The Last Ride
Friday, February 29, 2008
rarr how annoying they're all not doing their job.stupid i had to like redo the whole thing for them bahhh.hahha then everyone was so angry for me also hehh.ohcrap i just totally forgot about answer keys blehh.anyway w is super nice!she offered to help me photocopy everything omg!like from all the assessment books and stuff.i feel so bad but she kept saying its okay and she's free anyway.haha i have really nice colleagues (:
(except for ________ wahahah!)
and yayy j came back today alr hehh.full of praises for me ((: she compared me to ______ and she said im so much better than her hahahha of course right.how can anyone not like me man hahha!anyway well i really think she sucks la hehh.dunno why but i really cant click with her at all so ya its really horrible.and she doesnt bother to share the workload with me boooo box her!

ohya and my supervisor said ive improved alot in controlling my kids heeheee!she said im alot fiercer now yayy!who says i cant be fierce hahaha!shall show you all my death stare next time haha!

and yayy embRACE doesnt really seem that bad now hehh.except for that grave mistake which js said its alright now (yayy!), it seems to be going smoothly ((: we might even have collaborations with onepeople yayy!the person was really very nice hee!she kept trying to accommodate my schedule heh.yayy i keep meeting nice people (: yayy we'll get through this man!

and my cute little froggie!hahah cos my toes will always go very cold when im in aircon places.so she tried to warm it by putting her warm hands on my feet la!hahha so cute right!ahhh omg love her so much man ((: i'll definitely miss her so much when i leave there man.booo last day of feb alr time is passing too fast!

anyway the leap years looks good!ahhh i wanna watch it! (:

Last ride on; 8:45 PM


Thursday, February 28, 2008
yayyy my very nice new blogskin heh im so pro man! (:

haha okayy hmmm my kids are soo cute today they kept praising me saying that i look very pretty today with my ribbony top hehh.and everyone thought i was going on a date heh.and they didnt believe im 18 omg how hurting ): hahha anywayy they just kept saying i look very nice today hehh.like everytime they walk past me (:

anyway argh lots of problems.sorry jy i didnt tell you about the mistake booo.and i thought we could do that.argh lots of miscommunication im so sorry.rarr what a wrong thing to be blur about im so sorryyy.i think i'll have to start writing down everything that i want to say so i dont forget again sighh.

arghhh very irritated.this sucks.so many issues to settle and we cant even consult anyone booo.waiting for so many ppl to get back but ohwell they never do.why cant they understand how much more we have to do rarr.sucks.and i dont need you to tell me everyday that results are coming out.who doesnt know man.rarrr more like you need some reminders of what your job is like right grrr.stop pushing everything to me im so irritated.there's no initiative at all how annoying.

anywayy,first taste of my beloved pineapple tart since very long ago and it tasted heavenly omg!hahha i miss my pineapple tarts during cny!nvm at least i still have the leftovers hahhaha yayy.and saw this article in urban today about this chocolate bowl omg looks damn good.ask me for the address hahha.and according to them,azabu sabo serves really good desserts omg.some hokkaido hot balls omg looks damn good.haha shall set next meeting there if possible.hahha i know jy will support my decision hehh ((: yayy meetings always means good food yumyum.and my little froggie's mum bought curry puffs for me today yayy long time craving ahhh it was sooo nice! (:

bahh i dont wanna wake up at 7 on saturdayyyy ))):

Last ride on; 9:21 PM


Tuesday, February 26, 2008
hahha okayy my dear cute lil p1 kid today is soo sweet hahah!the first thing she said when she saw me was 'ruiyu-jiejie!you wear until very nice today!' hahhaa!okayy that really made my day haha ct is really super cute heh.a very hyperactive one and super loud!hahha very tiny but always carries a super big bag!then rachel my dear ahpo will always help ct carry her heavy bag and let ct push her trolley bag around heh.so cute right!its really amazing how kids so young already know how to take care of one another.it might mean nothing to them but it really touches me to see them care so much for one another. (: and rachel will always go and look for ct when school is dismissed,bring her out cos ct is sooo blur and help her carry her bag by the time i see her.hahaha its really amazing especially when rachel is the youngest in the family and is very very pampered.these kids are amazing!

hahah okayy and yayy finally signed up for driving!hhahah after procrastinating for so long and forgetting to bring ic and stuffs heh.ohwell sat was really embarrassing esp on the bus rarr.stupid fangus.hahha and then monday was soooo dragggy omg the briefing was like lallala and the person there implied i was low-tech rarr how annoying.when i paid them like so much money.rarr welcome to the real world.where everything costs so much ): my pay somehow doesnt seem enough to cover all my expenses!

haha okayy and i was gloating today cos ______ got scolded!hhahah oops im so evil but too bad!who asked you not to play your part and keep pushing everything to me.somehow i have to work so much harder than you when we get the same amount.hahaha perhaps im too responsible but i always think we should share the responsibility esp when we're on the same boat!hahhaha okayy so i feel totally guiltless gloating wahahhahaa!

