbers thing) but still,wth!whats so high and mighty about knowing english you merely got a _ for GP also!damn pissed!how can you count yourself a chinese if you dont even know basic chinese!stop acting and faking your accent cos i know its not real!annoying!anyway i was so pissed that i slammed the file in front of her,kept the files and walked off,leaving her to check the phone number herself.damn pissed.grrr whats so bad about chinese rarr didnt you learn chinese for like 10-12 years of your education life in singapore?to think you cant even understand simple chinese?!then how are you qualified to even teach them at all?in fact,you should be ashamed of yourself, being a chinese and not knowing basic chinese.rarr im proud to say im effectively bilingual hahahha! ((:

haha okayy it was just a very pissed off day at work today im like grrr but ohwell i guess other days are pretty much okayy (: and yayy good friday is coming!haha anyway btl with fang on monday was like hahhaha!first,the food at bbdc was like ): and we had to survive on snacks!then we went into the lesson being total noobs, not knowing we have to print out that slip of paper until we finished choosing our seats and finally settled down.then had to leave the room suddenly cos of my super sharp eyes that saw the projector screen!then smart me brought the ftl book but fang kept laughing at me rarr i saved you okayy!haha and we tried to eat sneakily but failed after one attempt to do so!omg super shibai la!

hmmm then met up with zhixin joanne bushy bennett and weijian for dinner.lots of ps-ers!hahha but yeah had a really great talk with them!lots of funny stuffs haha esp the vending machine skirt and manhole thing heh.and the cj ppl were like chasing us away by suddenly giving us the bill when we didnt ask for it haha!but anyway thankyou wj for organising it! (:

thanks to my stupid brother who sent me the mcdelivery website at 12midnight,im now craving for nuggets!and my long time craving javachip ahhhh help!

a land of no worries

2008-03-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

the cold and harsh weather makes me wanna snuggle up in my blanket, in my own comfort zone.

anyway my kids are really super cute!esp the p1 and 2 kids!haha unlike my class ppl rarr.he's just like annoying and gets on my nerves all the time!how i wish i could just pour cold water on him to make him more awake!stupid arghhhh and like he told me his sister vomited on the booklet that he's supposed to do and im supposed to mark and go through with him.like arghh how disgusting!and he knows nothing but complain about others.why cant he reflct upon himself instead of pushing the blame onto others all the time!

thats beside the point anywayy, i love the p1 and 2 kids la!they're all so small and cute! i was just sitting down and then ct came over to me and gave me a hug!so cute right!awww..really love her la that cute little one.and rach gave me a massage without me asking her to do so!she was standing behind me then kept pressing on my shoulder blades and eventually gave me a massage!hahha soo cute!and when i was waiting for my dad to come, i saw nicholas who was on the bus and he was like trying to catch my attention and waved at me frantically with that very excited look on his face!hahha super duper cute!

those innocent faces and thoughts are really the ones that make this all worthwhile. their sincerity and all really touched me. that look in their eyes and how they're always so excited when they see you. im falling in love with my job (minus the fact that there's this weird person and my rude students) hahaha it really cheers me up to just see all their innocent and carefree faces (:

so much has happened and there's only so much i can do. just read this email and this just seems so relevant. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime. ive been so overwhelmed by what has happened that im no longer hopeful. but i guess this is simply part of life. when there's no longer anything that you can do,i guess you just hope for the best.

through it all, im really thankful that i have such a wonderful family. i love you (:

crumbly

2008-03-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

i have troublesome kids rarr how unlucky. this is simply not my year man grr. as if one is not enough, there are like THREE rarr!

anywayy yayy nydc today hahhaha!and i was the earliest!my sandwich was supposed to be the best in singapore but ohwell it tasted normal heh.and the apple crumble was not bad too!meeting was kinda slow-paced since we didnt have much to settle but arghh im so irritated! msgs coming in at the very last minute/long after meeting has started/no response at all!it really pisses me off. im perfectly fine with it if you tell me beforehand that you cant turn up but this is really atrocious!no accountability at all and it really pisses me off when ppl make empty promises!dont say you can make it when you cant! its been like this for like EIGHT time already rarr. no normal person can stand this kinda attitude okayy!you were the one who made a promise and a commitment so you have the responsibility to carry it through!it makes me hard to believe who will turn up when they say they will all the time.im sorry if the letter sounds too harsh or anything but im seriously pissed off!i have better things to do than to cover all your duties and checking on you.arghh and you're not much better anywayy i really cant stand the part where you said you were laughing when we called and arghh okayy forget it.

arghh im confused and this is it. at the crossroads now and this means the rest of my life. which route should i take? everything seems to be falling apart....

im craving for java chip yumyum

hopes, dreams, aims

2008-03-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

okayy shant harp too much on results.it was totally sucky but actually im really thankful as well. it made me think through carefully what i wanted in life, what suited me and what is best for me. through this, ive become stronger and i know how to manage my emotions better. im really thankful that i have such a supportive family. you guys were there to hear me whine like mad before i got my results. then never gave up on me despite knowing i screwed up and that i didnt exactly do my best for it. you all gave me advice, teaching my how to face up to my own problems and how to source for alternatives. ive learnt how to stand up stronger after experiencing setbacks. after all, this is not the end of the world. my dear mummy, thank you so much for everything. the endless support you gave me and how much you believe in me. knowing that i was terribly upset, you kept talking to me.you gave me the strength to believe in myself and gave me hopes for the future even when ive lost confidence in everything. because of you, i got to understand myself better and im able to see my future so much clearer now. thankyou.

sat
went for work and it was like rarr. okayy but my boss was rather nice, gave me advice for uni life and stuff. supposed to sign agreement hahha it sounds so ridiculous.demanding parents and annoying kids.then met trinette for smu open house.it was like bustling with activities, with dances and muay thai hahha i bet my bro would love it.then we were rushing for this admissions talk when this guy started pushing us(like really pushed!) into some siss talk which was mostly on IT stuff and we were totally clueless on what was happening so we decided to leave.it was so hard to leave cos it was such a small room and everyone knew that we sneaked off.then went for abit of admissions talk and then off to ntu open house.well those ppl were really nice,telling us lots of stuff about ntu and the diff facs on the bus.looking at how passionate they were about what they were studying felt really inspiring. then ntu open house was like omg!super crowded and we were so lost.met shuqin there and it felt so good to talk to her again after so long!it was just so comforting to talk to her and discuss about all these stressful stuffs.met amanda and pekkei there as well.hahah havent seen them for so long!then went home with like lots of stuffs from the open house, my hands were like breakinggg!

sun
went for hc with fang lily and zhixin!hahha thankyou all for accompanying me and hahha alot of funny stuffs happened hehh.like we were on the way to the school until i called dy and realised that it was at vch!dy you owe me a treat man!mygosh la!then got a shock cos everything there was like chinese!like even the ticketing booth!hahah but ohwell the play was rather nice.liked the second one most cos i found it very profound and it really applies to daily lives.the only one that i can understand what it was trying to say(much thanks to lily's interpretation!)and the guy was so sweet hahha he took off his jacket and offered it to the girl who sneezed cos it was cold hahha!and the third one got us all so pissed so the guy was such a B&MS!felt like killing him la rarr!how can he leave the bride only when they were on the ceremony day,after they've exchanged vows and fall for another one and it was a doll la!rarrr!hahha and it was super funny with us camwhoring like mad (ehh i dont ACT natural okayyy!booo sobsob) and lily's pigeon toes hahha!then the escalator thing that poked me and zx!and mos burger's chicken nuggets is so much nicer than macs!hahha ohya then the way home was the ultimate man haha i totally laughed till i had stomach ache hahha ostriches can fly omg and noble prize hahhahaha!crappy days like this are the best hahahaha.

and boo meeting tmr.sucks.they better turn up or else...

shattered dreams, dashed hopes, thwarted plans

circles that go round and round

2008-03-05T00:51:00.002+08:00

yayy long overdue pw ice cream date today!had a great time catching up and stuff.i simply enjoyed the company ((: and all the really embarrassing moments hahah while trying to attract the waiters' attention.it felt really good to simply hang out and talk about random stuffs, catching up with one anothers' lives.worklife is really taking a toll on all these meetup sessions.i cant imagine how it would be when uni starts.growing up, it sucks. looking at those still wearing uniform, ive always wanted to go up to them and tell them to cherish their moments now.its really one of the best times ever. everyone's leaving, its getting harder and harder to meet up. if only it was school time, then everyone would still meet everyday. i miss those days.

everyone's talking about it.that feeling really sucks.i never want to go through it.had it once and i dont want it another time.this time,its really different.im prepared to be disappointed but still, there's a ray of hope,i hope.im afraid i wont be able to take it this time round.i know everyone's probably feeling this way, but they'll never understand. the expectations, the invisible pressure. its useless looking back and im sure everything happens for a reason. (: and thankyou pau&karen for your emails!it was really sweet of you all!ahhh miss you all so much!its just so different without you all! ): take lots of care alrightt!

anywayy im having a new student tmr hahah and apparently she sounds rather problematic!booo i hope,i really hope.one is definitely more than enough for me to cope with alr.

and yayy meeting with onepeople on thurs hahha hope they collaborate with us!and apparently the deputy director is meeting us too omg!blehh hope our proposal is satisfactory!and blehhh ac meeting i hope it'll be approved!

haha okayy random but yayy i managed to sell 2 tickets for funorama!hahhah thankyou ahpeh!was really surprised when you called from tekong!hahah be proud of your coconut shell!and thanks alot really! (:

change is nature

2008-03-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

hmmm lots of life lessons learnt today at the cdc workshop. thought it was really fruitful and yeah learnt lots of meaningful stuffs. it touched me greatly especially when we were sharing our experiences and most of them were really experienced in volunteering, some spending half their lives volunteering!one of them had like 35years of experience alr!and it really touched me to see their passion for volunteering and still wanting to upgrade themselves. hahha compared to them, we were like spring chickens as what joe said hahhaha!and the ppl were really friendly too(besides the fact that some were pissed at the start) anywayy daniel was a really good trainer hahhahah lots of promotion for embRACE,gonna make sure they all come for it hahahha!and yayy embRACE TOO! ((: hahha omg us and our crazy ideas hahah!

anyway,hmmm it really brought to mind that there are in fact so many other perspectives that we often neglect and hence missing the main point. we're always focusing on the tip of the iceberg and not uncover what lies beneath those that we see. and its really true how ppl dont rmb the good you've done but they'll never forget the times you've screwed up. it has happened so many times and well its just reality. going through this has really made me reflect alot of how i used to chair meetings, how i should change for the better and how to make all this much more effective. but like what he said, people make up 99% of our problems and thats exactly what we're facing now blehh. it really struck me that ive never thought about the changes in the world and how i simply thought it doesnt concern me at all. all these change, making lots of difference in our daily lives and effectively affects everyone. ive never thought of how my future would be like with all these changes in place. all this while, ive been so focused on what i want to do that all this has never came across as important to me. problems wise, well ive never ever had a systematic way of solving it. i suddenly realised that everytime we meet a problem, we'll just go straight into solving it, without even identifying the root of it and labelling it specifically. ive always had the mindset that things will simply workout somehow someway.hmmm lots of lessons learnt and it was indeed an enriching session.

