The Last Ride
Friday, December 28, 2007
saying it three times means its for real,that i really mean it(hahaha im sure no.3 will know where this is from!). okayy just thought of this suddenly last night.

warning!lots of ranting coming up!
anyway,yup im very sick of ppl who are so irresponsible.last minute notices,cancellations and all those.the word sorry has more than often been abused by you.say it only when you really mean it and that means there'll be no more of those kind of mistakes.whats the point of you apologizing everytime this happens and then it still happens again,repeatedly.im really sick of it.empty promises,words that you dont really mean at all.its really hard to trust you, to rely on you.i must say that you've been one of my nicest friend to talk to.but there's always this sense of insecurity present whenever you promise sth.full of doubts,full of uncertainties.somehow i just learnt to accept all those and never take your words seriously anymore.i hate to do this to a friend.but it has happened not once,twice or even thrice at the very least.it has happened countless number of times.too many that i cant even rmb when was the last time you kept your promises.it may seem cool and everything but let me tell you,its not at all.you simply lose the trust that others have in you.well maybe its the way i was brought up thats why i cant accept this.every single meeting means alot to me and i make the effort to rmb it and not let others wait in vain.(okayy sorry but im really really trying not to be late anymore!) ohwell im not exactly pissed.simply disappointed in you.and i feel sad for you.cos there'll soon come a time when everyone loses trust in you completely.i really hope you can change your ways.its not a nice feeling to be promised sth and then the other party simply takes it as though nothing has happened,brushing it off with a really insincere word of apology.to wait for so long before the other party tells you she forgot.it simply shows how insignificant you are.how much you actually mean to her.and you thought you were really good friends.ohwell nvm all these dont matter anymore.cos i dont really care anymore.i have more to do with my life than to be bothered with you.this marks the end of the trust i had in you.get your empty promises out of my life.

and another thing.i hate ppl who come initiate conversations with me and keep expecting me to continue the conversation.if you dont have anything to say then dont start at all!rarr this is so annoying.

okayy yayy finished reading my book last night!hahah simply had to finish it before i sleep so in the end i slept at 3!im becoming a panda when this is the holidays tsktsk!okayy i can sense no.3 calling me a nocturnal animal again!haha but anyway,yayy i found the passion for reading again!yes i used to love reading!hahha when i was in pri sch.used to read whole day long heh. (:

hahah feel like doing lots of meaningful things nowadays.reading driving volunteering working exercising.hohoho somehow i dont really feel like going for all the parties and stuff.haha but nope im not getting anti-social!haha just feel like doing more things other than catching up with friends and stuff.haha feel so sian going out now haha im sick of travelling for so long just to go town and spending money when im broke ): rarr nvm income shall come in soon! ((: hmmm cant imagine how it'd be like next year when i start work.with driving lessons,cultural meetings,and i still wanna go volunteering with sumitha!okayy shucks my timetable is gonna be really packed!bleh nvm things usually wont turn out as bad as it seems! (:

yayy cultural recruitment tmr!hope it'll be a success!jiayou jiayun!sorry i cant be there but you can call me anytime okayy! ((: i really really hope it'll turn out good!especially when this is one of the very few new projs proposed!jiayou for presentation! ((:

okayy i just read this randomly on someone's blog and its really very encouraging! (:
"if something bad happened to our life, just accept it. it's hard but it's the only thing to do. bad things happens, to teach us new things, to make us stronger, to tell us that we need to improve. to make us realize the wrong and right things, to make a NEW and BETTER us.

Michael Jordan, the legend basketball icon.the first time he tried to join the basketball varsity, he was rejected by the coach.because of his height (5'11 that time) and lack of skills.but Jordan didn't say "i wish i can go back to the past. so i am stronger now."instead he train rigorously and that time obtain more height. He IMPROVED.then the next year he was accepted on the varsity. then he became the LEGEND. because of the rejection he became better.because of bad things that happened he obtain good things.
hey you! stop saying the famous impossible wish.(i wish i could go back to the past) be strong and be like jordan."

Last ride on; 3:58 PM


リプレイ
歌: Plastic Tree
作詞 & 作曲: 有村竜太朗

最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ?
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
サヨナラだよ。

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