hahhaha and my kids are so much quieter now that i got back my voice!hahhaha i feel so evil but ohwell heh.they're like going crazy also cos i give them too much work!hahha one of them was swinging his handkerchief above his head and said he's doraemon omg!hahha and then another one was like plucking vegetables like gardener hahah!i think they're all going cranky oops hahaha!

super high now i shouldnt have drank mocha omg.hahah anyway meeting just now hahhaha omg it was so atrocious!the food there smells so nice but rarr i cant eat anything but porridge for a week! ): nvm meeting at nydc again next time yayyy!hahhah yumyumm and the mocha elephancino with yummy choc sauce!sugar rush + caffeine isnt exactly good at night time hhahah!reminds me of the night in school with karen haha!and anywayyy argh i cant be bothered with irresponsible ppl.ultimately we're the only ones doing everything i guess.dont make empty promises when you arent confident of fulfilling it.but i guess im numb to it alr.it has happened too many times that ohwell meetings are like the two of us all the time.hahha nvm at least we have great taste and there's yummy food all the time! (: ahhh i wannna eatttt!

hahha and omg ben&jerry's next week with my dear pw mates!hahhah im really thankful that my pw group is sooo nice!hahah i cant wait for the gathering dears! ((:

ahhh im still like wide awake booo and still very high hehh shit i shouldnt drink coffee at night next time!ahhhh hahahhahah okayy anywayy thankyou jy hahha your ears must be hurting cos i complained/grumbled so much hehh.looks are indeed deceiving you're so not nua hahhaha! (:

Last ride on; 11:58 PM


Friday, February 22, 2008
blehh have been sleeping nonstop for these two days heh.finally got a break from work and everything else. (: okayy but it wasnt exactly a nice feeling either.even the doc was shocked at the number of times i vomited and quickly gave me an injection.bahhh he just poked it in without any warning how nice hurhur. and stupid dy called ytd and got a shock when he heard me hhaha.said that i sounded as though i became very old and kept saying it was very scaryy rarr.

okayy and stop reminding me of how fast its all gonna be out. i dont wanna face it at all bahhh. this sucks.

hahaha okayy i realised my job actually makes me fall sick very easily. what with all the screaming and the environment heh. and i think i passed my sickness to them too oops!hahah and stupid b was like how annoying.luckily i saw him only once this week oohlala!this is like the best week everrr! ((:

okayy yayy nydc on mondayyy!teeheee ((:

Last ride on; 3:55 PM


Wednesday, February 20, 2008
yayy i feel so accomplished nowadays,rushing through my syllabus and we managed to complete everything according to what ive planned heh.but my kids are complaining that im giving them work non-stop hahha!and my supervisor thinks my class is quieter now yayy!haha

anyway hmmm lots of goodbyes these days. it really made me realise that im growing up already. and the harsh reality that you'll be on your own eventually arghh i hate that kinda feeling ): it really hurts to see someone close to you leaving and the past just seems so long ago.okayy maybe this is what work does to you.makes you feel that school has been so long ago.this sucks.arghh okayy i really miss school. the people,the place,the uniform, the rules and everything. there'll always be this sense of familiarity there,knowing that all you have to deal with is schoolwork. i really hate this sense of uncertainty, and the fact that im no longer in touch with anything. it seems like a different world altogether ): pau&karen: booo i'll miss you guys terribly!do take care! my dear lil sis:blehh first time leaving us so far away. even though you're only gone for a few days, im beginning to miss you already!bahhh take care!

arghh i dunno why but i guess im getting irritated. irresponsible people who cannot be accountable for anything. empty promises and lots more. looking at my kids, they're all so young yet they know how to keep their promises. a simple promise means alot to them and they can make sure they really carry out what they've promised. the candy in my pencilcase never fails to remind me of how he, whom everyone knows to be a big liar and unreliable one, kept to what he has promised. that might have been just another candy to him. but to me, it meant a lot more. it was a promise, well kept to. but why is it that the same thing cannot happen to adults? adults who have gone through so much more, understood so much more and so much more educated. ppl who come from top institutions, who claim so much more in testimonials. ppl who have so many fantastic plans for their future. it really shows.

embarking on this project has really got me thinking alot on responsibility and commitment. well maybe its just me, but i still feel that its only right to carry through sth that you have promised to be involved in. since you were the one who wanted it in the first place, there should be no empty promises made. all sorts of lousy excuses that came up. it isnt as though we dont know. its just that we cant be bothered. arghh dont they ever feel guilty or sth. rarr how unfair. hmmm i guess this has taught me not to have your hopes too high, just so you wont be disappointed yet again. i wonder how much more we can accomplish if we can all unite and do our part. i guess its just a matter of perception. its not just another thing that you can add on to your testimonial. its a difference you wanna see around you.

hmmm okayy rather reflective post heh. the innocence of those kids can really make my day (:

