The Last Ride
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
i still cant erase the image of my cute little ahpo, trying to fight back those tears..it seemed to be etched in my memory and thats the only thing ive been thinking about since then. it was really a very sad scene, of her trying to hide and pretend that nothing has happened.but when no one else was around, and i asked her what happened, she totally couldnt control it anymore and started crying.ouch felt so sad for her ): though i wasnt the one who made her cry, i still felt so terrible cos i was the one who witnessed her first drop of tear and how hard she was trying to fight back.well sometimes i really think she's too harsh on her students.i think we should all be strict but there shouldnt be biasedness.its way too obvious that even i cant stand it.

and for the record, i just made this student of mine cry today.but seriously,i wasnt scolding her at all!i was just reasoning things out with her but probably i sounded too stern ): but anyway, i was so traumatised when she cried!bahhh and i thought that making this other student on the verge of tears yesterday was bad enough.but really, i guess its not the scolding that made them cry, but more of knowing their mistake and feeling guilty about it.shit but still it makes me feel so bad.okayy i shall be nice and not scold them so often now.hahha and lesser homework probably? (:

haha and something this parent said today really made my day! (:
parent: so are you still leaving?
me: yeahh im leaving after june
parent: ohno, she'll miss you so much!

hahah okayy its really parents and students like these that make all your effort worthwhile. (: that simple gesture of appreciation and trust, knowing that their kids will be in safe hands and come out even better in fact!its just so different! (:


and stupid ______!she was trying to peep at my testimonial and kept asking me why i needed one and how i got it!how annoying!noseyparker just go and mind your own business!

Last ride on; 9:21 PM


リプレイ
歌: Plastic Tree
作詞 & 作曲: 有村竜太朗

最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ?
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
サヨナラだよ。

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