be a student, not a follower. its really amazing how ppl are still learning at the age of 68, and still as enthusiastic. ohwell impossible only exists in the dictionary of fools hhaha how motivating. (:

i was indeed inspired by this session. one of the most enriching workshops ive ever attended, bringing to my attention so many things ive neglected in my course of life, in organising this proj and stuffs. focusing on one topic so hard often makes you stifled. so many ideas were given to us regarding embRACE and many of which were ideas so simple but we've been too focused that we lose sight of so many things.nvm there shall be embRACE TOO! ((: hhaha and yayy they were all supportive of our idea hohho we were totally forcing them to come hahha!and the ppl were really nice and friendly haha and we ate damn alot omg we were like bursting after the workshop!breakfast at 10am then lunch at 1pm to 2pm and then teabreak at 3pm omg!and sweets/snacks throughout the workshop it was totally a pigging out session!

hahha then met fang zhixin lily raymond and ian hwee for dinner hhaha at nydc omg!and i was craving for that during lunch just now hehh.fang totally read my mind!but pity i was too full but still, the ugly cake was nice!hot fudge cake topped with vanilla icecream yayy!haha it was good!then headed to coffee bean where we started talking about ghost stories and freaking ourselves out rarr. super scary blehh.and i dont wanna sit at the corridor there all you pokes!bahhh anywayy was really fun talking and simply catching up.work life is like arghhh haha greeat time for grumblingg about _____ hahha booo and all of you should support singapore production! the leap years!
arghh i cant be bothered with this anymore im so irritated.it wasnt my fault in the first place but since you insisted,there's nothing i can do anyway.arghhhhh be pissed for all you want.

leap of love

2008-02-29T20:45:00.004+08:00

rarr how annoying they're all not doing their job.stupid i had to like redo the whole thing for them bahhh.hahha then everyone was so angry for me also hehh.ohcrap i just totally forgot about answer keys blehh.anyway w is super nice!she offered to help me photocopy everything omg!like from all the assessment books and stuff.i feel so bad but she kept saying its okay and she's free anyway.haha i have really nice colleagues (:
(except for ________ wahahah!)
and yayy j came back today alr hehh.full of praises for me ((: she compared me to ______ and she said im so much better than her hahahha of course right.how can anyone not like me man hahha!anyway well i really think she sucks la hehh.dunno why but i really cant click with her at all so ya its really horrible.and she doesnt bother to share the workload with me boooo box her!

ohya and my supervisor said ive improved alot in controlling my kids heeheee!she said im alot fiercer now yayy!who says i cant be fierce hahaha!shall show you all my death stare next time haha!

and yayy embRACE doesnt really seem that bad now hehh.except for that grave mistake which js said its alright now (yayy!), it seems to be going smoothly ((: we might even have collaborations with onepeople yayy!the person was really very nice hee!she kept trying to accommodate my schedule heh.yayy i keep meeting nice people (: yayy we'll get through this man!

and my cute little froggie!hahah cos my toes will always go very cold when im in aircon places.so she tried to warm it by putting her warm hands on my feet la!hahha so cute right!ahhh omg love her so much man ((: i'll definitely miss her so much when i leave there man.booo last day of feb alr time is passing too fast!

anyway the leap years looks good!ahhh i wanna watch it! (:

trouble-land

2008-02-28T21:21:00.003+08:00

yayyy my very nice new blogskin heh im so pro man! (:

haha okayy hmmm my kids are soo cute today they kept praising me saying that i look very pretty today with my ribbony top hehh.and everyone thought i was going on a date heh.and they didnt believe im 18 omg how hurting ): hahha anywayy they just kept saying i look very nice today hehh.like everytime they walk past me (:

anyway argh lots of problems.sorry jy i didnt tell you about the mistake booo.and i thought we could do that.argh lots of miscommunication im so sorry.rarr what a wrong thing to be blur about im so sorryyy.i think i'll have to start writing down everything that i want to say so i dont forget again sighh.

arghhh very irritated.this sucks.so many issues to settle and we cant even consult anyone booo.waiting for so many ppl to get back but ohwell they never do.why cant they understand how much more we have to do rarr.sucks.and i dont need you to tell me everyday that results are coming out.who doesnt know man.rarrr more like you need some reminders of what your job is like right grrr.stop pushing everything to me im so irritated.there's no initiative at all how annoying.

anywayy,first taste of my beloved pineapple tart since very long ago and it tasted heavenly omg!hahha i miss my pineapple tarts during cny!nvm at least i still have the leftovers hahhaha yayy.and saw this article in urban today about this chocolate bowl omg looks damn good.ask me for the address hahha.and according to them,azabu sabo serves really good desserts omg.some hokkaido hot balls omg looks damn good.haha shall set next meeting there if possible.hahha i know jy will support my decision hehh ((: yayy meetings always means good food yumyum.and my little froggie's mum bought curry puffs for me today yayy long time craving ahhh it was sooo nice! (:

bahh i dont wanna wake up at 7 on saturdayyyy ))):

lalala

2008-02-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

hahha okayy my dear cute lil p1 kid today is soo sweet hahah!the first thing she said when she saw me was 'ruiyu-jiejie!you wear until very nice today!' hahhaa!okayy that really made my day haha ct is really super cute heh.a very hyperactive one and super loud!hahha very tiny but always carries a super big bag!then rachel my dear ahpo will always help ct carry her heavy bag and let ct push her trolley bag around heh.so cute right!its really amazing how kids so young already know how to take care of one another.it might mean nothing to them but it really touches me to see them care so much for one another. (: and rachel will always go and look for ct when school is dismissed,bring her out cos ct is sooo blur and help her carry her bag by the time i see her.hahaha its really amazing especially when rachel is the youngest in the family and is very very pampered.these kids are amazing!

hahah okayy and yayy finally signed up for driving!hhahah after procrastinating for so long and forgetting to bring ic and stuffs heh.ohwell sat was really embarrassing esp on the bus rarr.stupid fangus.hahha and then monday was soooo dragggy omg the briefing was like lallala and the person there implied i was low-tech rarr how annoying.when i paid them like so much money.rarr welcome to the real world.where everything costs so much ): my pay somehow doesnt seem enough to cover all my expenses!

haha okayy and i was gloating today cos ______ got scolded!hhahah oops im so evil but too bad!who asked you not to play your part and keep pushing everything to me.somehow i have to work so much harder than you when we get the same amount.hahaha perhaps im too responsible but i always think we should share the responsibility esp when we're on the same boat!hahhaha okayy so i feel totally guiltless gloating wahahhahaa!

hahhaha and my kids are so much quieter now that i got back my voice!hahhaha i feel so evil but ohwell heh.they're like going crazy also cos i give them too much work!hahha one of them was swinging his handkerchief above his head and said he's doraemon omg!hahha and then another one was like plucking vegetables like gardener hahah!i think they're all going cranky oops hahaha!

super high now i shouldnt have drank mocha omg.hahah anyway meeting just now hahhaha omg it was so atrocious!the food there smells so nice but rarr i cant eat anything but porridge for a week! ): nvm meeting at nydc again next time yayyy!hahhah yumyumm and the mocha elephancino with yummy choc sauce!sugar rush + caffeine isnt exactly good at night time hhahah!reminds me of the night in school with karen haha!and anywayyy argh i cant be bothered with irresponsible ppl.ultimately we're the only ones doing everything i guess.dont make empty promises when you arent confident of fulfilling it.but i guess im numb to it alr.it has happened too many times that ohwell meetings are like the two of us all the time.hahha nvm at least we have great taste and there's yummy food all the time! (: ahhh i wannna eatttt!

hahha and omg ben&jerry's next week with my dear pw mates!hahhah im really thankful that my pw group is sooo nice!hahah i cant wait for the gathering dears! ((:

ahhh im still like wide awake booo and still very high hehh shit i shouldnt drink coffee at night next time!ahhhh hahahhahah okayy anywayy thankyou jy hahha your ears must be hurting cos i complained/grumbled so much hehh.looks are indeed deceiving you're so not nua hahhaha! (:

random self

2008-02-22T15:55:00.004+08:00

blehh have been sleeping nonstop for these two days heh.finally got a break from work and everything else. (: okayy but it wasnt exactly a nice feeling either.even the doc was shocked at the number of times i vomited and quickly gave me an injection.bahhh he just poked it in without any warning how nice hurhur. and stupid dy called ytd and got a shock when he heard me hhaha.said that i sounded as though i became very old and kept saying it was very scaryy rarr.

okayy and stop reminding me of how fast its all gonna be out. i dont wanna face it at all bahhh. this sucks.

hahaha okayy i realised my job actually makes me fall sick very easily. what with all the screaming and the environment heh. and i think i passed my sickness to them too oops!hahah and stupid b was like how annoying.luckily i saw him only once this week oohlala!this is like the best week everrr! ((:

okayy yayy nydc on mondayyy!teeheee ((:

masked

2008-02-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

yayy i feel so accomplished nowadays,rushing through my syllabus and we managed to complete everything according to what ive planned heh.but my kids are complaining that im giving them work non-stop hahha!and my supervisor thinks my class is quieter now yayy!haha

anyway hmmm lots of goodbyes these days. it really made me realise that im growing up already. and the harsh reality that you'll be on your own eventually arghh i hate that kinda feeling ): it really hurts to see someone close to you leaving and the past just seems so long ago.okayy maybe this is what work does to you.makes you feel that school has been so long ago.this sucks.arghh okayy i really miss school. the people,the place,the uniform, the rules and everything. there'll always be this sense of familiarity there,knowing that all you have to deal with is schoolwork. i really hate this sense of uncertainty, and the fact that im no longer in touch with anything. it seems like a different world altogether ): pau&karen: booo i'll miss you guys terribly!do take care! my dear lil sis:blehh first time leaving us so far away. even though you're only gone for a few days, im beginning to miss you already!bahhh take care!

arghh i dunno why but i guess im getting irritated. irresponsible people who cannot be accountable for anything. empty promises and lots more. looking at my kids, they're all so young yet they know how to keep their promises. a simple promise means alot to them and they can make sure they really carry out what they've promised. the candy in my pencilcase never fails to remind me of how he, whom everyone knows to be a big liar and unreliable one, kept to what he has promised. that might have been just another candy to him. but to me, it meant a lot more. it was a promise, well kept to. but why is it that the same thing cannot happen to adults? adults who have gone through so much more, understood so much more and so much more educated. ppl who come from top institutions, who claim so much more in testimonials. ppl who have so many fantastic plans for their future. it really shows.

embarking on this project has really got me thinking alot on responsibility and commitment. well maybe its just me, but i still feel that its only right to carry through sth that you have promised to be involved in. since you were the one who wanted it in the first place, there should be no empty promises made. all sorts of lousy excuses that came up. it isnt as though we dont know. its just that we cant be bothered. arghh dont they ever feel guilty or sth. rarr how unfair. hmmm i guess this has taught me not to have your hopes too high, just so you wont be disappointed yet again. i wonder how much more we can accomplish if we can all unite and do our part. i guess its just a matter of perception. its not just another thing that you can add on to your testimonial. its a difference you wanna see around you.

hmmm okayy rather reflective post heh. the innocence of those kids can really make my day (:

growll

2008-02-17T19:21:00.002+08:00

bahhh been missing out on alot of new year goodies rarr this is the worst new year ever!i miss my dear dear pineapple tarts and a dozen other food rarr.ICECREAM!okayy im having like lots and lots of cravings nowadays stupid flu bug get lost!okayy im highly annoyed that my cough comes only at night that disrupts my sleep every night rarr.arghh okayy nvm anyway there were still some happy stuffs (:

my dear froggie folded a flower for me hoho!ahhh okayy i was super duper happy when i first received it hahha my best valentine's day gift ever yayy ((: hmmm then met up with scones for farewell dinner and yayy everyone said my hair looks nicer now heh and steph who said my hair isnt pokey anymore!since when was my hair pokey anywayy rarr.hahah anyway it was a nice night out,simply hanging out with everyone and talking about random stuffs. blehh but pity i had to leave early.ahhh how i wish pau and karen dont have to leave so sooon!i'll miss you guys!

