The Last Ride

Sunday, December 30, 2007

yayy scone party today! (: supposed to go msia with family today but they cancelled it ): anyway, it feels so good to catch up with everyone again(not the suaning part again though!) haha but ya its been really long since we all talked to one another!its like ever since hmmm baccalaureate?haha omg thats really long.but ya i really loved the party today!haha we camwhored like MAD seriously.being ever ready for cameras all the time and im sure fb would totally be flooded with photos!hahah blehh so sad my brother took the camera from me! )): but nvm, facebook it everyone!hahha a really memorable night, simply hanging out and having fun!lots and lots of photos and lovely food! (: ooh i'll never forget the super good apple crumble made by weijian!and the brownies by valen! ((: yumyum!ohh and thankyou all for the nov&dec kids celebration!super sweet of you all really!and ya we played like heart attack,polar bear.haha heart attack with the pig thing was super fun can.haha everyone just responded naturally hahaha!but i was still human! ((: heh and stupid weijian kept snatching my cards from me when i havent even looked at it!rarrr and he kept suaning me during polar bear!you watch out man!haha wait till you have no hair!hahaha!

okayy then sent andrea to the bus stop whoa its like super dark with all the trees there!luckily we didnt let her go alone!haha then took alot of unglam shots.and van was like ultimate camwhore la!took the photo even when her bus was there alr!tsktsk!then ya i became the hwachong ghost(omg that shot was really scary!) and had double/triple chin!wahaha omg my reputation is so gonna be ruined man!haha but we missed the dance showdown despite us running back after receiving zhixin's call! ): blehh but it was so sweet of them to wait for us initially!but too bad jiawei's parents reached alr so they had to start.yeah then hmmm went to steph's room after everyone else left.(sorry lily i made you reach home so late!) had lots of fun with omg polly pocket! ((: lily and i were totally fascinated over it la!and lots of interesting stuffs in her room! (: haha then ya our super unglam photo of us trying to imitate this dance pose on this photo of hers.HAHA we so totally cmi la!heh and yupyup lots of gossips in the car(kept kena jacked though blehhh) and ya im suddenly hungry i dunno why!haha okayy random

and ya im really really sorry for agm!and a big big thankyou to jiayun for everything!okayy though the participation is really upsetting but im sure we'll get through it somehow yup.and ya this will be such a great success that they'll carry it on! (: jiayou jiayou! ((:

Last ride on; 12:58 AM

Saturday, December 29, 2007

yayy just came back from party at lily's place!thankyou dear and dior for organising!it was really fun! ((: yeah and thankyou all for the lovely presents!thankyou pau zhixin fang lily for the many many stuffs in the RED mickey bin, fang for the really cute book, karen for your super cute one too!,valen my secret santa (i love all the red studs!so pretty!) and zhixin for your lovely cookies flown back from japan!thankyou all darlings!

haha and yes the party was really fun!went there late though cos i thought it starts at 7 but turned out that it starts at 6!hahaand got lost on the way in,climbing to the 4th storey of some random block cos the scurity guard told me it was on the 4th floor can!rarr!anyway,had lots of fun at the party!havent talked to them for sooo long!but as usual kena suaned like mad again haha anyway my skirt is so not short can!rarr haha and ya the brownie was yummylicious!hoho and we played polar bear!i so cannot act as polar bear la!hahah and yayy photos! ((:

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love you all! (:

the reeeeallly nice RED mickey bin!with lots of treasures inside! ((:

soooo cute+pretty+nice+sweet right!

uberly cute!

thelovely cookies that were flown in from japan! ((:

and yayy congrats retard no.1!just read your post you finally got your job!meet up soon alright! (:

Last ride on; 12:59 AM

Friday, December 28, 2007

saying it three times means its for real,that i really mean it(hahaha im sure no.3 will know where this is from!). okayy just thought of this suddenly last night.

