The Last Ride
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
yayy i feel so accomplished nowadays,rushing through my syllabus and we managed to complete everything according to what ive planned heh.but my kids are complaining that im giving them work non-stop hahha!and my supervisor thinks my class is quieter now yayy!haha

anyway hmmm lots of goodbyes these days. it really made me realise that im growing up already. and the harsh reality that you'll be on your own eventually arghh i hate that kinda feeling ): it really hurts to see someone close to you leaving and the past just seems so long ago.okayy maybe this is what work does to you.makes you feel that school has been so long ago.this sucks.arghh okayy i really miss school. the people,the place,the uniform, the rules and everything. there'll always be this sense of familiarity there,knowing that all you have to deal with is schoolwork. i really hate this sense of uncertainty, and the fact that im no longer in touch with anything. it seems like a different world altogether ): pau&karen: booo i'll miss you guys terribly!do take care! my dear lil sis:blehh first time leaving us so far away. even though you're only gone for a few days, im beginning to miss you already!bahhh take care!

arghh i dunno why but i guess im getting irritated. irresponsible people who cannot be accountable for anything. empty promises and lots more. looking at my kids, they're all so young yet they know how to keep their promises. a simple promise means alot to them and they can make sure they really carry out what they've promised. the candy in my pencilcase never fails to remind me of how he, whom everyone knows to be a big liar and unreliable one, kept to what he has promised. that might have been just another candy to him. but to me, it meant a lot more. it was a promise, well kept to. but why is it that the same thing cannot happen to adults? adults who have gone through so much more, understood so much more and so much more educated. ppl who come from top institutions, who claim so much more in testimonials. ppl who have so many fantastic plans for their future. it really shows.

embarking on this project has really got me thinking alot on responsibility and commitment. well maybe its just me, but i still feel that its only right to carry through sth that you have promised to be involved in. since you were the one who wanted it in the first place, there should be no empty promises made. all sorts of lousy excuses that came up. it isnt as though we dont know. its just that we cant be bothered. arghh dont they ever feel guilty or sth. rarr how unfair. hmmm i guess this has taught me not to have your hopes too high, just so you wont be disappointed yet again. i wonder how much more we can accomplish if we can all unite and do our part. i guess its just a matter of perception. its not just another thing that you can add on to your testimonial. its a difference you wanna see around you.

hmmm okayy rather reflective post heh. the innocence of those kids can really make my day (:

Last ride on; 10:29 PM


リプレイ
歌: Plastic Tree
作詞 & 作曲: 有村竜太朗

最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ?
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
サヨナラだよ。

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