whooo yayy exams are FINALLY over!well life has been rather happening!chunkfest,max brenners(!),nic's birthday,oschool recital,impromptu og outing,advanced celebration by clubyawns,impromptu sakae buffet,aikido seminar,meetup with zxandfang and the really surprising birthday surprise by og!thankyouu all for such a wonderful week! <33 okayy fb doesnt allow me to upload photos so its gonna be quite a few here to summarise everything!

BOLT with yc!haha and we got free starbucks yayyy! ((:
chunkfest!
max brenners with emb comm yayy i miss you guys loads!
chocolate souffle which was absolutely heavenlyyy!

marshmallow crepe with cute gummy bears!belgian waffles (:and there was our not-so-surprising celebration for nicole!thankyou all for being there!hahaha the wishball which turned into a bitching ball!but yayy may all our wishes come true!whooo jumpshot in smu!HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!
haha our birthday surprise for her was so well thought out but none of us expected her to get out of her house boooo but yayy she was well erm kinda surprised too heh (:(and smu had this rarrr auntie who was just so annoyinggg!ouchh my eyes?!)

oschool recital! (not many photos cos my camera died!boooo!)the advance celebration by club yawns (yayy i love this cool name haha!) and sorry i spoiled the surprise tooo!thankyouuuu!a really different experience spent at istana park!thanks alot for the really sweet celebration and the ultimately cute presents!the retards' first anniversaryyy!aikido seminar!
it was a different experience i must say and i was like ultimately noob since it was my first session after 2 months!so after that i was aching like hell but yayy the ntu ppl are nice!birthday surprise by og!haha okayy the photos are pathetic cos my stupid camera died AGAIN!anywayy it seriously came as a shock but thankyou jy yh stvn and bzg!anywayy it was a brilliant plan (stupid manager with the aircon leaking and jy omgg!)haha okayy that pretty much sums up the post exam activities haha and yayy i cant wait to see my brother! ((:

anywayy here's such a pretty photo from chunkfest! <3

waves of nostalgia swept past me today as i was walking down the slope from my house to the bus stop. rather empty bag with empty hands, not carrying big plastic bags out of the house seems so weird for a moment. the burden is gone but it made me feel so empty. i miss our event, i miss the rushing and the bonds we've forged, with the students, the facils and within the comm.

ive really learnt alot from this event, especially the pre-event days, the planning the organising and everything. embRACE seems to have pass by wayy too fast for me. it hasnt had time to sink in yet and now its over already. seeing how the kids change, from being absolutely racist to so much more interaction and the big hug after treasure hunt really warms my heart. its so much more satisfying than ive ever thought it to be. not knowing the extent of their racism to understanding them and breaking the ice between them, its really a fulfilling experience. it was really touching especially when everyone cheered their hearts out at the very end, and the whole canteen echoed with their voices and screams.haha ahh i miss jasper the super duper cute kid and of course safaras who's always giving me the despising look!(stupid r for telling him im stupid and crazyy!)and shaun for giving me his popcorn, reuben the haolian vballer etc.im missing them alr!

thankyou facils for being so supportive and having so much initiative. you guys really made a difference and helped us ALOT in the execution. i hope what you've gained is much more than just cip hours. thought some of the facils were really superb, having their own way with kids and having so much initiative. thankyou ss and kw especially for being so helpful!from the plug to getting groceries and walking back cos i forgot to tell you guys to get the oil, and mopping the floor constantly, thanks alot!and all the groupA facils who're like experts at suanning!

and of course thankyou comm members!nuaworm!thankyou for being such a responsible apd and for slogging so hard!thanks for listening to all my bitching sessions and chionging out all the last min stuffs.well done nuaaa!and for the comm, thankyou for tolerating all my nonsense and attitude.and of course for being so adaptive and everything,making things work for our whole event. thankyou for putting in your best efforts and trying to make this event successful!i just hope that it has been a fulfilling experience for you guys as much as it had been for me.it had been a really great journey thus far, with our common ground of dmr etc hahah yayy celebratory dinner soooon!MAX BRENNERS whoooo! (:

and of course, a BIG thankyou to all those who came down to support!dear mummy and ly,sharon,steven and friend,bzg and daniel, yanqin yuhsiu and agnes and fy for bringing your whole cca down!thankyouu!

alright sth random but i find it appalling that some people can give the heck care attitude even when its sth that concerns themselves!and when its just so useless trying to knock some sense into them cos thats their upbringing and everything.its just so difficult to work with this kinda ppl.its not about protecting yourself but more of being selfish.at least thats what i feel.its just so pointless to carry on when your attitude is just so suckkyy and you dont even feel remorseful.

okayy yayy photos!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAYY DINGYI!!

facils + comm!

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haha alright shall open up this place again haha minus the not-so-nice parts anymore!haha november was just so hectic, physically and emotionally.haha i cant believe first sem is nearly over,just like that!

haha anywayy yayy embRACE is tmr! (: haha excited yet hesitant. i just hope things will work out fine!and bleh accounting finals is seriously the worst thing ever!whatever you practice simply makes you feel more demoralised than everrr!haha and it doesnt help with the bell curve cos everyone is so damn pro at acc.ohwell,shall just take things as it comes.haha anywayy yayy photos! ((:

camwhoring at costume shop with nicole!