warning!lots of ranting coming up!
anyway,yup im very sick of ppl who are so irresponsible.last minute notices,cancellations and all those.the word sorry has more than often been abused by you.say it only when you really mean it and that means there'll be no more of those kind of mistakes.whats the point of you apologizing everytime this happens and then it still happens again,repeatedly.im really sick of it.empty promises,words that you dont really mean at all.its really hard to trust you, to rely on you.i must say that you've been one of my nicest friend to talk to.but there's always this sense of insecurity present whenever you promise sth.full of doubts,full of uncertainties.somehow i just learnt to accept all those and never take your words seriously anymore.i hate to do this to a friend.but it has happened not once,twice or even thrice at the very least.it has happened countless number of times.too many that i cant even rmb when was the last time you kept your promises.it may seem cool and everything but let me tell you,its not at all.you simply lose the trust that others have in you.well maybe its the way i was brought up thats why i cant accept this.every single meeting means alot to me and i make the effort to rmb it and not let others wait in vain.(okayy sorry but im really really trying not to be late anymore!) ohwell im not exactly pissed.simply disappointed in you.and i feel sad for you.cos there'll soon come a time when everyone loses trust in you completely.i really hope you can change your ways.its not a nice feeling to be promised sth and then the other party simply takes it as though nothing has happened,brushing it off with a really insincere word of apology.to wait for so long before the other party tells you she forgot.it simply shows how insignificant you are.how much you actually mean to her.and you thought you were really good friends.ohwell nvm all these dont matter anymore.cos i dont really care anymore.i have more to do with my life than to be bothered with you.this marks the end of the trust i had in you.get your empty promises out of my life.
and another thing.i hate ppl who come initiate conversations with me and keep expecting me to continue the conversation.if you dont have anything to say then dont start at all!rarr this is so annoying.

okayy yayy finished reading my book last night!hahah simply had to finish it before i sleep so in the end i slept at 3!im becoming a panda when this is the holidays tsktsk!okayy i can sense no.3 calling me a nocturnal animal again!haha but anyway,yayy i found the passion for reading again!yes i used to love reading!hahha when i was in pri sch.used to read whole day long heh. (:

hahah feel like doing lots of meaningful things nowadays.reading driving volunteering working exercising.hohoho somehow i dont really feel like going for all the parties and stuff.haha but nope im not getting anti-social!haha just feel like doing more things other than catching up with friends and stuff.haha feel so sian going out now haha im sick of travelling for so long just to go town and spending money when im broke ): rarr nvm income shall come in soon! ((: hmmm cant imagine how it'd be like next year when i start work.with driving lessons,cultural meetings,and i still wanna go volunteering with sumitha!okayy shucks my timetable is gonna be really packed!bleh nvm things usually wont turn out as bad as it seems! (:

yayy cultural recruitment tmr!hope it'll be a success!jiayou jiayun!sorry i cant be there but you can call me anytime okayy! ((: i really really hope it'll turn out good!especially when this is one of the very few new projs proposed!jiayou for presentation! ((:

okayy i just read this randomly on someone's blog and its really very encouraging! (:
"if something bad happened to our life, just accept it. it's hard but it's the only thing to do. bad things happens, to teach us new things, to make us stronger, to tell us that we need to improve. to make us realize the wrong and right things, to make a NEW and BETTER us.
Michael Jordan, the legend basketball icon.the first time he tried to join the basketball varsity, he was rejected by the coach.because of his height (5'11 that time) and lack of skills.but Jordan didn't say "i wish i can go back to the past. so i am stronger now."instead he train rigorously and that time obtain more height. He IMPROVED.then the next year he was accepted on the varsity. then he became the LEGEND. because of the rejection he became better.because of bad things that happened he obtain good things.
hey you! stop saying the famous impossible wish.(i wish i could go back to the past) be strong and be like jordan."

