The Last Ride
Monday, October 27, 2008
have you ever had the feeling of being taken granted for all the time? its like everyone expects you to do something but there's no sign of gratitude, appreciation or anything. to top it off, they show you negative response and all. im so sick of it all. its like arghh nobody ever understands. im not obliged to do anything for you. i've had enough!

on a happier note, week10 is over and so is majority of my deadlines!a mad rush week indeed which made me grew alot!many sleepless nights and all but im really glad i survived it all. monday was a really traumatic experience whereby my family got into a car accident. the sudden thought of possibly losing the closest ones in my life made me really terrified. the thought of losing them really jolted me awake. im glad that at least they're not in any life-threatening situation now and i should really count my blessings. i definitely wouldnt know what to do without them in my life. it made me realise that im really fortunate and never ever to take them for granted again!its a rare second chance i got and im definitely gonna cherish it.

so monday was an awakening experience for me. spending the night in the hospital with my sister, made me realise how fragile life is and how important my family is to me. grades, friends, assignments and all simply do not matter anymore. my brother was right about how family should always be our top priority because they're the ones who stand by you no matter what. seeing how my dad being strong and all for the sake of the family really touched me greatly. first time i saw the soft side of my dad, that expression made me teared. and my mum who told me that i have to be strong because im the pillar of support for them. it really made me alot stronger and knowing that i played an important role in the family. it really seems as though ive grown so much within such a short time. but in short, i love my family (:

yupyup then the mad rush of completing acc presentation, dsc term report, cv, mkt assignment and mno video. i was surprised by the amount of energy i had in completing all these. consecutive sleepless nights and all. i just hope the results will show. but i guess after being through so much more, all these doesnt matter anymore.

hmmm okay then the long overdue photos from yc's birthday celebration! (: HAPPY 19th DEAR YEECHIAN! thankyou for everything my dear friend. <33

our special private cabin just for you! (:

the unplanned traffic light! how adorable! (:
GAHHH!
inside flyer with the birthday girl!may your dreams soar up high with the flyer!
yup okayy its 4 weeks to embRACE, 2 weeks to facils training and so many things undone. someone please save me from all this never-ending work.

Last ride on; 12:56 AM


リプレイ
歌: Plastic Tree
作詞 & 作曲: 有村竜太朗

最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ?
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
サヨナラだよ。

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