The Last Ride

Sunday, May 25, 2008

haha okayy the last day of school for them meant a chaotic day for me!thankyou lil kids for making my day nevertheless. and to jt gahhh you're just so annoyinggg!sucks la why cant you just help out rarr. hahah anyway small nic was soo cute la!he's like so witty for his age and never fails to make me smile even when i was feeling damn pissed and all.
me: between cq and ct, who's the prettier one?

him: cq

me: how about everyone here and me?

him: ruiyu-jiejie! (with the very cute smile)

awwww...hahah that just made my day la.and then he said he was tired so he just laid on my lap and acted like superman hahha!and we went around kissing everyone else and each other with cj7 hahaha and he'll have the sound effects haha he just melts my heart (:

watching the charity show earlier really touched me greatly. i rmb this story that was told that really made me tear. it was about this rescue job that came to discover this body of a lady. they found that she was in an awkward position face-down. the rescuers were puzzled but came to realise that she was cradling a 3-month-old baby, protecting the baby from the collapse of the building. the baby managed to escape unscathed and was still sleeping peacefully when found but the mum was dead. and they found a phone on her that had the words typed: "baobao, if you manage to survive, please do remember that i love you." (translated into english) awww..it was really noble of her, to use her life to protect her baby. and the moment you told me you didnt want me to leave, you wanted me by your side, i was trying hard to fight back those tears. kinship.its really an indescribable thing that's able to make you unleash your inner self and fight hard to protect your loved ones. thankyou my dear family for everything.

haha okayy anyway on a lighter note, its gss and i need to shop badly!i feel so deprived ever since i started work haha and yayy met up with shuqin wanyi nic and yanqin for dinner on friday!whee hahaha its so nice to meet up with them after so long!discussing all our uncertainties and plans and all. haha and we saw vincent ng how cool is that!haha he's like much better looknig in person!gahh okayy stupid we were being misunderstood for ogling at him cos we havent made up our mind and were walking to and fro, near to where he was sitting. haha but we only realised him when we passed by the last time!but still ahhh!haha

okayy and i really miss those days (:

hahha such a wonderful shot ((:

it seemed not so long ago that we were so excited about the trip and all. haha but ohwell im so glad it came true! ((:

Last ride on; 10:40 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

i just watched this show that said this thing about relationships that i find really interesting. the economic theory of love - the more relationships you've had, the higher chances of getting divorced later in the course of marriage as you'll start comparing the previous relationships you've had and be dissatisfied with what you have now. so the more relationships you've had, the higher opportunity cost you incur. therefore the best is to have only one relationship and get married so you wont incur any opportunity cost.

haha i was like rather amused after i heard it and i happened to be thinking about the course i should take and it suddenly seems so coincidental hahaha.

i dont really feel like taking it up even though i know you need help right now and the place is good and all. i really feel like taking a break cos everything is so taxing but i just dunno how to tell you. hmmm i hope i can be abit braver to tell you what i really feel.

somehow i think its very important not to regret whatever has been done. joey was just talking to me today, saying that we must take pride in our own decisions and leave no room for regrets. dont listen to others' advice and end up regretting and blaming yourself afterwards for the wrong choice you've made or the usual would-have-been. haha that was just random but i thought it was an important lesson learnt today just from casual talking.especially so when ive experienced it myself and i find that things really happen for a reason (:

haha and yayy meeting with nh went really great!she was like suppper receptive and friendly!i feel so welcomed haha.and the security guard was rather funny with her bian4 lian3 techniques. but she was super nice to actually walk me to the general office and invited me to sit down on the comfy sofa hahaha and i totally felt so happy after the meeting ((:

haha okayy please let me be a bit braver to actually reject it.