Last ride on; 3:58 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007

haha okay wanted to come here like 1h ago but got addicted to fb again.haha havent been to fb for so long alr!haha went cos my dear brother wanted me to write on his wall tsktsk!hahaha but im nice so its okay! (: and my daddy is so cute he went to get fb too! (((: haha my uberly cute daddy!

anyway,went down to sign the letter of appointment today and well the condition were all reasonable so dont worry!and i managed to ask for leave alr!so efficient right!haha felt abit bad cos im like asking for leave before i even started work!and it was like 4 days in a go!lucky the person was really nice.haha and she went on telling me that i have to be fierce and stuff otherwise the kids will be super rude.okayy quite scared.hopefully they will listen to me!haha and yayy starting work soon!hmm so now the working hours are from 1300-1900 on weekdays and alternate sats 0900-1300.yeah so i can wake up late hoho!got lesser pay heh but its okayy at least i'll enjoy my job! (:

haha and ya im so addicted to reading books now.reading the dowry bride and its really good. (: looking for twilight by stephenie meyer bu cant find it anywhere bleh.that shall be next on my reading list!haha and i want new earphones!the red one oohlala!and yes driving!haha okayy lots of things i want but im like broke rarrrr.nvm shall wait for the hk trip!

ohya somehow inspiration strikes me best at like midnight 2am!haha thought of lots of ideas for cultural!haha yayy thinking of all these makes me damn happy and now i think its more likely to succeed!and i think 'pieces of us!' is a nice name teeheee!dunno why but gives me a very nice feeling (: yayy and shirts and logbook hoho!more details now instead of having a very rough idea only! (: yayy okayy hopefully it'll be a great success at agm!

ohya and was watching the news today and it said sth about developing sports talents!our dear dear pw project man.and it adopted our method of the cluster school thing okayy!with one in every area and students studying in that area wil go there for training.somemore its for developing potential sports talents too!damn happy when i saw that.steph fang and kareen hope you guys saw that too! ((: haha there's this unexplainable sense of satisfaction when i saw it.heh our proj was defintely a success and i missed going through that period of time with you all again!nvm our ben&jerry's treat will come soon alrights! ((:

yayy xmas party tmr!gonna be fun!and meeting lots of ppl whom i havent seen for so long!yayy i missed you all! ((: though im gonna be super broke after this party heh.

and goodluck dear.im sure you can get over this obstacle.we'll all be there for you and you know it.jiayou!we'll get through this together!all the best!love ya! (:

Last ride on; 9:30 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

went for singapore heart foundation flag day today.haha my feet is like dyinggg!haha but nvm its for a good cause!and i met lots of kind souls!who said singaporeans are heartless!no wayy man!haha there are so many nice ppl out there!hahaha!hmmm first there was this daddy whose young little boyboy came running after me just to donate money!and it was a $2 note okayy!hha so cute right!and then there was this guy who came running towards me (cos his heartless friends kept walking without him), donating money and he considered it as asking a favor from me!awww so nice right!then he still had to run back to join his heartless group of friends!rarrr box his friends man.yes then cos i was still in a state of shock so i forgot to give him the badge!so mindy and i waited there for him till about 1330 before we decided that he wasnt coming back! ): he's like super super nice and he didnt even want the sticker!super nice guy! (:

haha ya then there were alot of nice ppl too!like simply donate a $5 note when they have like lots of coins and $2 notes.and alot came to me automatically when i was simply stoning!haha like i was just putting the tin on my shoulder there and then ppl will just come and put in money from behind me!always give me a shock but they're so nice la! ((: always meet nice ppl during flag days and these are the ones who encourages you to keep on perservering!yayy! ((:

ohya then there are lots of weird ppl too!omg there was this guy who kept staring so i asked him if he wanted to donate and then cos he was holding a teddy bear,he suddenly held the teddy bear head,turned it to face me and said NO!omggg weirdddd!and ya lots of other weird ones,and tooo many dao ones!but the nice ppl i'll never forget!thankyou all for your very kind donations! (: and yes super tiredd my feet is dyingg!totally zonked out while on the way home!hahaha but the nice ppl and the good cause makes it all worthwhile! (:

and yes signing contract tmr! (:

and sumitha,please take care okayyy! i'll see ya soon! ((:

