The Last Ride
Sunday, March 9, 2008
okayy shant harp too much on results.it was totally sucky but actually im really thankful as well. it made me think through carefully what i wanted in life, what suited me and what is best for me. through this, ive become stronger and i know how to manage my emotions better. im really thankful that i have such a supportive family. you guys were there to hear me whine like mad before i got my results. then never gave up on me despite knowing i screwed up and that i didnt exactly do my best for it. you all gave me advice, teaching my how to face up to my own problems and how to source for alternatives. ive learnt how to stand up stronger after experiencing setbacks. after all, this is not the end of the world. my dear mummy, thank you so much for everything. the endless support you gave me and how much you believe in me. knowing that i was terribly upset, you kept talking to me.you gave me the strength to believe in myself and gave me hopes for the future even when ive lost confidence in everything. because of you, i got to understand myself better and im able to see my future so much clearer now. thankyou.

sat
went for work and it was like rarr. okayy but my boss was rather nice, gave me advice for uni life and stuff. supposed to sign agreement hahha it sounds so ridiculous.demanding parents and annoying kids.then met trinette for smu open house.it was like bustling with activities, with dances and muay thai hahha i bet my bro would love it.then we were rushing for this admissions talk when this guy started pushing us(like really pushed!) into some siss talk which was mostly on IT stuff and we were totally clueless on what was happening so we decided to leave.it was so hard to leave cos it was such a small room and everyone knew that we sneaked off.then went for abit of admissions talk and then off to ntu open house.well those ppl were really nice,telling us lots of stuff about ntu and the diff facs on the bus.looking at how passionate they were about what they were studying felt really inspiring. then ntu open house was like omg!super crowded and we were so lost.met shuqin there and it felt so good to talk to her again after so long!it was just so comforting to talk to her and discuss about all these stressful stuffs.met amanda and pekkei there as well.hahah havent seen them for so long!then went home with like lots of stuffs from the open house, my hands were like breakinggg!

sun
went for hc with fang lily and zhixin!hahha thankyou all for accompanying me and hahha alot of funny stuffs happened hehh.like we were on the way to the school until i called dy and realised that it was at vch!dy you owe me a treat man!mygosh la!then got a shock cos everything there was like chinese!like even the ticketing booth!hahah but ohwell the play was rather nice.liked the second one most cos i found it very profound and it really applies to daily lives.the only one that i can understand what it was trying to say(much thanks to lily's interpretation!)and the guy was so sweet hahha he took off his jacket and offered it to the girl who sneezed cos it was cold hahha!and the third one got us all so pissed so the guy was such a B&MS!felt like killing him la rarr!how can he leave the bride only when they were on the ceremony day,after they've exchanged vows and fall for another one and it was a doll la!rarrr!hahha and it was super funny with us camwhoring like mad (ehh i dont ACT natural okayyy!booo sobsob) and lily's pigeon toes hahha!then the escalator thing that poked me and zx!and mos burger's chicken nuggets is so much nicer than macs!hahha ohya then the way home was the ultimate man haha i totally laughed till i had stomach ache hahha ostriches can fly omg and noble prize hahhahaha!crappy days like this are the best hahahaha.

and boo meeting tmr.sucks.they better turn up or else...

shattered dreams, dashed hopes, thwarted plans

Last ride on; 10:29 PM


リプレイ
歌: Plastic Tree
作詞 & 作曲: 有村竜太朗

最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ?
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
サヨナラだよ。

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