Last ride on; 9:53 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

haha work on sat was much fun! hahah i love it when it's just so relaxing and i dont have to teach so much. and my cutest girl was there hahahha!hoying was suuuppper cute omg she's like so small sized and very very adorable!when i first reached, she came up to me and hugged me!haha and subsequently,she kept asking me to carry her around and she'll come up to me and say 'laoshi,baobao!' hahah sooo cute la!then i'll carry her around and she'll just cling on to me tightly!and when im reading my magazine,she'll just come and stand beside me and give me a hug!soo uberly cute!haha and when i said im going off to the toilet,she said she needed the toilet too and rushed to put down the phone so that she can go with me!hahha that cute little one!hahha and i was falling asleep while teaching b grr haha so i let him play xbox after he finished his schoolwork so i can take a break as well haha.i bet he was like damn happy cos he can finally play hahaha.

and friday!night out with lily fang and zhixin!teehee fang and i took the same bus but we didnt know until the both of us alighted and she saw me at the traffic light!haha and we ate at some asian restaurant and ended up with all the tsechar stuff hehh.and there were all the bones and all haha but ohwell the food was not bad! (: and yayy and phish food is so wonderfully delicious!haha super sinful but i loved it! (: hahaha and i realised fang and i live rather close to each other!connected by the really ulu&bumpy bus called 173 hahaha. and cheers to our next sleepover hope it'll be real soon! ((:

yayy this week has been great!schools are responding and they all seem receptive!haha i hope the upcoming meeting is productive and successful!haha if only they care about it half as much, that would be the best gift ever. but im glad to see improvement (: yayy!

Last ride on; 5:40 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

haha my kids went cranky today and there were like all sorts of dances!hahah they really do crack me up nonstop today hahahaha!there was cq with her jellyfish and chicken dance, hy with her liangpopo dance, m.soh with his hiphop,rach and ct dancing to the tune of the penguin etc etc. hahha i think they were seriously too stressed during the exam period that resulted in their crankiness hehh. they're just suuupeer cute la!and of course there's the qian nian lao yao!hahah we kept comparing our height and length of our fingers etc and we kept wanting to be the shorter one. so while i stand, she'll bend down a little and then i'll bend down somemore and in the end both of us ended up on the floor ahahhaha!and she's super cute la!when she was about to go home,she'll come and stand by me and tell me she's going home instead of telling ahemm hahha!and she calls me wan nian lao yao rarr hahha!but yeahh today i was simply laughing at all their silliness and funny jokes/dances hahaha and when i told them what to do for tmr, they were like huhhh where are you going tmr!then i was like hahah ohh im going dancing tmr haha!and one of them actually believed me and asked if i like dancing HAHAH!omg okayy i was quite lame hehh but yeahh today was such a funnn dayy! ((: those kids can really make my day so wonderful i'll seriously miss them so much la!

haha okayy its really amazing how so many wonderful things can happen on a single day!got a shock when i received it but yeahh it came as a pleasant surprise (: yayy number 1: emb emails settled. number 2: wonderful day at work(and this means alot to me!) number 3: offers. will the next number appear tmr?hahha hopefully! ((:

haha and im going cranky too thanks to my kids!hahha like ermm some stopping piracy and pleasereject(hahha wonderful ideas of mine teeheee!)haha and creating miraclez and finding miraclez hahha there're like so many puns hahhaha!okayy hahaha yayy i love this week! ((:

gahh and sharon's leaving so soon!too soon for me to find it acceptable!booo sighh i'll definitely miss those sessions but do take care!

and thanks jy for the REALLY crappy session hahaha i couldnt stop laughing all the while ((:

Last ride on; 10:31 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

hahaha hmmm its been a really productive day today teeeheee! ((: okayy meeting was real fun and we managed to settle lots of things!my agenda is like how good can haha!yeahh okayy the old ones were like gahhhh making me speechless and grrr.haha but im so glad for all the ppl we have now.at least they're all contributing as much as us which makes me very happy heee.it was like lots of fun plus productivity!and i cant wait for the arabstreet+chinatown one hahaha!and i wanna visit the shop i saw my bangle at,i hope it hasnt been sold out yet!and of course ji4 de2 chi1!haha yummmm yam paste ahhh!