Last ride on; 10:29 PM


Sunday, February 17, 2008
bahhh been missing out on alot of new year goodies rarr this is the worst new year ever!i miss my dear dear pineapple tarts and a dozen other food rarr.ICECREAM!okayy im having like lots and lots of cravings nowadays stupid flu bug get lost!okayy im highly annoyed that my cough comes only at night that disrupts my sleep every night rarr.arghh okayy nvm anyway there were still some happy stuffs (:

my dear froggie folded a flower for me hoho!ahhh okayy i was super duper happy when i first received it hahha my best valentine's day gift ever yayy ((: hmmm then met up with scones for farewell dinner and yayy everyone said my hair looks nicer now heh and steph who said my hair isnt pokey anymore!since when was my hair pokey anywayy rarr.hahah anyway it was a nice night out,simply hanging out with everyone and talking about random stuffs. blehh but pity i had to leave early.ahhh how i wish pau and karen dont have to leave so sooon!i'll miss you guys!

hmmm then went home to rush out proposal for submission blehh okayy i hope we dont get shot again.personally i feel that this version is so much better and many things were clarified, so well hope for the best then!anyway our comm is like hurhur okayy nvm.

okayy i feel bad for not spending enough effort on their presents.sorry but i wish i had more time to get things done arghh this is just so upsetting.i hate the thought of this,knowing that you could have done so much better but you're just not doing it.blehh okayy grrr getting very angsty blehh.

hahah okayy just watched this stupid show haha this girl can actually catch up with some sports car how fake hahah then she swang right into the car from the rooftop using the hose reel thing.hahaha okayy i totally burst out laughing at that.okayy random i know.

bahhh funorama tickets are really like stagnant rarr.and have to settle the hc thing also blehh.okayy i dread seeing msgs and well heh i realise i havent been replying alot cos i dont like typing on my phone hah.this is like how annoying.blehh okayy i realise i can never understand this.why worry about the many uncertainties when it'll be revealed in no time.okayy maybe im just frustrated by how ppl around me keep lamenting about it and stuff rarr.blehh this sucks.okayy how i wish i can just take a break from all this.arghh

anyway our pw outing soon yayy!ben&jerry's ahhh!okayy better recover by then!hahha and well meeting this thurs!hahah looking forward to it!haha since our meeting places usually means good food hoho ((:

Last ride on; 7:21 PM


Thursday, February 14, 2008
hhaha happy valentine's day!aww a really sweet day heh.my cute little froggie really made my day heee ((: my new valentine hee.ahh i love my little froggie heeheee.just to quote my little froggie: (while grabbing on to my hand) "i dont wanna let go of you!" awww hahaha then today she gave me a picture of a frog that she drew herself hahah okayy it looks like a bear actually but its the thought that counts!i love my little froggie!haha and my cute little laoahpo who never fail to make me smile whenever i see her!her many many aiyos and small eyes heeheee.who loves walking around in my shoes and poking my legs whenever im standing at the counter.haha its so amazing how these kids that i dont teach are really the ones who make my day and make me think that all this is worthwhile.hahha i love my laoahpo and little frogg! ((:

and thankyou dear dashu for yor msg!it came just as i was typing this post heh.awww it was really sweet of you dear!love ya!

ohya and of course my dear yeechian!thankyou for not putting me in a difficult position and for agreeing to come with me dear!love ya!my other valentine for the day heeheee! ((:

hmmm mad rush for proposal these few days.arghh okayy thankyou jy for listening to me grumble all the time and for rushing with me heh.stupid.ppl are like daoing my msg esp when its instructions for them to do stuffs and get back to me.you wanted to be in it so do your part and prove your worth!rarr.ohya long long talk with bh blehh and i was like grumbling quite abit too heh.thanks for listening and for all your advice/encouragement.yayy apparently it sounds very promising ((: (or maybe it was just to console us cos i sounded like damn sian heh) okayy anyway hope we can make it for the deadline!

why is it that the ones who help us the most are the ones who arent even involved.and those involved are the ones who simply dont care.

Last ride on; 9:17 PM


Monday, February 4, 2008
hahah okayy 27 dresses on sat was great!especially loved the company! (: ohwell i still think its not really sweet enough hmmm or maybe i have high expectations heh.ahhh pau and karen please dont leave!i'll really miss you all badly!pau!super cute with all your funny expressions and weird noises from you!my dear study buddy,i'll definitely miss you so much!karen!though you always ps me so many many times,i still love you!hahha my dear friend whom ive known since sc but never got around to talking to you till in scone.ahhh sleepovers will never be the same without you two! ): and my fellow house addicts omg!ahhh! )): but nvm another sleepover soon yayyy!everyone please dont ps okayyy! ((:

hmmm then cultural after that and it was rather productive.got super high over food heeee ((: our meeting places always revolve round food heh.ahhh spike-d was so good omg!okayy and i must really thank jy and syah for being so commited and enthusiastic (: and of course for listening to all my grumbles heh.

stupid ______ rarrr who do you think you are!grrrr stop ordering us around we're not your underlings!your tone and your attitude sucks.we so do not need you at all!rarrrrr!get lost!

Last ride on; 9:05 PM


リプレイ
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最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ?
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
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