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the best dessert everrrr! yumyumm!
its vanilla ice cream on top of red bean paste with warm tangyuan at the sides sprinkled with grounded peanut!absolutely heavenlyyy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIQI!HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEN!okayy that basically sums up november for now.haha more coming up with embRACE whoooo! ((: its gonna be soo exciting so come for our funfair, 29th November, NanHua Primary(its at clementi), 10am to 5pm!

anywayy i realise i shall stop blogging and get back to studyingg!someone save me from the monster in acc!!booo debiting and crediting and formatting.i seriously hate accountingg!HAHA self-entertainment. anywayy ppl please stop stressing me out by telling me how much you know!i dont need that right noww!booo ultimately demoralised by the stupid accounting.i cant believe i still have to survive 2 more compulsory modules of acc )): ahhh save mee!alrights shall go back to facing the monster again!

meanwhile, jiayou emb! ><

and and omg i cant wait to fly over and see youuu sooooonn!! ((:

have you ever had the feeling of being taken granted for all the time? its like everyone expects you to do something but there's no sign of gratitude, appreciation or anything. to top it off, they show you negative response and all. im so sick of it all. its like arghh nobody ever understands. im not obliged to do anything for you. i've had enough!

on a happier note, week10 is over and so is majority of my deadlines!a mad rush week indeed which made me grew alot!many sleepless nights and all but im really glad i survived it all. monday was a really traumatic experience whereby my family got into a car accident. the sudden thought of possibly losing the closest ones in my life made me really terrified. the thought of losing them really jolted me awake. im glad that at least they're not in any life-threatening situation now and i should really count my blessings. i definitely wouldnt know what to do without them in my life. it made me realise that im really fortunate and never ever to take them for granted again!its a rare second chance i got and im definitely gonna cherish it.

so monday was an awakening experience for me. spending the night in the hospital with my sister, made me realise how fragile life is and how important my family is to me. grades, friends, assignments and all simply do not matter anymore. my brother was right about how family should always be our top priority because they're the ones who stand by you no matter what. seeing how my dad being strong and all for the sake of the family really touched me greatly. first time i saw the soft side of my dad, that expression made me teared. and my mum who told me that i have to be strong because im the pillar of support for them. it really made me alot stronger and knowing that i played an important role in the family. it really seems as though ive grown so much within such a short time. but in short, i love my family (:

yupyup then the mad rush of completing acc presentation, dsc term report, cv, mkt assignment and mno video. i was surprised by the amount of energy i had in completing all these. consecutive sleepless nights and all. i just hope the results will show. but i guess after being through so much more, all these doesnt matter anymore.

hmmm okay then the long overdue photos from yc's birthday celebration! (: HAPPY 19th DEAR YEECHIAN! thankyou for everything my dear friend. <33

our special private cabin just for you! (:

the unplanned traffic light! how adorable! (:

haha i realise i sound so angsty over the last few posts heh. anyway yayy i got my new laptop! (: teeheee thanks loads my dear daddy and mummy!love you many many!haha ohwell i guess its been really overwhelming these days, having to cope with so many deadlines and all. but yayy its gonna be over soon. the killer week 10 is coming hahaha sounds like killer whale heh. hmmm but what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger so im sure i'll be able to get round those 5 deadlines for next week!gahhh dsc haha better start reading already!and though acc was quite a flop, im sure gonna start mugging for it alr after the killer whale swims past!haha i sound so optimistic suddenly but gahh im soo tired haha. the only thing that makes me satisfied about myself is my driving hoho im getting much much better at it though i get anal instructors somtimes like lpk!haha chionging driving 5 days a week is no joke okayyy!and my tuesdays are like packed with driving how enthu i am right haha!okayy yayy hopefully i wont hit curbs again haha!at this point in time, im really thankful i have my organiser to keep all my appointments on track. otherwise i think i'll just die!haha okayy random post but yayy im feeling so much more optimistic now! (: jiayou sg!hahaha and though you might not see this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUAA! hahah my favourite nuaworm in the world,you totally rock! (:

リプレイ
歌: Plastic Tree
作詞 & 作曲: 有村竜太朗

最終便の観覧車。
君と僕が夜に浮かんでく。
星空とパノラマの街の
光と光の真ん中らへん。
右手の中にある温もりは、
いつか違う人を照らすでしよう
リズムが早くなりだす鼓動
君の名を叫ぶ心臓です。

約束交わさずに、いつかまた
逢えるなんてどんな魔法だろ？
ごめん、ありがとう、さようなら
言いたくない言葉しか出なそう。
気が遠くなるほどの未来で、
心が重くってうずくまる。
永遠によく似た10分間。
その度、思うんだろう。

廻る、廻る、二人がほら
夜に闇に光探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
想うゆえに胸がひどく苦しい。

真夜中、止まった観覧車。
忘れ物を取りに来たんだよ。
瞬間接着剤の涙。
開いた傷だってくっつけた。
あー、そうでした。俺、こんなでした。
君と会う前、自分嫌いでした。
だから胸のいちばん奥で
君の名を呼ぶんだよ。

廻る、廻る、心がまだ
夜に闇に君を探す。
恋しい、愛しい、
知らない間に消えてしまう光。

確かなものなんていらないや。
涙で悲しみを拭く。
大丈夫。それでも僕だった
何もない右の掌で、
残ってる温もりが騷いだって。

まぶた閉じた。記憶落ちた。
星が瞬く隙に歌う。
100年分の鼓動のせて
響く、声が届く。

巡る、巡る、君を想う。
ひとつ、ひとつ、忘れながら。
廻る、廻る、あの日のまま
二人、夜に浮かぶ。

あ、また同じとこ
戻ってきたら朝だよ。
赤。青。夢。嘘。色ずく空。
帰宅。始発。陽射し。窓。
きらめく世界流れた。
もう手を振らなきゃ。
サヨナラだよ。

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