im super duper happy that my ipod got fixed already hahahahaha!and it was no longer under warranty but the lady was nice enough not to charge me for it haha ((: and i met sharon at the wheelock underpass hahahaha!she's super funny and well she was busking for care corner hahah what fond memories with the hail/worm/curfews hahaha.but yeahh must meet up soon dear! ((:

and since its past twelve now, happy mother's day to my dearest mummy!thankyou for everything that you've done, bearing with all my erratic tempers,having to pack up after me all the time,all those hth talks and all. you're really the pillar of my life dear mummy!it seems as though there's nothing you wont know and its really amazing how you can put up with all my tempers and indecisiveness.thanks for always being there for me,listening to me and my grumbles.i know you always dread me asking you to go shopping with me when you've got tons of work to do but you still go along anyway just to make me happy.i just wanna say a big thankyou and i really dont know what i'd do without you! i love you lots and lots mum! ((:

Last ride on; 12:13 AM

Friday, May 9, 2008

hahha okayy yayy finally btt today yayy one thing off my mind at last!hahha then had a craving for macs and suddenly i saw the whole place under renovation bahhh its so not fated.

hmmm okayy i really hope emb goes well, as in according to our plans. i hate the red tape and everything. why cant they be abit more flexible grrr that'll mean alot better for us!hahha okayy and well need to set things straight, esp after the bomb that just dropped on us so unsuspectingly hehh.

and yayy last day of chionging for exams with them!haha i feel so much more relaxed now!hahha and i woke up earlier to come up with mindmaps for them how nice of me hohoho!felt so proud of myself cos i havent been doing mindmaps since forever hahahha! ((: yayy and next week means more relaxed yayy!though im totally dreading the results plus parents part. haha and job was soo cute today la hahah he was desperately trying to persuade me to let him draw in class cos he had already finished his exams.hahah i would definitely love to but sad to say, i have to be fair bahh. ahh but he's so cute now hee and he loves sitting right in front of me cos he says its better hahahha!and he's so chubby and cute la!my new love ((: haha and cy's super cute la haha she gave me a massage yayy! ((:

gahh and i hope it will be fine!im getting rather nervous haha but nvm at least its another step closer! (: jiayou!and get lost you insensitive pigg rarr can you please think of others rarr hate you!

yayy ben&jerrys tmr teeheee! (: and i cant wait for arab street whee! ((:

Last ride on; 10:37 PM

Thursday, May 8, 2008

haha okayy im supposed to be settling all the designs and everything but bahh shall slack for awhile first.gahh its definitely not a smooth-sailing route but im sure we'll get through this. as days go by and the clock keeps ticking, it gets more tensed up. bahhh i guess we can only rely on ourselves!some of you might care but at this point in time,its really hard to get you to help. im really really hoping for the best!jiayouu we can do this! ((:

haha and my kids are reallly cranky!its really amazing how im like scolding grr angrily and then the rest of them come up with all sorts of weird conversation that really make me burst out laughing while scolding. haha sometimes its really super hard to control myself from laughing while scolding hhahhaa!and i realised its very hard to keep scolding!like i'd be stumped for words halfway while scolding and ended up repeating myself again hahaahha!hahha and i feel that im sooo naggy now like repeating instructions/reminders over and over again before they go for their exams.haha but ohwell at least i know its worth it for them minus ahem and grrr.its really heartening to see them improve after my 'reminders' hehh.yayy jiayou kids!

everything is so rushed right now i wish i could stop time!which reminds me i havent finished watching heroes after like soo long!should get a break man. (:

