The Last Ride
Saturday, March 1, 2008
hmmm lots of life lessons learnt today at the cdc workshop. thought it was really fruitful and yeah learnt lots of meaningful stuffs. it touched me greatly especially when we were sharing our experiences and most of them were really experienced in volunteering, some spending half their lives volunteering!one of them had like 35years of experience alr!and it really touched me to see their passion for volunteering and still wanting to upgrade themselves. hahha compared to them, we were like spring chickens as what joe said hahhaha!and the ppl were really friendly too(besides the fact that some were pissed at the start) anywayy daniel was a really good trainer hahhahah lots of promotion for embRACE,gonna make sure they all come for it hahahha!and yayy embRACE TOO! ((: hahha omg us and our crazy ideas hahah!

anyway,hmmm it really brought to mind that there are in fact so many other perspectives that we often neglect and hence missing the main point. we're always focusing on the tip of the iceberg and not uncover what lies beneath those that we see. and its really true how ppl dont rmb the good you've done but they'll never forget the times you've screwed up. it has happened so many times and well its just reality. going through this has really made me reflect alot of how i used to chair meetings, how i should change for the better and how to make all this much more effective. but like what he said, people make up 99% of our problems and thats exactly what we're facing now blehh. it really struck me that ive never thought about the changes in the world and how i simply thought it doesnt concern me at all. all these change, making lots of difference in our daily lives and effectively affects everyone. ive never thought of how my future would be like with all these changes in place. all this while, ive been so focused on what i want to do that all this has never came across as important to me. problems wise, well ive never ever had a systematic way of solving it. i suddenly realised that everytime we meet a problem, we'll just go straight into solving it, without even identifying the root of it and labelling it specifically. ive always had the mindset that things will simply workout somehow someway.hmmm lots of lessons learnt and it was indeed an enriching session.

be a student, not a follower. its really amazing how ppl are still learning at the age of 68, and still as enthusiastic. ohwell impossible only exists in the dictionary of fools hhaha how motivating. (:

i was indeed inspired by this session. one of the most enriching workshops ive ever attended, bringing to my attention so many things ive neglected in my course of life, in organising this proj and stuffs. focusing on one topic so hard often makes you stifled. so many ideas were given to us regarding embRACE and many of which were ideas so simple but we've been too focused that we lose sight of so many things.nvm there shall be embRACE TOO! ((: hhaha and yayy they were all supportive of our idea hohho we were totally forcing them to come hahha!and the ppl were really nice and friendly haha and we ate damn alot omg we were like bursting after the workshop!breakfast at 10am then lunch at 1pm to 2pm and then teabreak at 3pm omg!and sweets/snacks throughout the workshop it was totally a pigging out session!

hahha then met fang zhixin lily raymond and ian hwee for dinner hhaha at nydc omg!and i was craving for that during lunch just now hehh.fang totally read my mind!but pity i was too full but still, the ugly cake was nice!hot fudge cake topped with vanilla icecream yayy!haha it was good!then headed to coffee bean where we started talking about ghost stories and freaking ourselves out rarr. super scary blehh.and i dont wanna sit at the corridor there all you pokes!bahhh anywayy was really fun talking and simply catching up.work life is like arghhh haha greeat time for grumblingg about _____ hahha booo and all of you should support singapore production! the leap years!
arghh i cant be bothered with this anymore im so irritated.it wasnt my fault in the first place but since you insisted,there's nothing i can do anyway.arghhhhh be pissed for all you want.

Last ride on; 11:40 PM


リプレイ
歌: Plastic Tree
作詞 & 作曲: 有村竜太朗

最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ?
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
サヨナラだよ。

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