hmmm then went home to rush out proposal for submission blehh okayy i hope we dont get shot again.personally i feel that this version is so much better and many things were clarified, so well hope for the best then!anyway our comm is like hurhur okayy nvm.

okayy i feel bad for not spending enough effort on their presents.sorry but i wish i had more time to get things done arghh this is just so upsetting.i hate the thought of this,knowing that you could have done so much better but you're just not doing it.blehh okayy grrr getting very angsty blehh.

hahah okayy just watched this stupid show haha this girl can actually catch up with some sports car how fake hahah then she swang right into the car from the rooftop using the hose reel thing.hahaha okayy i totally burst out laughing at that.okayy random i know.

bahhh funorama tickets are really like stagnant rarr.and have to settle the hc thing also blehh.okayy i dread seeing msgs and well heh i realise i havent been replying alot cos i dont like typing on my phone hah.this is like how annoying.blehh okayy i realise i can never understand this.why worry about the many uncertainties when it'll be revealed in no time.okayy maybe im just frustrated by how ppl around me keep lamenting about it and stuff rarr.blehh this sucks.okayy how i wish i can just take a break from all this.arghh

anyway our pw outing soon yayy!ben&jerry's ahhh!okayy better recover by then!hahha and well meeting this thurs!hahah looking forward to it!haha since our meeting places usually means good food hoho ((:

happy valentine's! ((:

2008-02-14T21:17:00.002+08:00

hhaha happy valentine's day!aww a really sweet day heh.my cute little froggie really made my day heee ((: my new valentine hee.ahh i love my little froggie heeheee.just to quote my little froggie: (while grabbing on to my hand) "i dont wanna let go of you!" awww hahaha then today she gave me a picture of a frog that she drew herself hahah okayy it looks like a bear actually but its the thought that counts!i love my little froggie!haha and my cute little laoahpo who never fail to make me smile whenever i see her!her many many aiyos and small eyes heeheee.who loves walking around in my shoes and poking my legs whenever im standing at the counter.haha its so amazing how these kids that i dont teach are really the ones who make my day and make me think that all this is worthwhile.hahha i love my laoahpo and little frogg! ((:

and thankyou dear dashu for yor msg!it came just as i was typing this post heh.awww it was really sweet of you dear!love ya!

ohya and of course my dear yeechian!thankyou for not putting me in a difficult position and for agreeing to come with me dear!love ya!my other valentine for the day heeheee! ((:

hmmm mad rush for proposal these few days.arghh okayy thankyou jy for listening to me grumble all the time and for rushing with me heh.stupid.ppl are like daoing my msg esp when its instructions for them to do stuffs and get back to me.you wanted to be in it so do your part and prove your worth!rarr.ohya long long talk with bh blehh and i was like grumbling quite abit too heh.thanks for listening and for all your advice/encouragement.yayy apparently it sounds very promising ((: (or maybe it was just to console us cos i sounded like damn sian heh) okayy anyway hope we can make it for the deadline!

why is it that the ones who help us the most are the ones who arent even involved.and those involved are the ones who simply dont care.

grrrr rarrr bahhhhhh

2008-02-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

hahah okayy 27 dresses on sat was great!especially loved the company! (: ohwell i still think its not really sweet enough hmmm or maybe i have high expectations heh.ahhh pau and karen please dont leave!i'll really miss you all badly!pau!super cute with all your funny expressions and weird noises from you!my dear study buddy,i'll definitely miss you so much!karen!though you always ps me so many many times,i still love you!hahha my dear friend whom ive known since sc but never got around to talking to you till in scone.ahhh sleepovers will never be the same without you two! ): and my fellow house addicts omg!ahhh! )): but nvm another sleepover soon yayyy!everyone please dont ps okayyy! ((:

hmmm then cultural after that and it was rather productive.got super high over food heeee ((: our meeting places always revolve round food heh.ahhh spike-d was so good omg!okayy and i must really thank jy and syah for being so commited and enthusiastic (: and of course for listening to all my grumbles heh.

stupid ______ rarrr who do you think you are!grrrr stop ordering us around we're not your underlings!your tone and your attitude sucks.we so do not need you at all!rarrrrr!get lost!

vvwos!

2008-01-31T20:58:00.000+08:00

haha okayyhavent updated for so long!hahha hmmm vvwos night out on erm tuesday i think.hahah it was really fun and yumyum ultra good food hahaha!had lots of funny things like how i asked fran to eat the grass with the lemon sauce such that it'll be lemongrass prawns!and our weird animal noises heh mine was a hybrid of horse and erm sheep?heh and omg i realised i was really out with the vvwos cos they really were soooo weird omg!hahahh went to 2am dessert bar and we started waving to ppl walking out there pretending that we know them!hahah and this group of ppl started to look very confused and decided to walk away(still very puzzled as they were walking off) hahah it was such a hilarious sight!then we also acted as mannequins and then oved suddenly to scare ppl!hhahah the funny stuffs that we do omg.and the disgusting things we saw when ppl thought no one was looking at them!hahha okayy so amusing!anyway it was a really funny night out and everyone was such a camwhore omg!hahah!

hmmm and work has been really fun i love those kids omg.they're like super fun and stuff esp my dear frog and hamburger!hahaha they even wrote a song for me!hahha so cute la omg!they keep calling me little bee cos of this cute little drawing of a bee they saw on a bus parked beside them while waiting to go back to ace.hahha super cute and my dear ahpo and chanzuimao!hahha apparently the p2s love me alot even though i dont teach them and they wanted to hug and kiss me that day before they go for school but were too shy cos the upper sec were there!omg so uberly cute!and they always get very excited when they see me on weds cos i go work early on wed!hahha then my ahpo will be like 'aiyo you're finally here!' hahha and yl gave me a sweet!cos i helped him tie the rubbish bag and said he owes me a sweet jokingly but ya he gave me a sweet teeheee!haha yayy my lovely kids ((: but those in my class whoa!okayy rarr.b please get out rarr!sigh speech and drama tmr super siannnn.

and well embrace has been rather screwed.stupid scape rarr.and ppl who dont pick up my calls!hmmm lots of complaints but nvm thankyou jy for listening to my grumbles and grumbling with me heee ((: yayy big-o on sat!we better not get ps-ed!

injury-filled day!

2008-01-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

hahha okayy i sustained a grand total of 7 injuries today!rarr.wore my new pair of shoes which was super cute(little men and miss pictures all over it!) but had like skin scraped off in 2 areas and 2 blisters.then had to photocopy CA papers for my class and got like 3 paper cuts!rarr so annoying.i really hate photocopying!

and ya my kids were so cute!hahha as usual they kept commenting on my different earrings,just like my supervisor!hahah so cute la!then they said i should become some art&craft teacher and they didnt believe me when i said i got C for art most of the time!hahah cos jimmy wanted me to help him draw some mushroom(and i thought of fangus!),sheep and what pitcher plant!hahah okayy weird science assignments nowadays.haha and i love my laoahpo!she's so cute la!very cute and chubby with very small eyes,who always calls me laoahma/ahpek!hahha thats why i love picking her up after school all the time!and today,one of her friends said im her favourite teacher!heeheee!when i dont even teach her!so cute i love my laoahpo!hahah and the chanzuimao!hahha she's super cute too!then today she came to me after school and said 'ruiyu-jie!you never come and pick me up today!' hahhaha uberly cute with super high pitched voice!hahah its so funny to interact with those kids!hahah i love my job man!its more than just a job! ((: and everyone's always so fascinated over my studs heh.

ahhh okayy stupid trust rarr.so annoying,disrupted all our plans!and ohwell please be more responsible ppl!this is really getting on my nerves when ppl dont do what they're supposed to!argh!

okayy have to go sign up for driving soon.im like sooo lazyy to go and register oops.kept procrastinating like mad.okayy this means less sleep for like dunno how many months! ):

HONGKONG! <33

2008-01-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

yayy hongkong trip with fellow sconers was much fun!really loved the company and thanks alot to karen for being such a wonderful guide!anyway took lots of photos but im too lazy to post it here cos there are like 800 over photos i took!hahha but it was more of others plus food and not me only okayy!for once i wasnt the suaning target hoho congrats lily you're now the major suaning one haha!super fun la.hahah yeah and bought like lots of stuff heh that i almost ran out of money!stupid disneyland that made me splurge like mad.hahah but nvm i dont exactly regret what i bought and thats whats most impt (: luckily my mummy understands hoho

DAY 1 - shopping day!
hahah okayy after we touched down, took a bus(that feels like a coach!) to karen's place to put down our luggages.then we went shopping!went to this shopping centre on the way to the peak and juli was the first one who bought stuffs!hen kareen with her craze over bags!omg that girl can be such a shopaholic hahha she bought like 4/5 bags during this trip la!haha and the ppl there thought i was cantonese (according to karen i think) cos they kept speaking to me in canto hahah!hmmm then went h&m for shopping and my feet was like dying alr.then went to this cafe for dinner and i ls-ed cos of that!hhaha not that it was dirty or anything,just too spicy for me heh.and the butcher there hit on lily haha!so funny la omg!then erm street shopping was like very cramped and stuff.looked for egg tarts for the whole night but they were all ether sold out or closed ): luckily karen's place had like egg tarts that she bought sometime before and it was really yumyum nice!andwe took the super cool dian che back!haha its like so fun hahah but abit cramped.then zhixin kareen and i were like camwhoring on the dian che!hahha then we reached karen's place super early and everyone wanted to go to bed like so early la!but the three of us in the bedroom got so high and eventually hungry!(okayy actually it was only me heh)we did lots of funny things like the 3 blind mice and all-hail-the-butt-pose!hahaha!omg it really made us laugh like mad!and we kinda disturbed those in the living room oops!

DAY 2 - Disneyland!
the day that made me rather sad cos i spent like more than half my money there!but it was really a super eventful day!got my pretty shoes which was red yayy!okayy then kareen's lost phone scare that made us all really nervous but luckily she didnt lose her phone after all!phew!it was a really scary experience la!hmmm then the money changer there is really like flexi-rate la!where got ppl argue for exchange rates one lor rarr and the second money changer we went to was so horrid his attitude sucks so much that i totally walked off rarr.so we bargained the exchange rate from like 5 to 5.2 hoho okayy then disneyland!oohlala it was so good we just kept taking photos like mad!hahha the train there was so cute omg!there were all the disney figurines in containers and the handles were in the shape of mickey!so cute la omg!so zhixin and i went walking down the whole train taking photos of all the figurines heh.then the golden mickey show was so good la omg!and the teacup thing heh was so tiring!bushy kareen and i were in one teacup but we simply couldnt make it go faster!rarr training my arm muscles!then bought alot of things from the shops!lots of biscuit tins which contributed to the 4kg in my luggage and lots and lots of stuffs for my dear sis!bought this super cute red polka-dotted and lacy apron for my mummy it was so cute la!hahah shall take a photo of her wearing it next time!and my brother wanted to wear it too okayy!hahhaa yupyup so there goes like half my total expenditure this trip.okayy but it was really good.the fireworks were like so wonderful!should have went earlier so we wouldnt have to rush so much but ohwell it kinda trained us to walk faster and even run!hahhaha no wonder most of us lost weight after the trip!