Last ride on; 12:17 AM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

haha yayy to the labour day holidays! (: haha okayy actually well sorry for the past few emo/angsty posts. for those who've been asking, thanks loads for your concern! (: hahaha i guess the past week was just frustrating after having like so many changes packed into a few days. hahha but things are wayy better now! (:

haha hmmm i've been bumping into really strange ppl on buses ever since i moved house!hahha seems like there are lots of weirdooos in bb area.hmmm the no.1 weirdo and the one who never fails to terrorize me!this suuuuper weird uncle who'll always be talking to himself. and he curses damn alot like f-ing a__h___/b____ then im like huhh.and whats worse, he likes to play with lighters on the bus!and the first time i met him, i got a shock cos he was sitting behind me, muttering and stuff and suddenly i hear tick-tick!and i turned 45degrees looking at the window reflection and saw him playing with the flame like wth!then when he was about to alight,he came from behind me and flashed the lighter in front of me and grinned at me and i was like WHATT!super scarrry and the worst thing is somehow he always happens to take the same bus as me and sometimes at the same bus stop!like really really scarrryy person ive met so far!

and then today, while on my way to tpy for meeting, hahha this half-blind man came right in front of me and wanted to sit on my leg and i like like SHOCKED!luckily i was fast enough to like escape before he rested his butt on me!like whattt!grrrr and so i had to stand for more than half the journey from bb to tpy which is like uberly farrr!okayy but as he was half-blind,i wasnt as pissed hahah.

and there were damn alot of weirddd dreams too!like i dreamt that cc came for emb and was teaching us stilts hahahha!and he was wearing a red shirt heee! (((: and then there was the most hilarious dream ever!bushy had rebonded his hair hahhaa that was like hahahhahaha!my really weird week hehh.

then meeting today was better than what we had expected but it made us really jittery. i really really hope things will work out fine!please dont waste our effort ahhhh!received rejection letter from hws and i was like really shocked when esther showed me the reply slip!gahhhh what on earth!ouchhh but hahah nvm keep pressing on nuaaa!jiayou jiayou we can do this alrightt! (:

Last ride on; 11:36 PM

Saturday, May 3, 2008

yayy an absolutely durian-y post! ((:

hahah funn day it was, with lots of durians and wonderful time spent with my dear nuaworm hehh. anywayy yayy so we finally went for the durian fiesta!it was yummilicious!we both felt so good taking the first bite! (imagine the fireworks as shown in ratatoiulle!) hahha and yeahh and we were so blur in there hahahha.

here we were!

yumyum the legendary durian mousse cake and durian oreo cake!irressistably good!

and of course, the little tarts!
top: crunchy hazelnut tartlet(i think), bottom left: brownie durian chocolate cup and bottom right: durian crumble. hmmm the hazelnut tartlet was really special, but thought that the crumble wasnt crumble enough and the choc didnt go well with the durian hehh.overall still satisfactory though! (:

ohman the durian oreo cake!

yeahh and my perfect self-taking(aka camwhoring) skills.

close-up!yumyum!

halfway through!and we were already struggling!

and then we watched harold&kumar!hahha congrats jy for your successful attempt!the stupid person at lido who was so irritating!luckily we met nice ppl at cathay!haha and this is my very first m18 movie!super funny and well abit vulgar though!and us in the theatre! (:

after the movie, hahha decided to go spotlight to shop/camwhore hahahha lots of unglam photos and ermm well funny ones hehh.and we got cranky due to sugar overload!

hahah spot the similarities!

mirrors! (: hahha yeah we're getting better at this hahahaha!

and when i reached home,omg i realised my dad bought more durians hahahaha omg!and being as gluttony as always,i continued eating hahaha!and now i smell durian all the time!haha but im indulging in this feeling haha.

durians overdose! ((:

yayy super fun day out with nuaworm hahahah looking forward to the arab street one! ((: bahh but it can only be after event ): im like so excited about it alr hahahha!cant wait to get the supr pretty bangles i didnt buy the other time rarr.

yayy anyway im so happy that we're seeing improvements!jiayou jiayou!thanks for everything!more updates and initiative from everyone alr yay! (:

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