The Last Ride
Thursday, March 13, 2008
the cold and harsh weather makes me wanna snuggle up in my blanket, in my own comfort zone.

anyway my kids are really super cute!esp the p1 and 2 kids!haha unlike my class ppl rarr.he's just like annoying and gets on my nerves all the time!how i wish i could just pour cold water on him to make him more awake!stupid arghhhh and like he told me his sister vomited on the booklet that he's supposed to do and im supposed to mark and go through with him.like arghh how disgusting!and he knows nothing but complain about others.why cant he reflct upon himself instead of pushing the blame onto others all the time!

thats beside the point anywayy, i love the p1 and 2 kids la!they're all so small and cute! i was just sitting down and then ct came over to me and gave me a hug!so cute right!awww..really love her la that cute little one.and rach gave me a massage without me asking her to do so!she was standing behind me then kept pressing on my shoulder blades and eventually gave me a massage!hahha soo cute!and when i was waiting for my dad to come, i saw nicholas who was on the bus and he was like trying to catch my attention and waved at me frantically with that very excited look on his face!hahha super duper cute!

those innocent faces and thoughts are really the ones that make this all worthwhile. their sincerity and all really touched me. that look in their eyes and how they're always so excited when they see you. im falling in love with my job (minus the fact that there's this weird person and my rude students) hahaha it really cheers me up to just see all their innocent and carefree faces (:

so much has happened and there's only so much i can do. just read this email and this just seems so relevant. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime. ive been so overwhelmed by what has happened that im no longer hopeful. but i guess this is simply part of life. when there's no longer anything that you can do,i guess you just hope for the best.

through it all, im really thankful that i have such a wonderful family. i love you (:

Last ride on; 10:07 PM


リプレイ
歌: Plastic Tree
作詞 & 作曲: 有村竜太朗

最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ?
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
サヨナラだよ。

This blog is best viewed in
Internet Explorer IE 7
with screen size of 1024 by 768 or higher.

BOLD italic underline strike


ONE AND ONLY


sg scgs/acjc/nus.


LOVE

exits
  • SWEETBYTES!
  • tinkle trinkets
  • the three retards (:

  • chong
  • jiayun
  • kareen
  • karen
  • pau
  • retard no.3
  • valen
  • zhixin

  • MEMORIES

    December 2007
    January 2008
    February 2008
    March 2008
    April 2008
    May 2008
    June 2008
    July 2008
    August 2008
    September 2008
    October 2008
    November 2008
    December 2008

    THOUGHTS


    THANK YOU
    blogger
    Image and Brush: deviantART
    Lyrics from リプレイ by Plastic Tree
    Designer: wintermin