Last ride on; 5:47 PM

Monday, December 24, 2007

yayy cultural meeting today! ((: okayy not exactly a formal one again cos there was only jiayun and me with our very great advisor chinyee!but we were very very productive!haha a big thankyou to chinyee for helping us so much, solving alot of our problems and giving us so much advice!okayy but there are really lots of uncertainties.too many that im not even sure if this project will be a success.after reading through the many many comments that lots of ppl provided.makes me wonder if this is gonna work after all.there seem to be too many uncertainties.but ya the comments given really helped us focus so much better,though it can be demoralising at first.but at least now we've got a clearer direction of the proj!thankyou all for helping and for all your valuable inputs!really appreciate it.ya so we discussed lots of stuffs today!yayyy productive us as usual!okayy really hope this is gonna work,after putting in so much hard work.but ya hopefully this proj is well-received during agm!it would be so ultimately sad if no one wants to join our committee!but nvm shall hope for the best! (: yayy my powerpoint is damn good can!hahaha!hope everything would be a success!haha jiayou nuaworm and dingyi for the presentation k!thanks alot!so sorry i cant be there!

ohya and thankyou kareen and sumitha!for your belated birthday wishes cos you guys were overseas! (: thankyou!you all are so sweet!and sumitha we should meet up soon okayy!havent seen you in a LOOOONG while!haha but ohnoo im super broke now.rarr went out with just $6 today but i survived!haha shall stay at home until i earn some moneyy!

ahhh cant wait to start work! (: and yes turkeyy feast!! ((:

Last ride on; 9:18 PM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

yayy finally!haha thankyou everyone for all the well-wishes/ blessings/ surprises/ celebrations/ presents!i really had a very very sweet and memorable eighteenth birthday!thankyou all! ((: here's a big thanks to my dear family(for waiting up for me till 2plus midnight just to celebrate for me); darling leakhena, athena and trinette! for the really sweet surprise; pinkies! for the really cute cookie monster(chompchomp!) and the very sweet card(omg i got a shock when i saw it!); retards plus nicole and shuqin (soon to be recruited!) for the very memorable sleepover and baking session; everyone else who msged me! (: so yupyup here comes the list! pau, wanyi(thanks for msging early cos you guys were going overseas!so thoughtful!) retard no.1&3, nicole, shuqin, jiayun, dingyi, wanching, lingxi, athena, zhixin, trinette, jialing, leakhena, weijian(and for the call!), mindy, zihui, boongoon, nazrul(you forgot la rarrr!), dorance, elianna, karen, elizabeth and vans! thank you all for being so sweet!love ya! ((:

anyway, went to jack's place for dinner.yumyum it was so good can!i had fillet mignon and omg it was damnnn nice!i ate that quite alot of times at jack's place alr but i still dont grow sick of it ((: yeah then had the reverse-o cake from island creamery ((: yayyy all the good food.but im growing fat and i feel so unfit!haha okayy maybe i shall go exercise next week!haha meanwhile,can enjoy all the good food this week!oooh and turkeyy feast! (((: yumyum -drools- okayy yayy more photos! ((:

my pile of presents!thank you all!i feel so loved! ((:

so many cards and well-wishes!thankyou! ((:

from my darling leakhena.i love you loads dear! <33

so sweet!from my dear dashu athena! ((:

ah net!haha i caught you red-handed! :P

from my dear retards, shuqin and cute little nicole! so sweet&cute right! ((:

pinkies!thankyou im really touched that you guys met up to write the card somehow despite being so busy with your own stuffs. (:

dinner at jack's place! us kids!

me and my brother! <3

my cute little sister! <33

the ladies in the house! ((:

yumyum the cake! (the small round things at the sides were the best!its crunchyy and nice!)

oohlala it looks too good to resist right! -drools-

okayy yayy well a few more minutes and its the 2nd of of my life as an eighteen year-old!haha so exciting!ohoh and before i forget, yes i got a job already!and its so lucky that i get to do sth that i really enjoy!haha student care teacher! ((: yayy i love kids okayy haha but im not a paedophile!!hahaha yeah got the offer on friday heh so it was like my birthday present too!thankyou! ((:

ohya and lets not forget retard no.1's special greeting for me on my eighteenth birthday!
'sweegeok shall shit, shower, sleep!' haha the 3 's' of the day!hahaha yayyy love ya alll! (((:

