The Last Ride
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i just watched this show that said this thing about relationships that i find really interesting. the economic theory of love - the more relationships you've had, the higher chances of getting divorced later in the course of marriage as you'll start comparing the previous relationships you've had and be dissatisfied with what you have now. so the more relationships you've had, the higher opportunity cost you incur. therefore the best is to have only one relationship and get married so you wont incur any opportunity cost.

haha i was like rather amused after i heard it and i happened to be thinking about the course i should take and it suddenly seems so coincidental hahaha.

i dont really feel like taking it up even though i know you need help right now and the place is good and all. i really feel like taking a break cos everything is so taxing but i just dunno how to tell you. hmmm i hope i can be abit braver to tell you what i really feel.

somehow i think its very important not to regret whatever has been done. joey was just talking to me today, saying that we must take pride in our own decisions and leave no room for regrets. dont listen to others' advice and end up regretting and blaming yourself afterwards for the wrong choice you've made or the usual would-have-been. haha that was just random but i thought it was an important lesson learnt today just from casual talking.especially so when ive experienced it myself and i find that things really happen for a reason (:

haha and yayy meeting with nh went really great!she was like suppper receptive and friendly!i feel so welcomed haha.and the security guard was rather funny with her bian4 lian3 techniques. but she was super nice to actually walk me to the general office and invited me to sit down on the comfy sofa hahaha and i totally felt so happy after the meeting ((:

haha okayy please let me be a bit braver to actually reject it.

Last ride on; 9:53 PM


リプレイ
歌: Plastic Tree
作詞 & 作曲: 有村竜太朗

最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ?
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
サヨナラだよ。

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