DAY 3 - more shopping!
woke up and ate at seeyouseeme cafe!the boluopau was like damn good!yayy mine had like tuna in it!hahah but the yuenyang wasnt as good as the hk cafe in singapore heh.then hmmm went to avenue of stars the scenery was good and well the stars there were like so old la!we didnt even know anyone of them!hahah okay super shibai!then took lots of photos there, went to festival walk and ohya went to this modern toilet retaurant for dinner!it was such a cool place omg!we sat on toilet bowls and the tables had like basins and stuff.our food came in like toilet bowls and drinks in urinals!hahah kareen's one was the best cos she ordered chocolate milk or sth so it was like brown and liquidy in a urinal!hahhaha but it was good!then zhixin and bushy's curry thingy looked like ls in the toilet bowl heh.then shopped at the spiral place which was a pretty cool concept cos the whole building is linked with slopes that make it into a spiral.bought lots of really cute and pretty earstuds there for really unreasonable prices but ohwell i loved the studs so it was okayy heh.though everyone says its way too ex but blehh its nice! ((: and i saw this really cute guy hahahha!stupid lily and her lousy photog skills!rarr!then headed off to ladies street and it was a really traumatic experience rarr.this stupid uncle refused to cut the prices and then he was like super fierce.but ya thanks alot to lily for helping me get the mickey bag!i wouldnt dare to slash the prices la!hahah anyway it was a really stressful place after which we rewarded ourselves with mango desserts!i had this really good one with like mango icecream,mango syrup,mango juice,mango pudding and mango bits!it was omg so heavenly!yayy!yumyum!

DAY 4 - ocean park!
yayy ocean park day!went to eat at this run-down cafe which got everyone ls-ing and we came up with all sorts of weird terms like sailets!omg!hahha ocean park where we met pau!ahhh so cute la pau!heh havent seen her for so loong!and she went shopping like mad!hhaha went for all kinds of crazy rides which made me nausea at first but it got better!the dragon was the best man!we really got turned upside down for the rollercoaster ride!hahah so cool la!and the abyss!it was really good too!we were like singing the school song as we were going up!haha!and i felt myself almost flying in the air as we came down and i screamed till i had no voice!hahah and the fish exhibition was so good la!the huge stingray!hahha imagine it with lots of sambal chilli yumyum!hahha but it was really fascinating!there's like the seadragon which looks so cute!and the big turtle which looks so ride-able!hahah then the sea jelly exhibition was really cool!lots and lots of tentacles!hahahah!and we even did jumpshots there!trying to 'clean up' the pollution!hahha!super super fun!then the cable car ride was really hilarious!we were like screaming all sorts of stuffs up there to neighbouring cable cars, like where's the toilet,very urgent; very scared etc hahah so stupid!then went to the peak that night and the scenery was really good!it was like freezing up there but the landscape of hk was really a breathtaking one!photos simply dont do justice to the actual place.then went for beef brisket it was omg soooo goood la!i loved the soup base ahh im like missing it alot now!it really tasted heavenly omg!one of the best things ive eaten in hk!then went for desserts(oops sorry everyone had to accommodate me heh) it was yummylicious too!i had like almond paste with sesame paste it was really a good combination!then we didnt sleep for the whole night,watching weird stephen chow movies and played stupid games which they used laopobings to make me stop whining hahah!ooops sorry my whines were like hahahha annoying you all!then a very long talk through truth or dare(or rather truth or truth). it felt really good just talking and understanding everyone better.

DAY 5 - back to reality!
then back to blehh singapore.was so tired by the time i went for exco meeting omg.i was just stoning until like exco called my name and asked some stuffs.haha oops and sorry jiayun for being late for like ermm 1h plus heh.then was like dead beat when i reached home.

ahhh i really missed hk!with such great company and really exciting plans!really glad that our random plan which surfaced while studying came true!met most of them again ytd and it felt really good!haha and thanks alot karen for bringing back my beloved poofy bag!and it so doesnt look like my old bag okayyy!its like how nice and poofy and cute!hahahh i brought it to sleep last night and lay it on my bed,right beside me!hahaha!okayy im craving for eggtarts againn!

okayy proposal by tonight.i dunno if i should just talk to them about it.commitment and responsibility.its just really unfair i guess.to the both of us and to everyone else.rarr okayy nvm like what jy said,we mightn't even get a ful comm meeting.and im really sick of it alr rarr.

pre-hongkong!

2008-01-12T18:20:00.000+08:00

haha okayy last post before i leave for hk!heee yayy i cant wait!ahh so exciting okayy im like halfway through packing.hahah anyway work on friday was much fun!hahha cos somebody wasnt there haahhah!and i realised the students in my class pay more attention to my earrings than their work la omg!like even cb!hahah at the end of the lesson then cq and hy came and said sth like 'teacher!another different pair of earrings today!oh and we went to your house before you know!your house got alot(with the very exaggerated hand action and hy jumping excitedly) of earrings!ytd you wore this heart shaped ones and the ytd beofre ytd you wore the ...' and so on.hahha super cute la.then even cb joined in saying he noticed too!haha!super cute esp hy.everytime i look at her then she'll giggle nonstop and give me the heee look.hhaha okayy now i know what to get for them in hk!hhaha then rushed proposal and im quite pissed with some really irresponsible ppl rarr so i ended up doing their part as well.ohwell usual case.but nvm hk! ((:

yayy lots of shopping and eating!omg!okayy and i just bought a book that looks very nice!its picture perfect by jodi picoult.haha the cover looks good(lots of red!) and hope the story is equally good! (: yayy been wanting to buy one of those books long time ago hahah.and yayy no work for 4days ie not facing b for 4days = celebration! hahhahha!okayy im being very mean hahha.alrights hk!dont miss me too much k! (:

if only you would never come again...

2008-01-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

haha yayy work today was so much fun.heh lots of cute kids around and i realised p6 work is equivalent to sec2 work of my time!omg its really insane.their work is so difficult that i had to really sit down in a quiet environment and think!haha so my class was quite poor thing cos i kept scolding them whenever they made any single noise heh.and ya poor ronald and cq cos i made them write hundred over times corrections cos ronald was too noisy and cq had too many mistakes.haha and ronald became really quiet after that.ahha okayy so the kids were easy to handle but that being another issue,the highlight of the day was that ahem wasnt around!hahahhaa!okayy super happy cos he went home haha!i realised i can do so much more work when he's not around!hahahha!oops super mean of me but i hope he wont be around tmr as well! x: but really,work went very well today cos he wasnt around okayy!heh.ohya and my class was complaining that im getting fiercer hoho (: the whole conversation was quite funny.and ct is really ultra cute omg.just feel like kidnapping her home hahahaha!

okayy and yayy its friday tmr! (: okayy bahh shall start packing tmr and meanwhile,proposal!hahha ppl pls reply me rarr im so not intimidating okayy.

another cultural

2008-01-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

okayy another cultural meeting after work today.haha met at macs but turned out that none of us liked macs actually!hahha okayy stupid mohandass rarr he was so annoying.just kept suanning me arghh.kept saying im screwed up etc.and omg he doesnt know where's scape hahahha!okayy it was super funny.hahah nvm logistics ic he's so gonna die heh.and he kept saying i have nth to do rarr.anyway meeting was filled with lots of me-getting-suaned-by-mohandass moments.and jiayun had a fun time laughing at me rarr.okayy nvm but it was ermm rather productive (: and thanks to mohandass we cancelled out one ethnic group rarr.so much food gone!and that poke who kept irritating us with his obsession over fortune cookies.okayy the meeting was pretty much hilarious.we need pressure to be more productive.heh which means we need the ops heh.okayy hmmm rush deadlines and everything and thankyou a(nnoying)pd hahhaha!she's always succumbing to temptations cos of me heh.ive been spoiling her healthy eating habits everytime we meet!and ohwell ppl stop ps-ing us!thankyou mohandass for making the effort to come down after training even though you were so shagged and everything(and you didnt shower after training yuck).haha lots of last min ps-er and jiayun said i was too intimidating when im like how nice can!how can anyone be scared of me rarr.

haha hmmm work was alright just that im on the verge of losing my voice alr so stop making me shout!hhaa and my class kept making fun of me using my phone as mirror to adjust my hair and stuff.tsktsk.and they were so fascinated over my mickey shirt plus mickey necklace today hahah.and they were so cute la.they thought i graduted from uni alr.and kept asking me if im married/got children etc etc.hahah the way they asked was so cute.haha and this super hilarious thing today.joey asked b how to write niu nai(milk) and b replied 'yi ge niu gen yi ge nai la!' omg damn funny.and he said frogs quack!and cows go milk-milk, sheeps go bad-bad etc etc!ahhh he's the best man.hahaha okayy i almost died of laughter when i heard that.okayy ermm super bad day tmr with all the spellings and tingxies ahhh.okayyy hk in ermm 3days' time!and proposal in 2days ): bahhh.

roaming roaches

2008-01-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

blehh just realised my class is like filled with cockroaches!yuck la.there's this cupboard beside where i sit and behind the cupboard is the wall.and right at the bottom of that wall, yes you've guessed correctly!the roaches' nest!yuck la.and it was this BIG hole there that was stuffed with tissue paper!the hole is like as big as my fist can.totally gross.and ya lots of roaches keep coming out from there and its really disgusting.so ya apart from handling the noisy kids,i have to deal with disgusting roaches that are like so close to me oh yuck.and i really really hate roaches!blehh and one super big one crawled onto my bag todayy ahhh!luckily it was zipped!haha and yes thanks to ronald who helped me look for the cockroach for wendy to catch!and timid cb who fled right to the back immediately!haha!

okayy hmmm as usual im like dying cos of b.blehhh lots of one-to-one teaching sessions but erm no improvements.sighh his parents should just stop pampering him man.stupid spoilt brat!rarr.so annoying he gets on my nerves!got cb to teach him when i was busy today.then he got more and more impatient and got louder and louder hahaha then he got scolded for being too loud cos joey said b was right beside him,he doesnt need to be so loud!hahha okayy quite funny i almost burst out laughing upon hearing that.heh and ya super cute kids too.who kept telling me so excitedly,about what was written in the magazines hahha.okayy my life there would be great if not for b.hhaha but according to j,my class love me lots heh.of course right.how can anyone not love me. ((:

haha hmmm i really think my memory is failing.lots of things to rmb now.hhaha so my dad got me this really big planner.hahah that kena laughed at by jiayun cos she said hers is like one-sixteenth the size of mine.rarr.anyways cultural meeting this wed.and budgetting sucks blehhh.lots of ppl to call and ermm many many uncertainties.okayy but thankyou bh and nic for giving us so much advice!at least we know roughly what to do now.wed's meeting will be ermm disastrous i think.and proposal will be screwed.dont think its convincing enough blehh.okayy nvm things will get better (:

and on a happier note, hk in 4 days' time!yayy cant wait to see you all! ((:

Merlionster makes us productive!

2008-01-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

okayy cultural meeting today.it was really stressful with wl and haikel bombing us with lots of questions for like ermm 2hours.so when they left we were like whoa!sighs of relief. so we decided to reward ourselves with the bestest treat ever!the MERLIONSTER oohlala! omg it was really really good man.totally yummylicious!thankyou jiayun for the wonderful photo hoho it makes me drool even when i see it now, and trust me,its really good! (:
haha we should have more meetings at ben&jerry's!can destress after meetings hoho.but yupyup really appreciative of what wl and haikel have said cos their comments and everything made us realise how much we've overlooked and how we were simply preoccupied with answering all the questions posed in the emails only.and yeah they're right actually that we need not take all those questions/comments to heart or change our proj cos of that cos ultimately its our proj and we want to do sth that we enjoy doing.its the passion that'll bring us through everything.thats what i always believe (:

hmmm okayy we were really productive today.even though there were only three of us but we managed to solve many many questions.and set ourselves really tight deadlines omg so im like slacking abit right now,taking a breather cos the proposal is giving me a headache!haha okayy actually the deadlines are so tight cos of my hk trip and exco meeting falls on the day i return!im so sorry to make you all rush bleh but i promise i'll settle all this before i go for hk!okayy bleh the proposal is really annoying rarr.argh.this is really hard but nvm we'll get through this.okayy really stressful week with another meeting coming up soon plus have to get lots of stuff from nic.haha i think im gonna get blocked by ppl online soon hoho.after harrassing and bugging them for lots of things heh oops im sorry but i cant help it!hahaha too bad cos you're the old ps haha!okayy really random but ohwells it'll be fine after this struggle.the nightmare comes only on 17jan hoho i'll just die man.blehh okayy nvm we just have to be really firm i guess.ohwells i guess the passion will really show on the day itself.jiayou jiayun for the terrible template thing and ya me for proposal hoho. (:

Fiercer Stricter Scarier!

2008-01-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

haha okayy another qi-si-wo-le-moment today!grrrrr.but my class is really adorable.haha ehh i was fierce today okay!then my class got a shock hahha but they started making noise awhile later!rarr.but they were really quiet for this very long time cos of my threat hoho!

hmmm okayy back to the spelling thing again rarr.why must they have spelling!hmm it turned out that b has his spelling only on monday!but still,he had to learn it today.blehh it was really grrrrr. i tried the soft approach but it didnt work.so i tried the hard approach and kept scolding.but my class still said i was too gentle!rarrr hahha they said i should be like my supervisor!haha they simply go quiet upon seeing her la!ya then i was like 'you all sure you want me to become like that ah!' haha then cb was like 'ya!you should scold more!' then i was like 'right!and you'll be the first one i scold cos you're so noisy!go back to your seat!' hahah okayy quite funny he's so cute la.then always give me the grumpy hmph look when i dont let him do what he wants.hahha but its so cute that i dont bother making him happy haha!hmmm then the threat!it actually works okayy!they were really quiet for a whole half an hour!which is really amazing cos they're like hyperactive!in the end,i wanted to forget about b's progress and continue with lesson but they all came surrounding him and suggested teaching him altogether!hahah so united right!i was quite touched by it but ungrateful b didnt bother paying attention and kept getting scolded by me!i really wanted to like grrrrr box him!really vomit blood kind!haha okayy goodluck b cos i wont be there to teach you tmr and either joey/wendy will be teaching you hoho.you better learn using the way i taught you man.otherwise you're gonna die tmr la.

haha okayy yayy cultural meeting tmr.okayy quite stressful since some exco ppl are attending but nvm we'll go prepared man!hoho jiayou we'll make it really successful! (: and we have more ppl on our comm now!yayy!okayy feel so intellectual now after doing some research.hee you really learn sth new everyday! (:

and yayy hk soon i really cant wait omg!so much shopping!ahhhh!thankyou karen for the really detailed plan!it sounds so exciting la!i really cant wait!and for the great company too! ((: okayy but this is quite a nightmare cos ive got to attend meeting with exco once i come back from hk!blehhh okayy nvm jiayou jiayou for tmr's meeting so i wont die for exco meeting! (: haha i bet i'll be like half-awake while attending the meeting!hhaa and i'll be worse than the usual 0.2 as what 0.5 always says!hahah okayy nvm things will get better! ((:

i shall be fierce from now on!

2008-01-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

haha okayy second day of work and im like still quite blur but alot better than ytd!ya but i guess i should have been fiercer.though joey kept saying that im the soft approach kind but feel kinda guilty when she had to come and keep my class in control blehhh.feels sucky but ohwell its over and ya i guess the only thing i can do now is to be fiercer from now on!so that i can keep them quiet!yayyy okayy shall change their places tmr!so they cant make too much noise!ermm ya then was quite irritated today cos was teaching one of them spelling then it was really a hair-pulling experience!he's really like very dependent and everyone in the class tried teaching him alr but he simply doesnt get it!esp cb and cq!they were really really nice la!okayy at first cb didnt wanna teach him cos of his past experience so cq helped me then cb soon joined in while i helped the rest with all their work.ya but eventually cb and cq cant take it anymore cos he didnt even try memorising all the spelling!so i took over after they all gave up.then i taught him and it was really erm a very very bad experience (ronald said that too!) he was like 'whoa learn until so difficult!then next friday still have to learn again like this leh!' haha ya so i tried being really really patient and breaking up all the words and stuff but somehow he simply didnt get it!rarrr!ya then when i went toilet,i asked cb to take over and he was super nice and agreed immediately and when i came back,he was like still teaching responsibly and stuff.ya then when he FINALLY got it right,the whole class was like YES! haha so cute.but i really vomited blood cos aiya got alot of things that were soooo irritating okay!like when i was teaching him so patiently,he was like looking around and kept saying he wants tea break. then when his mum came to pick him up,his mum told me that spelling is NEXT friday when he told me its this friday ie tmr!whoaa!and the worst is,only the first TEN words out of the super long list is tested!omg when i heard that i was like HUH!really vomit blood la!qi si wo le!rarrr really wanted to strangle him on the spot lucky for him his mum came and brought him home!rarr enough of those qi-si-wo-le-moments!

anyway the kids are like super cute(other than that irritating one!) and aiya i should be fiercer and make them quieter!thankyou trinette for your msgs dear!haha really took my mind off those noisy kids for awhile and it cheered me up lots dear!hahha you and your wikipedia for everything!but i bet wiki would go kaboom! upon seeing those search words heh!

and to my dearest leakhena,im really sorry i wanted to call you last night before you fly off this morning but i was too tired i fell asleep!ahhh im really really sorry okayy!anyway, all the best for your upcoming exams and jiayou studying!you can do it!just chiong all the way dear!you can always call me when you're feeling stressed/fed up or anything! (: love ya lots dear!

and cultural cultural please be successful and recruit more ppl!ahhh sharon isnt joining us how sad and i really hope the rest of pinkies can join okayy!ahhh and of course better response from all the highfivers!and for some,do confirm soon!blehh please be successful!

first day at work!

2008-01-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

yayy first day of my work today!hahah okayy quite tired actually cos have to walk alot and stand quite alot.the kids were noisy but cute!and ya my supervisor said i have to be fiercer hoho.okayy ya im like teaching pri3 now and they are really like super cute.there's choonboon(whose name kept kena laughed at),ronald(the small one with super loud voice!),christy(who came for trial but i hope she stays!),caiqi(really nice to tell me what i need to do and stuff) and huiying(super cute one who kept giggling whenever i walk to her side). haha yes few students but they can really drive me crazy at times!when one asks me question, all of them would ask at the same time!hahha quite cute but it becomes really noisy then my supervisor would come over and scold them fiercely!hahha yeah and they're really cute la.like choonboon who just came back from new zealand with this soft toy kiwi that squeaks then he kept squeaking it whenever caiqi speaks!then there's ronald who's like super small size that he could hide behind cupboards and under the table flat(but his voice is reallly loud man!)and huiying who giggles nonstop and super blur queen.yeah and they're really super fun!like i went to the toilet and when i came back, i saw only 2 of them so i started asking where are the rest.and it turned out that all of them were hiding under the table,waiting for me to search for them!HAHAHAH so cute right! (:

and ya lots of other stuffs too.abit blur on my first day cos like there's alot to rmb.and i totally lost my memory power!haha like i kinda rmb the name but then i just blanked out when i was asked.heh okayy my legs are like super tired cos have to walk around,fetching and bringing them to and fro school, in the classroom and stuff.and i need to buy more shorts hoho! (: yayy hk!

hmmm and ya leaky was back today but so sad i cant go meet her cos of work! ): infact i can hardly go out cos im like working everyday and alternate sat, and sunday is family day!hahha but yayy at least i dont need to spend so much money hoho.ohno that means i cant exactly help out for funorama!boohoo! ): luckily my shift doesnt clash with cultural meeting today!ohoh and just received an email from someone indicating interest in cultural! ((: yayyyyyy ahhh omg today is like ultra happy day though im sooo tired!cultural cultural cultural!hoho!okayy getting hyped up for cultural since its looking rather favourable now! (: and meeting this sat yayyy!ahhh omg so excited but hope i dont screw up with like exco ppl there!and meeting with the whole exco soon ahhh scarryyy!but nvm we're gonna make this work man! *psychos ourselves according to jiayun heh. (:

okayy yayy happy happy day!im looking forward to work tmr!the kids are great fun! (: yayy!

Gone were the days of twenty-o-seven!

2008-01-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

twenty-o-seven.it beholds the best and worst moments of my life.lots of memories i'll take along from this year and sometimes i really hope this is not the end.but im really thankful for everything that has happened, be it good or bad times.it really made me grow alot more mature and made my life alot more meaningful.ohwell ive been thinking alot of what has happened and there were too many too many memorable events.

best moments spent with my dear family.im really thankful for all that i have.im really happy to have a really supportive family.you all were always there for me no matter what, despite me throwing tantrums and everything.being so supportive of all my decisions even though till date i still think some of them were really silly.you all simply supported me because you didnt want me to have any regrets.and for tolerating all my nonsense and unreasonable requests,for being there to unscrew everything that ive screwed up, comforting me everytime i thought i couldnt get through.there were so many many incidents and i just wanna let you all know that i really love you.i may have taken all these for granted at some point in time but still, i know you all have always loved me so unconditionally.dont worry about anything that happens in the future or anything, cos we'll get through everything together! i love you all my dearest family! (:

and of course my most wonderful friends!thankyou all for being there when i needed you most.i'm really really thankful cos ppl always say that its hard to find just one true friend but for me,i know i've got many of them!my dearest dashus for all your emotional support and for knowing me so well.you guys are really like the big trees,always there for me to lean on whenever im tired or simply feeling crappy.my dear retards gang for always being so retarded with me so that im not the only one!haha its really been amazing how we all came together only after we've graduated and our friendship has only grown much stronger than ever!my beloved scones!my really crazy class but i really love them to bits!thankyou all for making this class so wonderful with all the camwhores(heeheee!),weirded ppl and all the really funny moments(even though im like the suanning target most of the time!).you guys really made my life in ac so wonderful and amazing and i can proudly tell others that i havent made the wrong choice after all!i would really really miss spending time with all of you and i know you all will too!heh!and of course not forgetting my dear sleepover clique!my dearest friends in scone, whom i can spend all day long with them and still feel that its never enough!(awww arent you all touched!) im really really really gonna miss you all okayyy!esp pauu and karen you guys are gonna be so far awayyyy!!sobsob.and lily tooo!you'll be like a thousand million billion kilometers away from me i know you'll miss me badly!but all the best for uni applications okayy! (:

so many great moments spent that i feel so lucky to have everything now.so much so that im getting scared that this will soon disappear.it feels really great to know that you have so many wonderful friends around and to know that they're all really sincere and they love you for who you are and not who you will be or who you wanna be.i really hate to step into the working world, where everything will simply be a facade.i never want this to end but yes i believe the new year brings forth even better future!stronger bonds forged and better relationships.

and yes twenty-o-seven also records the worst moments of my life.what with many lost items,super sway events that no one can ever imagine, tons of screwed up moments that i wanted to simply dig a hole in the ground and hide myself, and well lots of stuff actually. but all these made me a better person! a stronger one and a more independent one. and sometimes i think it really helps in bonding too!though there are those times where i simply hate those arguments/quarrels. yeah but as the new year arrives,may all these un-luck be driven awayyyy!yes far far away from me please!

okayy ya long reflection i guess.but i just wanna say that i feel really lucky and thankful for everything that ive had so far.family and friends and everyone!thankyou all so much for everything! i love you all and HAPPY NEW YEAR! ((:

scone christmas party!

2007-12-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

yayy scone party today! (: supposed to go msia with family today but they cancelled it ): anyway, it feels so good to catch up with everyone again(not the suaning part again though!) haha but ya its been really long since we all talked to one another!its like ever since hmmm baccalaureate?haha omg thats really long.but ya i really loved the party today!haha we camwhored like MAD seriously.being ever ready for cameras all the time and im sure fb would totally be flooded with photos!hahah blehh so sad my brother took the camera from me! )): but nvm, facebook it everyone!hahha a really memorable night, simply hanging out and having fun!lots and lots of photos and lovely food! (: ooh i'll never forget the super good apple crumble made by weijian!and the brownies by valen! ((: yumyum!ohh and thankyou all for the nov&dec kids celebration!super sweet of you all really!and ya we played like heart attack,polar bear.haha heart attack with the pig thing was super fun can.haha everyone just responded naturally hahaha!but i was still human! ((: heh and stupid weijian kept snatching my cards from me when i havent even looked at it!rarrr and he kept suaning me during polar bear!you watch out man!haha wait till you have no hair!hahaha!

okayy then sent andrea to the bus stop whoa its like super dark with all the trees there!luckily we didnt let her go alone!haha then took alot of unglam shots.and van was like ultimate camwhore la!took the photo even when her bus was there alr!tsktsk!then ya i became the hwachong ghost(omg that shot was really scary!) and had double/triple chin!wahaha omg my reputation is so gonna be ruined man!haha but we missed the dance showdown despite us running back after receiving zhixin's call! ): blehh but it was so sweet of them to wait for us initially!but too bad jiawei's parents reached alr so they had to start.yeah then hmmm went to steph's room after everyone else left.(sorry lily i made you reach home so late!) had lots of fun with omg polly pocket! ((: lily and i were totally fascinated over it la!and lots of interesting stuffs in her room! (: haha then ya our super unglam photo of us trying to imitate this dance pose on this photo of hers.HAHA we so totally cmi la!heh and yupyup lots of gossips in the car(kept kena jacked though blehhh) and ya im suddenly hungry i dunno why!haha okayy random

and ya im really really sorry for agm!and a big big thankyou to jiayun for everything!okayy though the participation is really upsetting but im sure we'll get through it somehow yup.and ya this will be such a great success that they'll carry it on! (: jiayou jiayou! ((:

christmas party!

2007-12-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

yayy just came back from party at lily's place!thankyou dear and dior for organising!it was really fun! ((: yeah and thankyou all for the lovely presents!thankyou pau zhixin fang lily for the many many stuffs in the RED mickey bin, fang for the really cute book, karen for your super cute one too!,valen my secret santa (i love all the red studs!so pretty!) and zhixin for your lovely cookies flown back from japan!thankyou all darlings!

haha and yes the party was really fun!went there late though cos i thought it starts at 7 but turned out that it starts at 6!hahaand got lost on the way in,climbing to the 4th storey of some random block cos the scurity guard told me it was on the 4th floor can!rarr!anyway,had lots of fun at the party!havent talked to them for sooo long!but as usual kena suaned like mad again haha anyway my skirt is so not short can!rarr haha and ya the brownie was yummylicious!hoho and we played polar bear!i so cannot act as polar bear la!hahah and yayy photos! ((:

<33s> love you all! (:

the reeeeallly nice RED mickey bin!with lots of treasures inside! ((:
soooo cute+pretty+nice+sweet right!
uberly cute!
thelovely cookies that were flown in from japan! ((:
and yayy congrats retard no.1!just read your post you finally got your job!meet up soon alright! (:

i dont like i dont like i dont like!

2007-12-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

saying it three times means its for real,that i really mean it(hahaha im sure no.3 will know where this is from!). okayy just thought of this suddenly last night.

warning!lots of ranting coming up!
anyway,yup im very sick of ppl who are so irresponsible.last minute notices,cancellations and all those.the word sorry has more than often been abused by you.say it only when you really mean it and that means there'll be no more of those kind of mistakes.whats the point of you apologizing everytime this happens and then it still happens again,repeatedly.im really sick of it.empty promises,words that you dont really mean at all.its really hard to trust you, to rely on you.i must say that you've been one of my nicest friend to talk to.but there's always this sense of insecurity present whenever you promise sth.full of doubts,full of uncertainties.somehow i just learnt to accept all those and never take your words seriously anymore.i hate to do this to a friend.but it has happened not once,twice or even thrice at the very least.it has happened countless number of times.too many that i cant even rmb when was the last time you kept your promises.it may seem cool and everything but let me tell you,its not at all.you simply lose the trust that others have in you.well maybe its the way i was brought up thats why i cant accept this.every single meeting means alot to me and i make the effort to rmb it and not let others wait in vain.(okayy sorry but im really really trying not to be late anymore!) ohwell im not exactly pissed.simply disappointed in you.and i feel sad for you.cos there'll soon come a time when everyone loses trust in you completely.i really hope you can change your ways.its not a nice feeling to be promised sth and then the other party simply takes it as though nothing has happened,brushing it off with a really insincere word of apology.to wait for so long before the other party tells you she forgot.it simply shows how insignificant you are.how much you actually mean to her.and you thought you were really good friends.ohwell nvm all these dont matter anymore.cos i dont really care anymore.i have more to do with my life than to be bothered with you.this marks the end of the trust i had in you.get your empty promises out of my life.
and another thing.i hate ppl who come initiate conversations with me and keep expecting me to continue the conversation.if you dont have anything to say then dont start at all!rarr this is so annoying.

okayy yayy finished reading my book last night!hahah simply had to finish it before i sleep so in the end i slept at 3!im becoming a panda when this is the holidays tsktsk!okayy i can sense no.3 calling me a nocturnal animal again!haha but anyway,yayy i found the passion for reading again!yes i used to love reading!hahha when i was in pri sch.used to read whole day long heh. (:

hahah feel like doing lots of meaningful things nowadays.reading driving volunteering working exercising.hohoho somehow i dont really feel like going for all the parties and stuff.haha but nope im not getting anti-social!haha just feel like doing more things other than catching up with friends and stuff.haha feel so sian going out now haha im sick of travelling for so long just to go town and spending money when im broke ): rarr nvm income shall come in soon! ((: hmmm cant imagine how it'd be like next year when i start work.with driving lessons,cultural meetings,and i still wanna go volunteering with sumitha!okayy shucks my timetable is gonna be really packed!bleh nvm things usually wont turn out as bad as it seems! (:

yayy cultural recruitment tmr!hope it'll be a success!jiayou jiayun!sorry i cant be there but you can call me anytime okayy! ((: i really really hope it'll turn out good!especially when this is one of the very few new projs proposed!jiayou for presentation! ((:

okayy i just read this randomly on someone's blog and its really very encouraging! (:
"if something bad happened to our life, just accept it. it's hard but it's the only thing to do. bad things happens, to teach us new things, to make us stronger, to tell us that we need to improve. to make us realize the wrong and right things, to make a NEW and BETTER us.
Michael Jordan, the legend basketball icon.the first time he tried to join the basketball varsity, he was rejected by the coach.because of his height (5'11 that time) and lack of skills.but Jordan didn't say "i wish i can go back to the past. so i am stronger now."instead he train rigorously and that time obtain more height. He IMPROVED.then the next year he was accepted on the varsity. then he became the LEGEND. because of the rejection he became better.because of bad things that happened he obtain good things.
hey you! stop saying the famous impossible wish.(i wish i could go back to the past) be strong and be like jordan."

my very first job ever!

2007-12-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

haha okay wanted to come here like 1h ago but got addicted to fb again.haha havent been to fb for so long alr!haha went cos my dear brother wanted me to write on his wall tsktsk!hahaha but im nice so its okay! (: and my daddy is so cute he went to get fb too! (((: haha my uberly cute daddy!

anyway,went down to sign the letter of appointment today and well the condition were all reasonable so dont worry!and i managed to ask for leave alr!so efficient right!haha felt abit bad cos im like asking for leave before i even started work!and it was like 4 days in a go!lucky the person was really nice.haha and she went on telling me that i have to be fierce and stuff otherwise the kids will be super rude.okayy quite scared.hopefully they will listen to me!haha and yayy starting work soon!hmm so now the working hours are from 1300-1900 on weekdays and alternate sats 0900-1300.yeah so i can wake up late hoho!got lesser pay heh but its okayy at least i'll enjoy my job! (:

haha and ya im so addicted to reading books now.reading the dowry bride and its really good. (: looking for twilight by stephenie meyer bu cant find it anywhere bleh.that shall be next on my reading list!haha and i want new earphones!the red one oohlala!and yes driving!haha okayy lots of things i want but im like broke rarrrr.nvm shall wait for the hk trip!

ohya somehow inspiration strikes me best at like midnight 2am!haha thought of lots of ideas for cultural!haha yayy thinking of all these makes me damn happy and now i think its more likely to succeed!and i think 'pieces of us!' is a nice name teeheee!dunno why but gives me a very nice feeling (: yayy and shirts and logbook hoho!more details now instead of having a very rough idea only! (: yayy okayy hopefully it'll be a great success at agm!

ohya and was watching the news today and it said sth about developing sports talents!our dear dear pw project man.and it adopted our method of the cluster school thing okayy!with one in every area and students studying in that area wil go there for training.somemore its for developing potential sports talents too!damn happy when i saw that.steph fang and kareen hope you guys saw that too! ((: haha there's this unexplainable sense of satisfaction when i saw it.heh our proj was defintely a success and i missed going through that period of time with you all again!nvm our ben&jerry's treat will come soon alrights! ((:

yayy xmas party tmr!gonna be fun!and meeting lots of ppl whom i havent seen for so long!yayy i missed you all! ((: though im gonna be super broke after this party heh.

and goodluck dear.im sure you can get over this obstacle.we'll all be there for you and you know it.jiayou!we'll get through this together!all the best!love ya! (:

flag day!

2007-12-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

went for singapore heart foundation flag day today.haha my feet is like dyinggg!haha but nvm its for a good cause!and i met lots of kind souls!who said singaporeans are heartless!no wayy man!haha there are so many nice ppl out there!hahaha!hmmm first there was this daddy whose young little boyboy came running after me just to donate money!and it was a $2 note okayy!hha so cute right!and then there was this guy who came running towards me (cos his heartless friends kept walking without him), donating money and he considered it as asking a favor from me!awww so nice right!then he still had to run back to join his heartless group of friends!rarrr box his friends man.yes then cos i was still in a state of shock so i forgot to give him the badge!so mindy and i waited there for him till about 1330 before we decided that he wasnt coming back! ): he's like super super nice and he didnt even want the sticker!super nice guy! (:

haha ya then there were alot of nice ppl too!like simply donate a $5 note when they have like lots of coins and $2 notes.and alot came to me automatically when i was simply stoning!haha like i was just putting the tin on my shoulder there and then ppl will just come and put in money from behind me!always give me a shock but they're so nice la! ((: always meet nice ppl during flag days and these are the ones who encourages you to keep on perservering!yayy! ((:

ohya then there are lots of weird ppl too!omg there was this guy who kept staring so i asked him if he wanted to donate and then cos he was holding a teddy bear,he suddenly held the teddy bear head,turned it to face me and said NO!omggg weirdddd!and ya lots of other weird ones,and tooo many dao ones!but the nice ppl i'll never forget!thankyou all for your very kind donations! (: and yes super tiredd my feet is dyingg!totally zonked out while on the way home!hahaha but the nice ppl and the good cause makes it all worthwhile! (:

and yes signing contract tmr! (:

and sumitha,please take care okayyy! i'll see ya soon! ((:

Productivity!

2007-12-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

yayy cultural meeting today! ((: okayy not exactly a formal one again cos there was only jiayun and me with our very great advisor chinyee!but we were very very productive!haha a big thankyou to chinyee for helping us so much, solving alot of our problems and giving us so much advice!okayy but there are really lots of uncertainties.too many that im not even sure if this project will be a success.after reading through the many many comments that lots of ppl provided.makes me wonder if this is gonna work after all.there seem to be too many uncertainties.but ya the comments given really helped us focus so much better,though it can be demoralising at first.but at least now we've got a clearer direction of the proj!thankyou all for helping and for all your valuable inputs!really appreciate it.ya so we discussed lots of stuffs today!yayyy productive us as usual!okayy really hope this is gonna work,after putting in so much hard work.but ya hopefully this proj is well-received during agm!it would be so ultimately sad if no one wants to join our committee!but nvm shall hope for the best! (: yayy my powerpoint is damn good can!hahaha!hope everything would be a success!haha jiayou nuaworm and dingyi for the presentation k!thanks alot!so sorry i cant be there!

ohya and thankyou kareen and sumitha!for your belated birthday wishes cos you guys were overseas! (: thankyou!you all are so sweet!and sumitha we should meet up soon okayy!havent seen you in a LOOOONG while!haha but ohnoo im super broke now.rarr went out with just $6 today but i survived!haha shall stay at home until i earn some moneyy!

ahhh cant wait to start work! (: and yes turkeyy feast!! ((:

lollipop sweet eighteen!

2007-12-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

yayy finally!haha thankyou everyone for all the well-wishes/ blessings/ surprises/ celebrations/ presents!i really had a very very sweet and memorable eighteenth birthday!thankyou all! ((: here's a big thanks to my dear family(for waiting up for me till 2plus midnight just to celebrate for me); darling leakhena, athena and trinette! for the really sweet surprise; pinkies! for the really cute cookie monster(chompchomp!) and the very sweet card(omg i got a shock when i saw it!); retards plus nicole and shuqin (soon to be recruited!) for the very memorable sleepover and baking session; everyone else who msged me! (: so yupyup here comes the list! pau, wanyi(thanks for msging early cos you guys were going overseas!so thoughtful!) retard no.1&3, nicole, shuqin, jiayun, dingyi, wanching, lingxi, athena, zhixin, trinette, jialing, leakhena, weijian(and for the call!), mindy, zihui, boongoon, nazrul(you forgot la rarrr!), dorance, elianna, karen, elizabeth and vans! thank you all for being so sweet!love ya! ((:

anyway, went to jack's place for dinner.yumyum it was so good can!i had fillet mignon and omg it was damnnn nice!i ate that quite alot of times at jack's place alr but i still dont grow sick of it ((: yeah then had the reverse-o cake from island creamery ((: yayyy all the good food.but im growing fat and i feel so unfit!haha okayy maybe i shall go exercise next week!haha meanwhile,can enjoy all the good food this week!oooh and turkeyy feast! (((: yumyum -drools- okayy yayy more photos! ((:

my pile of presents!thank you all!i feel so loved! ((:
so many cards and well-wishes!thankyou! ((:
from my darling leakhena.i love you loads dear! <33 so sweet!from my dear dashu athena! ((:
ah net!haha i caught you red-handed! :P
from my dear retards, shuqin and cute little nicole! so sweet&cute right! ((:
pinkies!thankyou im really touched that you guys met up to write the card somehow despite being so busy with your own stuffs. (:dinner at jack's place! us kids!

me and my brother! <3
my cute little sister! <33
the ladies in the house! ((:
yumyum the cake! (the small round things at the sides were the best!its crunchyy and nice!)
oohlala it looks too good to resist right! -drools-

okayy yayy well a few more minutes and its the 2nd of of my life as an eighteen year-old!haha so exciting!ohoh and before i forget, yes i got a job already!and its so lucky that i get to do sth that i really enjoy!haha student care teacher! ((: yayy i love kids okayy haha but im not a paedophile!!hahaha yeah got the offer on friday heh so it was like my birthday present too!thankyou! ((:

ohya and lets not forget retard no.1's special greeting for me on my eighteenth birthday!
'sweegeok shall shit, shower, sleep!' haha the 3 's' of the day!hahaha yayyy love ya alll! (((:

yumyum we love food!

2007-12-22T16:17:00.000+08:00

yayy sleepover!though i didnt get to sleep over exactly but heyy!i stayed till 2am okayy!haha so retard no.3 dont be disappointed!haha i bet you all went to sleep soon after i left right!cos no one to make any more noise!heh shuqin kept complaining i was too noisy through the night! ): haha anyway,we baked our very first oreo cheesecake!haha yayy and it was good okayy! ((: photos!shall post a more detailed one at the end of today!thankyou retards,nicole and shuqin for the very nice celebration!i love you guys!

the crust makers!yumyum oreoo!! the cream cheese pro!
one tablespoon of butter!
the donut girl! ((:

DONUTS!yumyum!
retard no.1 the treehugger!thanks for hugging the tree just for me(and my camera!)!awww i love you dear!
before
after!
i spy with my little donut!
nicole the small one!licking the ice cream!like really licking!haha poor retard no.1!

me!cool right!
retard no.3/my supposed twin with her choc cake!yumyum!
retard no.1!with her second choice of salmon sushi cos of nic!
shuqin who's totally loving her sashimi!
our final work!looks so delicious right! ((:

us! (shuqin kept spoiling the prev shots we took!) haha i love you all for the celebration!
ooohh aren't you simply craving for it? -drools-
nic who is as short as the mouse hanging there! ((:
our very nice little miss tees from dear nicole!thanks dear!

we can shoot some darlie advertisements alr!haha according to nic,we have decapitated heads )):
yumyum lollipop!from dear retards!thank youu!i finally found my other side of my earring!haha!
lollipop delight! its a super small chupa chupa lolly!thankyou retard no.1! ((:

yeah so basically the whole day was summarised with FOOD!with our cheesecake,fake donut+real donuts (we really got a shock when shuqin came with donuts!) and lollipops! haha thank you all for the presents and everything! love ya all! <33>

PINKIES! ((:

2007-12-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

yayy pinkies outing today! ((: okayy was supposed to have care corner outing in the afternoon but since so many ppl cant make it, it got cancelled! )): big thankyou to sharon who tried to organise it anyway! (: nvm at least i got to sleep in!heehee anyway,went out with pinkies today!okayy fine less than half could make it so its not exactly a pinkies outing but nvm!haha

yayy so it was jiayun the nuaworm, dingyi and sharon!yeah we went to this hot pot restaurant at some ulu paradiz centre at first.and foud out that the prices were abit too ex after we sat down!super malu can!then we exited after awhile omg it was soooo embarrassing and the person was abit pissed also though she pretended it was okay!haha then we went over to mind cafe and settled down there.hah the ppl working there were damn nice and we really troubled them alot!asking them how to play almost every single game, alot of requests and ya photos after photos! haha and thankyou jiayun,dingyi and sharon for the celebration!it was really really sweet of you guys! ((: and the super cute cookie monster!chompchomp! ((:

haha ya so we played lots of games, exceeding the time limit by alot and we still thought we took advantage of them!when they charged us extra for that without telling us!so we got taken advantage of instead! haha then played lots of violent games and sharon was the most violent of all!even more violent than dingyi!we played cluedo and being the smart me,i won!haha but it took us all a while before we realised that i solved it!hahaha so im not the only one with slow reaction time okayy!! ((: hah then we played uno stacko and booohooo it collapsed when i tried to take one out!i was so close to getting it out okayy cos it was quite loose!bahh!then we played some xmas edition game and omg that was the first glimpse of sharon's violence!the bell was like almost destroyed la!then uglyugly!omg it was the worst!our hands were all sore after playing that!haha all you violent ppl!and chompchomp too!haha it was really funny!

yupyup anyway,thankyou all for the really fun time together! ((: and we were very productive too!discussed cultural!and alot of weird ideas from dingyi!yayy got a more concrete plan now but hope more ppl can commit!haha you guys better try to recruit more from agm! ((: and we really should have a more formal and prepared meeting,reading through the email and stuff okayy! ((:

ohyeah then on our way back,took lots of retarded photos! (haha im like recruiting them to my list of retarded friends!) haha like we took our hands with handy road, red man, walking shots and jumpshots!haha the jumpshots were really embarrassing!took outside dhoby ghaut station and everyone was staring!and we took like 10 of it!haha but at least we weren't taking it alone!okayy photos!more when jiayun sends me! ((:

our almost successful one! ((:
our last shot for the day!

yayy thankyou for the celebration! ((:my name is on the cake!thankyou!! (((:
after cutting,with sharon's brownie inside!
dingyi posing with the red man!you jaywalker!
im really not suited for strategy games ):

after!when we forced all our tiles on the board! ((: and dingyi always wants his fingers in every photo!
yumyum the black&white brownie that we didnt have to choose!(for once!)

see my pretty name there?thankyouuu!! <33
fingers!

so cute right!!

me and jiayun taking photos while they went to choose the games!the nuas! <33

wizard harry!

2007-12-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

my one-off job today...wizard harry!haha thanks to cousin liling for helping me get this job.i really enjoyed myself there heh.the kids were omg super duper uber cute!i love them la!they're all so small and cute though they're abit too noisy and yeah some quite violent!haha there was a mini fight in the class and i had to stand in the middle to break off the fight!then hit abit but luckily they held back their punches soon after i stepped in (: got alot of very very cute kids there!

there's this boy called gordon.omg he's like how cute la!very very small and he looks so innocent, always looking at me with his wide eyes.then when we played the helicopter thing,he accidentally hit his finger then held out his finger for me to see.super cute can!then he said "finger.very pain" in that very poor thing look.awwww how cute right!ahhh im like totally crazy over him. and there's this super neat boy(ohno i dunno his name!) who insisted that i help him borrow an eraser cos he wrote the words too big/slanted upwards/drew sth at the wrong places!he'll grow up to be a perfectionist man!haha and he's super cute can!he drew out everything that we did for experiments!soo cute la!

then there's this super naughty boy gerald sitting with another super cute one called ryan!gerald was really super super naughty la!he was totally making so much noise and disrupting the lesson.he's like hyperactive la!running all over the place.and very lazy too!wanted me to help him copy whatever was written on the board and tried to copy from ryan all the time when they were supposed to solve the morse codes on their own.and he totally grabbed on to me like mad when i took the slime cup away from me!then jennifer my co-worker was trying to pull him off me and so i had like very red arms after that!he was like totally hanging in the air while grabbing on to my arm la!but he's damn cute also!omg cos we had this writing with candle thing then heat the piece of paper to reveal the 'magic words'.so he wrote 'i love you' with a very big heart at the bottom of the paper and gave it to me! ((: so cute right!then he came and hugged me too!omg super duper cute! ((:

then there's lyon and jovan who are like best friends!haha for the candle thing,lyon drew a spongebob and jovan drew a butterfly.then lyon went to add smiley face on jovan's butterfly and jovan didnt like it cos he said butterflies had no faces(hahaha!) then he went on to draw a banana on lyon's spongebob drawing and lyon didnt like the banana too!hahaha so cute right!ahhh i love those kids they're uberly cute!though a bit naughty but thats what makes them so fun to be with!they laugh at almost everything and make all kinds of funny comments/questions(like where is wizard harry cos we're attending a wizard harry class!)!okayy i really hope i get the student care job! ((:

hahaha yayy really enjoyed the job today though it was damn tiring cos the kids were like hyperactive and super noisy!my eardrums were almost damaged due to all their screamings/shriekings!but still, i loved it!they're simply too cute to resist! ((:

i dunno why but i think its simply so hard to please everyone.especially when you're not feeling exactly great yourself.everyone has their downs too.they simply take it for granted and they just dont understand.im not pissed or anything.im just feeling very tired.tired of everything.its just one of those times.not that im unhappy or anything.but you just dont get it.

jobhunting-on-the-go!

2007-12-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

yayy today is like a major jobhunting day!haha finally made some headway in looking for a job! (: the student care person called me today!yayy!but he thought i was applying for the branch at sembawang so he'll get back to me again! (: calling up another care centre tmr cos its nearer my house!not sure about the offers and stuff though and the person in charge wasn't there today when i called ): then went for this last minute interview at recruit again for a medical records officer.well not really hopeful for the one at recruit since there's always no news from them.though i must say the consultants there are really nice! (: ohya and due to me being very desperate yesterday,sending out lots of emails to everyone, i forgot what i applied for and was super embarrassing this morning!was sleeping(yes i finally had a good night's sleep! (: ) then received this call from recruit(another one) regarding this job i applied ytd and here comes the malu moment:
him: so what kind of jobs are you interested in?
me(in my half-awake state) : oh im interested in lifesciences/ healthcare/ medical aspects
him: erm im in the banking and finance sector.
me: oops ohhh
(luckily he went on to say)
him: would you be okay with admin stuffs?
me: ohh yupyup sure!
him: and paywise,well i understand la.of course the higher the better la!
haha yeah super malu plus i was like almost croaking cos i had no voice!but luckily he was very very nice!so it wasnt that bad. (: so yeah recruit ppl are very very nice! ((:

and yeah so my day was basically summarised with jobs and all.but yeah quite annoyed cos it disrupted my good night's sleep which comes only once in a while!was thinking of switching off my phone tonight but like what retard no.1 says, i might miss out on some great job offers then!ohno!and yeah i've got an adhoc job tmr! ((: okayy i better sleep early tonight, please please body clock please cooperate!

ohya and thanks my dear mummy!for sending me to the station even though there was torrential rain!like really cannot see the car in front kind!it was really dangerous but you still drove me there.thanks mummy!i love you! ((:

and yeah finally confirmed all the outings for this week! (: tmr: shopping with mummy(wheee!)
thurs: pbc lunch plus pinkies gathering (thanks nuaworm and sharon for putting in so much effort in organising!you guys rejected my help! ): ) fri: SLEEPOVERR!!yayyy okayy this is gonna be so much fun!meeting up with the retards again and make the rest become retarded!hahaha!see ya all soon okayy!cant wait! ((:

outing! ((:

2007-12-17T23:33:00.001+08:00

yayy went out today with leakhena, trinette and athena!havent seen athena for ages man!ever since ermm baccalaureate!whoaa okayy yeah had a really fun day today except i was too tired!sorryy k!haha well went to school first to collect my school fees. the lady was really nice and everything.she actually replied my msg at 6.30am!how efficient right!

haha ya then walked around the whole school while waiting for lily that poke!wow those memories of mugging in the void deck and jumpshots and everything. it was really nice, just walking through that place and memories keep flooding back.i rmb pau with her weird noises, lily with her unglam faces, me and karen camwhoring, steph who always isolates herself and the kfc dinner we had with pt and the laoshus in the school!haha and of course me and karen who always end up talking when we were supposed to be studying!haha those times were simply the best.when everyone was so supportive and encouraging. it really felt damn good.which is why i always say i dont regret staying on at all.meeting such wonderful people (:

yeah then headed to town to have lunch with leakhena,trinette and athena. haha and we kind of spoilt the surprise trinette had for me by walking through the famous amos way!haha we totally screamed upon seeing one another la!omg so embarrassing!haha then had lunch at din tai fung.yeah it was really good but it was too filling i couldnt finish it! ): haha then we went to swensons(cos they kept insisting they were hungry!) and lily went off to meet her parents(and she went bead shopppingg!!). thanks for the surprise & the celebration darlings! haha even though the surprise was kinda ruined by the lousy waiters at swensons, i really was very touched!thank you all! ((: haha but well i kinda suspected sth was going on alr because you guys were behaving so strangely!haha but anyway,thanks alot dears! had a hard time trying to keep all your presents dry,hopefully it'll turn out okay when i open it on the day itself! (: thanks loads k! love ya all! <333

ohyeah and i've finally got work!yayy okayy although its a one-off thing at least i get money earned by myself okay! ((: hope i can handle those kids man!thanks cousin liling for helping me get the job!it sounds fun and its like super near my house teeheee can sleep abit longer! ((: yayy cant wait to get my very first(not counting those from my beadshop!) hard-earned money! yayy happy happy day!and hope retard no.1 and 3's interviews went well!may you all find jobs soon okayy! ((:

insomia

2007-12-17T04:41:00.000+08:00

booohooooo its like 4.45am now but why am i still awake!!rarrr this is so irritating. i wanna sleeepp but i just cant fall asleep!haven't had a good night's sleep ever since after prom!okayy maybe the second one was after ecp on tues. have been drifting in and out of sleep all the time now. ): and because of that i've been waking up at 3/4am almost everyday except sat and sun!rarrr why why why!so basically ive been surviving on 3-4hrs of sleep daily. why cant this happen while i was mugging!blehhh this sucks. someone teach me how to get back my normal body clock!!

hohoho okayyy nevermind, on a happier note, im gonna meet my darlings later! my dear leakhena, who changed her flight because of me!!awww...i was indeed really touched!thanks so much dear! i really love you loads! and of course, there's my dear trinette who's such a crazy little one, bringing me jaw-aches all the time and probably abs if we go out more often!and and lilllyyy the molester!haha havent seen her for so long!i miss her so much man!but nevermind, beadinggg!yayyy oh and of course my tapioca chips!hohoho!thanks for remembering ad making an extra effort to go look for it okayy darling!yayyy gonna be such a great day ahead, meeting people i love and who loves me just as much! (: okayy just hope i wont die of fatigue later on!haha!

omg i really cant wait for work to start!so i can get really tired in the day and can finally sleep better!this insomia thing is really getting on my nerves!anyway,so many happy stuffs ahead this week! ((: there's pinkies outing!(plus caw ppl!) pbc lunch, shopping with mummy(wheee!!) going bookfest with my dear sister! and of course, sleepover!(still trying to persuade my mum to have it in my house ): ) heehee but anyways, happy happy week!just make this insomia thing goooo awaayyyy!!!rarrr!

photos!photos!

2007-12-15T00:21:00.001+08:00

okayy yayy i finally know why i couldnt post photos yesterday!because i keep forgetting to tick on this acceptance of terms of service thing.haha okayy ya thats kinda retarded(according to retarded no.3!) haha but heyy at least i realised my mistake okayy!anyway yayy my beloved photos! ((:

with the retards! (:
(we were such camwhores that we took 75photos that day!tsktsk!)

my favourite jumpshot photo!heyy this was our very first attempt and we SUCCEEDED!we're not such retards after all! ((:
ONE LIFE! ohya which reminds me i forgot to talk about onelife on tues!we went for this onelife exhibition before going retard no.1's house(that's why we ended up being retarded) and retard no.1 and 2 were HIV POSITIVE!! )): omg so sad can.and the most irritating thing was my mp3 went out of batt twice!haha but the volunteer was very nice and he kept apologizing heh.yeah and retard no.3 was the only negative one you lucky girl!

the serious looking jobhunters!retard no.1!

retard no.2!

retard no.3!

and the 3 retarded camwhores! ((:
and yayyy my darlings! <33>

trinette and her protruding heart!

aww my darlings! (:

yayy so happy i just realised can upload alot of photos!heehee but im too lazy to upload now.blehh posting takes such a long time for me cos im like so naggy and there are so many things i wanna talk about!haha but being the lazy me(influenced by retard no.1), there's always tmr! ((:

first post! (:

2007-12-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

yayy finally got my blog after so long!haha its so troublesome setting up and stuff but nevermind i love this skin/template/whatever you call it cos its so sweet! ((: heehee

yayy this is gonna be a really long post catching up on all my past fun outings! ((:

today! : yayy!really happy today cos i met up with my darlings! ((: leakynana and ahnet!love them loads!though they're such an embarrassment seriously, with the kfc ppl shh-ing trinette and the super vain leaky who made us look like tourists, attracting lots of stares!but nevermind i still love my darling ahsiaos! <33 and then we went ben&jerry's!yumyum!we shared this super mix&match but after finishing that,leakhena the pigg went on to eat 2 more scoops of icecream!haha and trinette that ahsiao went on to entertain us with her biantai stories and funny actions as usual!haha omg i really love going out with them la!even though i always come back with jaw-aches!haha cant wait to see you all again on monday!(leakhena please dont leave so earlyy!!)

wed : went for job interview and it was rather successful i must say!the kids look so adorable! ((: and frankly speaking, the primary school students now are suffering so much more compared to our generation!did their problem sums and cloze passage as test and i was like woww!and they lead such stressful lifestyles now!so poor thing!but anyway, the interview went well but i kinda offended the interviewer heh.oops. then went for golden compass with nazrul after that and it was quite good!though i was like shocked when it ended so abruptly when i thought there was gonna be a war coming up!rarrr!but luckily my darling bro bought the book alr!heh im so ready to kope it once he finish reading! ((:

and to my dear bro: thanks for going out to buy macs for me at like 1plus midnight!awww so touched!haha shakerfries+sweetandsour sauce= best supper ever! haha but i know you're simply out to make me grow fat!haha but nvm can go gym after that!haha! ((;

tues! : met up with yeechian and yanqin!haha my darling retards!heehee!the very hardworking jobhunters! (: yayy congrats we're finally making headway and receiving replies!jiayou k!heehee anyway, we went ecp but it rained cos the bus ride took like forever before we finally reached!so the weather turned from being bright and sunny to rainyy )): but nvm being the 3 retards, we went to take shelter and started taking jumpshots once the rain stopped!and surprisingly, our very first one was a huge success!and in the subsequent ones,heh there were retard no.1's frog jumps, and all the constipated poses!haha!then we went to macs(had to walk SUPER far cos being the retards as usual, we ended up at the furthest end of ecp!)and yeah shaker fries were yummylicious!!the best macs product ever! ((: yeah and we're finally gonna have our sleepover this year!so exciting!yeechian is the best events manager ever!i love you dear!and yanqin for your lovely house!heee dont worry we wont burn down your house while baking! (: haha yayy i cant wait for our sleepover dears!haha its gonna be so hard meeting up again next year when everyone starts work(we wont be contributing to the unemployment rate anymore! ((: ) hee so yeah funfun time now! ((:

yeah well cant really rmb what happened last week and stupid retard no.3 keeps rushing me to post my very first post heh.well anyways, i love this holidays!no more studying for a long long time and its really great to meet up with ppl and catch up on so many things!love them all seriously!yayyy!! <33>