Last ride on; 11:07 PM

yayy sleepover!though i didnt get to sleep over exactly but heyy!i stayed till 2am okayy!haha so retard no.3 dont be disappointed!haha i bet you all went to sleep soon after i left right!cos no one to make any more noise!heh shuqin kept complaining i was too noisy through the night! ): haha anyway,we baked our very first oreo cheesecake!haha yayy and it was good okayy! ((: photos!shall post a more detailed one at the end of today!thankyou retards,nicole and shuqin for the very nice celebration!i love you guys!

the crust makers!yumyum oreoo!!

the cream cheese pro!

one tablespoon of butter!

the donut girl! ((:

DONUTS!yumyum!

retard no.1 the treehugger!thanks for hugging the tree just for me(and my camera!)!awww i love you dear!

before

after!

i spy with my little donut!
nicole the small one!licking the ice cream!like really licking!haha poor retard no.1!

me!cool right!

retard no.3/my supposed twin with her choc cake!yumyum!

retard no.1!with her second choice of salmon sushi cos of nic!

shuqin who's totally loving her sashimi!

our final work!looks so delicious right! ((:

us! (shuqin kept spoiling the prev shots we took!) haha i love you all for the celebration!

ooohh aren't you simply craving for it? -drools-

nic who is as short as the mouse hanging there! ((:

our very nice little miss tees from dear nicole!thanks dear!

we can shoot some darlie advertisements alr!haha according to nic,we have decapitated heads )):

yumyum lollipop!from dear retards!thank youu!i finally found my other side of my earring!haha!

lollipop delight! its a super small chupa chupa lolly!thankyou retard no.1! ((:

yeah so basically the whole day was summarised with FOOD!with our cheesecake,fake donut+real donuts (we really got a shock when shuqin came with donuts!) and lollipops! haha thank you all for the presents and everything! love ya all! <33>

Last ride on; 4:17 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

yayy pinkies outing today! ((: okayy was supposed to have care corner outing in the afternoon but since so many ppl cant make it, it got cancelled! )): big thankyou to sharon who tried to organise it anyway! (: nvm at least i got to sleep in!heehee anyway,went out with pinkies today!okayy fine less than half could make it so its not exactly a pinkies outing but nvm!haha

yayy so it was jiayun the nuaworm, dingyi and sharon!yeah we went to this hot pot restaurant at some ulu paradiz centre at first.and foud out that the prices were abit too ex after we sat down!super malu can!then we exited after awhile omg it was soooo embarrassing and the person was abit pissed also though she pretended it was okay!haha then we went over to mind cafe and settled down there.hah the ppl working there were damn nice and we really troubled them alot!asking them how to play almost every single game, alot of requests and ya photos after photos! haha and thankyou jiayun,dingyi and sharon for the celebration!it was really really sweet of you guys! ((: and the super cute cookie monster!chompchomp! ((:

haha ya so we played lots of games, exceeding the time limit by alot and we still thought we took advantage of them!when they charged us extra for that without telling us!so we got taken advantage of instead! haha then played lots of violent games and sharon was the most violent of all!even more violent than dingyi!we played cluedo and being the smart me,i won!haha but it took us all a while before we realised that i solved it!hahaha so im not the only one with slow reaction time okayy!! ((: hah then we played uno stacko and booohooo it collapsed when i tried to take one out!i was so close to getting it out okayy cos it was quite loose!bahh!then we played some xmas edition game and omg that was the first glimpse of sharon's violence!the bell was like almost destroyed la!then uglyugly!omg it was the worst!our hands were all sore after playing that!haha all you violent ppl!and chompchomp too!haha it was really funny!

yupyup anyway,thankyou all for the really fun time together! ((: and we were very productive too!discussed cultural!and alot of weird ideas from dingyi!yayy got a more concrete plan now but hope more ppl can commit!haha you guys better try to recruit more from agm! ((: and we really should have a more formal and prepared meeting,reading through the email and stuff okayy! ((:

ohyeah then on our way back,took lots of retarded photos! (haha im like recruiting them to my list of retarded friends!) haha like we took our hands with handy road, red man, walking shots and jumpshots!haha the jumpshots were really embarrassing!took outside dhoby ghaut station and everyone was staring!and we took like 10 of it!haha but at least we weren't taking it alone!okayy photos!more when jiayun sends me! ((:

our almost successful one! ((: